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I I don't want to beclean, no no it's not my choice I still want to cut I still want to. I dont want her to always check my body for more fresh cuts I want to cut and hide it, I dont want to wear a bathing suit and summer clothes. I want to slice my thigh open. I want to rip tje blades out of my saftey razor, or steal the xacto knife from the art room and rip open the skin on my thighs. I wanna cut so deep that I get dizzy and almost pass out, i wanna see the beans, and the muscle, and the wound to have no edges. A big gaping hole that needs stitches but stays untreated. I'll bandage myself up and use a towel to absorb the blood, I'll take so good care of myself until it closes up. Its gonna hurt so good oh my god and its gonna leave such a great scar its gonna stay for *ever*

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your ride is here

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New Day.

St Mary’s, Reigate, Surrey.

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i have an ed but my depression does not

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STAY SAFE!! [ID: the Gilbert Baker pride flag with the words “Happy pride to all those who are unable to celebrate openly and safely. You are loved and seen!” in all-caps black text over it. /end ID]

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© Nona Limmen {via Instagram}

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Mulholland Drive (David Lynch, 2001)

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This side of tumblr be like talking in Morse code lmfao

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I can fix him [drill sound] [screaming] [chainsaw revving]

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me? overthinking?? blowing something out of proportion and letting it consume me for days??? yes constantly