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Reminder: your anxiety is lying to you, you are so gorgeous, loved and everything is going to be okay !

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system communication be like

they won't tell you this in therapy but sometimes the best way to stop catastrophizing/anxiety is to interrupt your spiraling with "girl what the hell are you talking about"

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I am a mosaic of everyone I have ever known and loved and touched and I find fragments of them in my playlists and how I make my tea. we may not know each other any more but we will stay connected like this. I hope a fragment of me is with you too.

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im a different girl every hour u have to understand this

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hello system tumblr, i just wanted to say you are vaild and i love you!!

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Hey systems! it is perfectly okay to view your system positively.

It's not anti recovery to be happy with the amount of alters you have

its not anti recovery to not want final fusion

it's not anti recovery to be thankful or greatful when a new alter is split

its not anti recovery to be best friends with your alters, even dating them! it's self love

It's not bad to be happy you are a system, personally, it saved me, and I'm thankful for my system every day!

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your life is not an optimization problem

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sys culture is wanting to cut your hair but also grow it long but also dress with one style but also dress like another and look masc but also fem but also andro or just not a human at all

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"Why are you acting differently??" I'm not. I'm acting like I always do. I'm not the host. I will not act like them. I have told you this. I'm gonna eat your skin if you ask me that one more time. /j

- Elijah ( 🧿 ) he/it/eye

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heyy haven't been active partially bc my system hasn't been either. been having a lot of doubt since most of them disappeared last year after new trauma. but i know a part is making our life really really hard while refusing to communicate beyond persistent resistance to anything that would help us move forward.

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“remember?” no <3

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system culture is : what the fuck is happening ever

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liza anne - panick attack

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you’re allowed to feel too many emotions, the right amount of emotions, barely any emotions, or no emotions during stressful and complicated situations.

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like this post if you think tboy tummies are sexy I'm trying to see something

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I was thinking about blackout amnesia and switching the other day, and about how, for us, it’s not like “I close my eyes while laying on the couch, and I open my eyes and I’m in bed”, but more like “I suddenly realize that I’m in bed but I don’t remember ever having gotten out of the couch.” And it can be a delayed realization.

Just as an alter switching in can realize belatedly that they’re fronting. Instead of immediately being like “oh, I switched in, I’m *blank*, I’m fronting now”, an alter may have fronted for a while, and randomly go, “oh wait, I’m *blank*! How long have I been fronting?”

I don’t know how common that is, but I figured I’d mention it.