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Happiest of birthdays to our Fandom Friends

💛 07: @livelaughlovechai

💛 08: @bluelovessss

💛 10: @tanmaay10

💛 19: @jerzwriter

💛 21: @nifaraswife

💛 23: @zealouscanonindeer

💛 25: @tessa-liam

💛 25: @queenmiarys

See our full fandom birthday calendar here. If you’d like your birthday added (or removed) just message me here or @lovealexhunt and I will add it for you :)

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Desire & Decorum Masterlist - 2025

✒️= Fanfic | ����= Text Fics/Edits | 🎨 = Fanart Ⓜ️ = Mature Content 18+ | 🔥 = Explicit/NSFW 18+ 🏳️‍🌈 = LGBTQIA+

January 2025

Clara & Her Nutcracker ✒️ | Ernest Sinclaire x F!MC - @ladylamrian

Waiting For You ✒️ | Ernest Sinclaire x F!MC - @bluelovessss

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That nonsexual intimacy of just being in each other's spaces, of gravitating towards each other, always subconsciously reaching out to each other. Finding comfort and satisfaction in being close to each other, breathing each other in, existing together.

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In bloodbound, Gaius Augustine is the villain, but Main Character or MC only has love interests Kamilah Sayeed, Adrian Raines, Lily Spencer or Jax Matsuo. I love Gaius X Ade (MY MC)

What is... a rarepair?

Rarepair refers to a rare pairing inside a fandom. This means that a pairing that someone ships does not have a lot of fanart or fanfiction about them or anything at all.

While crackships are always rarepairs, these rare pairings can make a lot of sense in canon, but they are just not that popular. But they often also refer to shipping characters that do not interact in canon at all, maybe not even know each other in the source material.

There are no exact numbers on when a pairing is considered a rarepair but some characteristics are that the tag on AO3 does not have a lot of hits and that most of the entries were written by the same person.

Shipping a rarepair can be frustrating, when you feel like you are alone in your love for a pairing, but it can also be fun to be able to shape the pairing together with two, three other shippers however you want them, because you basically own the ship by solely contributing to it.

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CFWC F/AtoW: Jan 5 - 11, 2025

✒️ = Fanfic | 📱 = Text Fics/Edits | 🎨 = Fanart Ⓜ️ = Mature Content 18+ | 🔥 = Explicit/NSFW 18+ 🏳️‍🌈 = LGBTQIA+

BLADES OF LIGHT AND SHADOW

Love Springs Eternal ✒️ | Mal Volari x F!Human!MC - @storyofmychoices

CRIMES OF PASSION

Emma Plushie Doll 🎨 | F!MC - @cadybear420 C: @loreofyore

Painkillers ✒️ | Juliana Georgescou - @spadesofgrass

DESIRE & DECORUM

Waiting For You ✒️ | Ernest Sinclaire x F!MC - @bluelovessss

ENDLESS SUMMER

Could be Our Last Night on Earth 🎨🔥🏳️‍🌈 | Estela Montoya x F!MC - @marmolady

Last Night on Earth ✒️🔥🏳️‍🌈 | Estela Montoya x F!MC - @marmolady

IMMORTAL DESIRES

Mary Plushie Doll 🎨 | F!MC - @cadybear420 C: @mercedesdecorazon

OPEN HEART

King of the Casa 📱 | Tobias Carrick x F!MC, Multiple Characters - @jerzwriter

Love In Every Heartbeat (Series) ✒️ | Rafael Aveiro x F!MC - @rafasgirl23415 Chapter 23: Kisses from Maldives Chapter 24 – Out Of Difficulties Grow Miracles 

No Tea 📱 | Ethan Ramsey x F!MC - @liaromancewriter

THE ROYAL ROMANCE

Forevermore (Series) ✒️Ⓜ️ | King Marquise (Liam) Rys x F!MC - @khoicesbyk Chapter 11: Somber

One Handsom Devil (Series) ✒️ | Drake Walker x F!MC - @onehandsomedevil-trr Chapter 19: Cordonia in Crisis

Princesa Real 3 (Series) ✒️ | Liam Rys x F!MC - @belencha77 Chapter 4: Llamado a la unidad Chapter 5: Fortaleza interior Chapter 6: El eco del caos

