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I think retired actors should be the ones interviewing working actors

They'll know what kind of questions to ask

Interesting ones too, not just "omg what was it like doing that scene"

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If meant to be the villain, why so romantic??

Watch from here onwards

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"you're like the devil, you advocate for these people!"

"awww you think I'm a supremely powerful being who can influence people?"

"yes!"

"like god?"

"no! You're nothing like Him?"

"so he doesn't influence our lives?"

"no!"

"oh. So why do you pray if He can't or won't do anything?"

"what? That's not the same thing!"

"why not?"

"cos god only does what's good for people"

"oh, so who decides what's good?"

"god obviously"

"ahh, so it's wrong to stand up to leaders who demand complete submission of their subjects?"

"no, there's nuance to the situation, satan was going against good"

"ahh so nuance is important, kind of like how it's wrong to say all [insert othered identity] are bad people"

"they are influencing people to go against god!"

"if we are all made in god's image, then I don't think so"

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Want to know if a girl is into you?

Don't worry, you'll know.

She'll bite you

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Sometimes I want to be strong and loud enough to break a city, and that's what I do in my daydreams.

But in person I want to be small and inconceivable. But I don't want to be that.

I think I just want to show anger and not feel like a monster for it.

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Focusing your mind smaller and smaller when you're asking about our existence will have the same impact as expanding your mind endlessly.

You'll come to the same conclusion either way.

You'll ask, "why am I here"

And the answer will be

"you are"

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It's important to find what matters to you and stick to that

This might sound trivial

But I just woke up and saw my drink on the table beside me, and instantly felt my old feelings of depression creeping back in, telling me I'm worthless and I'll never do anything right

All because I forgot to put it in the fridge last night so I can enjoy it cold (I prefer my drinks cold always)

For context, my room is currently a mess, and I don't like it, but I have a day a week I tidy it up so I can let any mess I make throughout the week slide without feeling guilty

The drink however, I can't rewind time to put it in the fridge, so now I have to wait to drink it for a few hours

It was interesting to me, someone still on their mental health journey, that even though my room matters and if it's tidy matters to my mental health, it's not important like my cold drink was

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Isn't it funny

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I just tripped over on the bus

That's okay though

It's not like it's a public place or anything

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Mmmmm

I want a yummy drink and a large fireplace and a comfy chair I can snuggle down into

Friends nearby would be nice too, like not in my space, but close enough that I can talk to them if I wanted, or just vibe

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Perpetual tummy ache

Update

I pooped I'm better now

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When you have severe anxiety but can cope in a crisis because chaos was your growing up norm and your ADHD gives you Lazer focus in a dramatic situation

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Anyone know where I can watch Good Witch in the UK? It's not on Amazon prime, or Netflix.

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I watched Man Of Steel again recently, and dang if the first opening scenes didn't make me mad.

"we were running out of resources, what we're we supposed to do!?" The councel (governments) scream, defending their right to drain their planet of every last resource so they could live now, not preserve it for later.

It sounded so familiar to what we see on TV now. So many people still yelling about how we can't go green because we need resources *now*

Well guess the f what

Future generations need a living planet

Grow the f up and realise how much our planet needs us

We do Not have the tech to send a baby to another planet

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Like I want to drop out of Higher Education because I want to walk in summer through vineyards in France I ride a horse along a beach and swim in the ocean and sit in a heated pool on the edge of a cliff somewhere where the air is freezing

But maybe I need to finish my degree first?

But also life is so short why can't I do it now

I mean I could

I am seriously considering it

If only everyone had financial freedom how much happier would the world be

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are most people who study marine biology queer

I asked friends if marine bio is just a queer subject or if the reason the majority of people on my course are queer is because of acceptance and stuff. They told me that no, it's a straight subject and I-

I have not been so offended in a long time

I feel like I read somewhere lots of queer kings, queens, monarchs and everything in betweens do marine bio

Help

I need proof

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Why does every song I can think of hit the bridge, the merge perfectly with the guitar bit from Skater Boy just before she goes "sorry girl but you missed out".

Cos it really does.