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Y’all I have so many thoughts buzzing in my brain

I really wanna know what Jax meant by “people about to abstract are not pleasant to be around.”

Like I really wanna draw the various things that could mean please help me guyzs

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Obsessed with how they hit us with a turn around. When the last episode released everyone was freaking out about Ragatha abstracting, but now she’s kind of sorted through some of her feelings with Kinger and knows how she can proceed with her relationships. Whereas with the last episode, we all thought Jax was getting better or at least more open, developing a friendship with Pomni, talking about the others, etc, but instead we see how his mentality is that he needs to dehumanise himself and the others in order to cope with everything, and with his whole breakdown he’s likely moved up to the top of the list in terms of abstraction candidates. Love how this episode was about everybody (well mostly everyone) learning some form of self acceptance, and ALSO about absolutely destroying Jax.

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This is so beautiful…

animated the "It's okay not to smile" scene from chapter 4

youtube link

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i actually get a bit annoyed with people who get a bit annoyed when people say “sorry” in response to their bad news. “why are you apologizing you didn’t do anything :/” like okay well a) you don’t know that and actually yes i am the secret architect of all your woes and have been this whole time, way to refuse to acknowledge a woman (gender neutral)’s accomplishments. and b) we’re both fluent english speakers so you know perfectly well that “sorry” isn’t always an apology and is very commonly used as an expression of general regret or sympathy. not in this case, because i have been your secret nemesis for years, meticulously plotting your every misery, but, like, in general

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My collection grows

Collection of images and memes for anyone who doesn’t know what to draw

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We must keep this post in the light

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FIGHT ME COWARDS!!!

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Making and uploading new refs for ArtFight!!

I have like one more left, but I’m so lazy, hopefully people get it with other drawings 😩

Hope to see y’all on the dance floor >:)

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ASSSHHEEEERRRRRR!!!

Ass-her, cause his ass is mine >:)

Anyways I fucking love/hate this man, can someone throw him off a cliff

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EMMAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

My gorgeous lil fluffy dumb little baby I love her

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This is beautiful 😢

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Your trolls give me cute aggression I want to just *balls hands into a tight fist* JUST *squeezes fist tighter*

If you ever open commissions I'd love to pay you for cute troll drawings <333

Aaw thank you!! Squishing my art is the highest honor 😭 ❤️

I don’t display them as open, but they probably usually are if anyone is interested. Just let me know!

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So goood!!!

on watching a parent age

i saw somebody say “what if you’re gone and i haven’t become anything yet” and basically that broke me on a random thursday evening

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This is literally so gorgeous, I can’t stop looking at it

GO CHECK OUT THE ZINE WITH EVERYONE ELSES WONDERFUL ART AND WRITING!

but here is my piece for the grainzine by @hermitszine !!!

I was in the au section so of course I had to draw star grain!!! I'm still very proud of this drawing!

Please go check out the full zine! Alot of hard work went into it, and it was an honour to be a part of the project!

↓full image and some close ups- because I suspect Tumblr is going ruin the quality

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literally though if you feel like your life is slipping through your fingers and every day goes too fast… try doing hard things, not just taking the easy route, like reading and making art and exercising and cooking a meal from scratch and journaling, doing these things without distraction, without being absorbed on a screen… the time will stretch and you’ll be reminded that life is long and beautiful if you make it so.

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YES

The number of things I have to say about Fullmetal Alchemist

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What a mood

The number of things I have to say about Fullmetal Alchemist