Two 2 Tango (Series) ✒️Ⓜ️ | Maxwell Beaumont x F!OC - @tessa-liam All is Fair in Love and War, part 2

MULTIPLE STORIES

MC Line up 🎨 | F!MC - AVSP, CoP, FA, TPS, TRR - @mariemarieohcontrary

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Winter Vibes ❄

freezing fingers

cold wind

bells ringing

snowball fights

afternoon tea

skating over frozen lakes

lights in every window

breath looking like clouds

sounds dampened by the snow

wiggling cold toes

watching romantic movies

singing and cheers

fuzzy socks and slippers

matching pyjamas

late sunrises

early sunsets

sending presents

drinking hot cocoa in small cafés

finding small spaces of calm and comfort

watching the firework

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Winter Vibes ❄

freezing fingers

cold wind

bells ringing

snowball fights

afternoon tea

skating over frozen lakes

lights in every window

breath looking like clouds

sounds dampened by the snow

wiggling cold toes

watching romantic movies

singing and cheers

fuzzy socks and slippers

matching pyjamas

late sunrises

early sunsets

sending presents

drinking hot cocoa in small cafés

finding small spaces of calm and comfort

watching the firework

If you like my blog and want to support me, you can buy me a coffee! And check out my Instagram! 🥰

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You want to learn to write better dialogue? Become a bitch who has whole conversations and debates in her mind all the time and you'll become a natural.

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Thank you to everyone who got me to 1000 likes!

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~ Waiting For You ~

Word Count ~ 864

Fanfic ~ Desire And Decorum

Pairing ~ Ernest Sinclaire & Beatrice (MC)

Rating ~ M

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Summary ~ Beatrice left Ernest after things unfortunately got bad between them and one night after an incident, she had enough and left him. Ernest writes a letter to her apologising and telling her how much she means to him. But, will words be enough?

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"Sometimes, love is worth fighting for, even if it means giving it another chance. "

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Ernest sat on his desk staring blankly on the piece of paper in front of him. He had words to say and to write but couldn't find a way to do it. He knew that things between them were bad. So bad that she ended up leaving. Now it's been a long time. And there isn't a single moment since she left that he didn't think about her. About what happened. About what went wrong. About what he did wrong. It was his fault. There's no denying that. But he couldn't find the courage to write her a letter apologising to her for everything that happened. But finally today, he found the courage to sit down and write a letter to her.

Letters. A sweet memory of them as their love story began with it. Writing each other letters was a part of their routine. He still had all the letters that she had sent to him back then. He kept them safely. But, since she left he read every single one of them. And his heart ached with pain. He wished to go back to that time. He missed her. He really did.

He knew he had to find a way to write down his feelings onto a piece of paper with the hope of getting her back into his life. He rubbed his eyes as he groaned in frustration. He was a terrible person when it came to expressing his feelings, and she used to joke about it. She always knew what was the right thing to say at the right time, something she hoped that he too would learn from her with time. Only with time. Her laugher echoed in his ears, reminding him of their argument. How he hurt her through words, and now it had been long enough since he last saw her. He ached to see her. To hold her hands. To see her smile. To see those beautiful eyes that he fell for. And now, writing his heart on a piece of paper felt like a nightmare, but if he wants her to return back, then he must do this no matter how difficult it may seem.

He took a feather pen and wrote as honestly as he could,

"Dear Beatrice,

I write this letter to you to apologise to you for everything that happened between us. I am sorry for not understanding you, for not making time for you,for not giving you my 100%, for not standing up for you and I am sorry for not being there for you when you needed me the most. You were right, our love it is complicated, but our love is even more complicated because of our deep connection formed over a short time when we first met. The deeper the connection, the more difficult it becomes to cherish it and protect it at the same time. I am terrible when it comes to expressing my feelings openly, and you always teased me about it. But today is different. Today, I am writing this letter to earn you forgiveness. Not because you could come back after it. No. I won't force you into something that you are not ready for yet. I want your forgiveness for everything wrong that I did because I realised that all this time, I was taking you for granted, which I should not have. I have done so many wrong things to you, made and taken you for granted. I am so sorry for all of that. I don't deserve you or your forgiveness, but just know that I will do you anything to earn it. I love you. I really love you so much. So much that it hurts me. My love for you is eternal, and it always be. I don't expect you to forgive me right away after reading this letter, but I just wanted to give you what you deserved : the truth. And the truth is, I cannot live without you. I hope you finally got the closure that you deserved. Write back to me if you want. I will look forward to seeing you soon, perhaps one day. You know me, hopeless romantic for you.

