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crying screaming throwing up

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"Noah quietly slid from time" someone shouldve put me down there and then wtf

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THE BOYSSSSSSSS

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this is actually the exact moment adam parrish realized he was bisexual

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read a review of the raven boys that said something like "am i supposed to feel bad for a rich guy because he can't kiss a girl?" and it baffles me how much someone can completely miss the point

no you're not supposed to feel bad for Gansey because he can't kiss Blue, he doesn't even want her like that in this book yet

you're supposed to feel bad for him because yes, he is rich, but he knows he privileged and he's scared he doesn't deserve it and he needs to make his life worth something

because he needs to prove magic is real, even though people consider him naive and silly

because he loves his friends so much but "he's nobody to Adam, nobody to Ronan"

because he could live everywhere and he chose an abandoned factory, he could have had any car and he chose the Pig, he could have had any friends and he chose the misfits, because he loves the old and barely functional

because he lived when he should have died and he has to make something of this life otherwise he may as well just have died

Gansey is so much more than just a rich guy

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Blue!! For an Instagram dtiys by @sketchi_bee

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that one friend who’s always cold: i’m cold

that one friend who can see ghosts: which is weird because you’re not even being haunted right now or anything

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was it casual?

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Help. I can't. They're so cute. Stop. I love them so much. 🥺🥺🥺

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blue sargent was so real for this

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I think.... I think ronan might have been wrong about the dreaming tree. It doesn't show you whatever would fuck you up the most, because I don't think blue or gansey's visions were half so terrible as Adam's (or whatever Ronan first saw), nor as terrible as it could be

I think it showed visions of how each of them could kill gansey

Adam, as he was in trb, less bound to the leyline and the others, more desperate, less grown up, absolutely could have made a mistake in his ambitious quest for freedom that lead to gansey's death. And in a twisted way the dream came true with Ronan, and ronan's double, in the church

Gansey saw himself finding glendower, the quest he'd dedicated his life to, the man he credits for his life. Without this quest, what is gansey, really? And gansey of trb wasn't ready for his quest to suddenly be over. I don't know if he would have survived it, he'd probably spiral at best. And in the end it is his quest that kills him, by finding the demon, by dying shortly after he discovers glendower is also dead, by dying the first time so close to the entrance to glendower's tomb. Gansey, glendower and death have been interwoven since the beginning

Blue knew her kiss would kill gansey, but unlike the other's, HER vision comes true, word for word and action for action. I checked. It's exactly the same.

And ronan.... tragedy has destroyed his life and he rebuilt it with gansey as his support pillar. Losing gansey, as many have pointed out, would destroy him. Being the REASON gansey dies? I think that IS one of the worst things that could happen to him. And that would indeed be the kind of thing that would fuck him up the most. I think that's what the vision tree showed him

TLDR: the vision tree shows possible futures where everyone in the gangsey is the reason for Gansey's death, because his death is such a heavy event that it cant be escaped. And even though only blue's one comes true, the other's experience twisted versions of their visions coming true anyway to reflect their growth and change and now I'm not okay

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actually threw up a little

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Ronan & Chainsaw

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when gansey said “they were always walking away from him but he never seemed able to walk away from them” idk why he felt the need to crack my head open and spill the contents onto the pages of his book, kinda rude tbh

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that scene where they know something is on the bottom of the lake and someone will have to swim for it and gansey starts having an internal spiral bc it would be "improper for him to take his shirt off in front of ladies" or something like that and is then interrupted by blue going it's swamp time motherfuckers and diving straight in. top tier couple dynamic

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and then we never speak of it again 😔🤚