Yours forever,

Sinclaire.

He sealed the letter and dropped the letter into the letter box soon enough. His heart pounded fast, full of worry. But also with hope that maybe just maybe she will write back to him or even better, come back to him. And together they will work on their relationship and deepen their bond by healing the wounds. But, as he walked back home, he smiled with the knowledge that at least he had poured his heart out to her in that letter. Something he never did but today he did for her.

Will she return? Will they be reunited? Or will she even read his letter? Questions. There were so many questions adding more to his doubts. But, their love. His love for her put every doubt aside. Because even if things were rough between them right now, he knew their love would overcome any barrier. Because in the end, love always won and overcame every problem.

Because love is always worth it.

The End.

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Dear @princess-geek I'm so sorry for the long delay of this fanfic for u. Ik it took me a few months but it's finally here & I hope u like it. Thank u sm 4 being so patient & amazing. I really enjoyed writing this 4 u. Happy New 2025!

Also, this will be my last fanfic of Choices. I'll now be concentrating on my own debut novel. I'm working on the first draft btw.

Lmk ur thoughts!

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Tags ~ @princess-geek @lovealexhunt @ezekielbhandarivalleros @choicesficwriterscreations

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I do it after every paragraph or sentence.

in 2025, i’ll stop editing while writing. no more rewriting the first paragraph 72 times before i even get to chapter two.

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Want to host an event on CCE?

Please read the following guidelines. If you can agree to them, just reach out to me and I'll make you a mod on the blog for you to host your event!

The event should be related to the Pixelberry/PlayChoices Fandoms (including the original HWU and HSS games). It can be specific books, characters, heritage, themed, monthly challenge, etc. There really is no restrictions!

The event is yours! I don't need to approve the event or the theme or the prompts! That's all you! (but if you need suggestions, or a sounding board, I'm happy to help!)

You do NOT need to be friends with or follow me. You don't even have to have interacted with me! I just ask that you are kind in your communications with me about using the blog.

Please respect the work of the hosts that came before you. Please do not edit or delete any of their posts. You are free however to make whatever posts and reblogs you need for your event!

I do ask that prospective hosts be in the Tumblr fandom for at least a 2-3 months prior and have interacted with other users (doesn't have to be me). This is to ensure that someone isn't making a burner blog to become a mod just to delete previous events.

Check the current events to make sure there isn't another similar event happening.

Most importantly, please accept all entries to your event as long as the rules for your event were followed. Don't just reblog your friends or blogs you like. The fandom is really good with this, but years ago, hosts would ignore some entries to only promote their friends. It was discouraging to see.

*** For now, use of AI is up to the host of the individual event. However, if your event will allow AI use, please consider tagging posts with AI as "#AI" so people can block it if they'd like.

That's really it! I don't know if people will use this blog, but I know in the past a few people have mentioned wanting to host a little event, but not wanting the hassle of staring a blog for it. This one is here for whoever wants to use it! I just want to see more amazing events for our fandom to share in!

If you want to host, message me @choicesmonthlychallenge or @lovealexhunt 💖

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writing dialogue is just advanced theater where you play every role and silently judge yourself as the audience.

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🤞

I wish all my writers a happy new year. May all your stories finally be written, sentences be completed, emotions be evoked with beautifully crafted words, readers be moved to tears, the urge to create be satisfied.

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Writing is 10% inspiration,

90% 'I swear I’ll fix this in edits.'

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Me to myself: no, you can't write something new, you're supposed to be working on WIP! *gestures to sad WIP in the corner*

Also me: okay, fine, I won't write something new. *starts scrolling on social media* Happy?

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Someone: When did you last you had inspiration to write?

Me: