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Leaf me be

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Georgia O'Keeffe, Bleeding Heart, 1932

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1930 Gardening Botanical Original Vintage Print by PearTreePrints

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Saturn l Dan Borja l composite

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Hollyhocks in vase against green background - Ferry Alink

Dutch , 1937 - 2013

Oil on canvas , 46 x 33 cm.

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is having perfect timing a gift?

I don’t care what anyone says.

Having perfect timing IS a skill, ability, talent, gift or whatever you want to call it.

And I clearly have whatever that is.

I was waiting in a pretty long line for targets parking garage. For only 5 mins probably, but still.

As soon as I CHOSE to pull away from the line and just look for my self, someone LITERALLY backs OUT!!!

like why deny what is literally happening

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My favorite part of being alive is being in a great mood and having a genuinely great day, and then listening to one of your favorite songs😩💖

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Going back in the text before sending it and taking out “ if that makes sense” >>>>> 🤌🏾

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I only got up and put on a bra literally to throw something away in my outside trash. 20 minutes later and I find myself in full outside work clothes, pulling weeds??? BY CHOICE!!! 🤷🏾‍♀️🌱✨

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living your affirmations: irl🪷

✨You ever just realize you’re literally living out your affirmations???

Like, Oh! I was asking for peace and an abundance of joy, and I am now receiving it? Like fr?? 😳

I recently realized that I’ve been through… a/thee portal…? (I’m still learning ofc)

I always see people asking others online when did they know their manifesting was “working”? I of course wondered the same.

On Tuesday August 13th 2024, I was in a great mood, per usual with the help of mindful thinking 😉. When something just came over me to go get my lotus flower tattoo. Spur of the moment vibes🪷

“A lotus flower” has sat on my tattoo list, made in 2021, in the notes app since last December.

I just felt a shift and knew it was time.

It’s time to let go of depressing jobs, toxic people, unhealthy ways of thinking, and bad habits. Finally end the meaninglessness craving of wanting people to change. When they physically can’t or literally won’t!! Mommy issues 😅

So I went and got one. Now, I’m not a rookie or anything lol. I have 20+ tattoos now at 24 starting at 18.

But, every single one of my tattoos has been planned out by an overthinking & over planning mess. Who’s definitely on the spectrum 🫣 and has always been like this naturally, up until recently.

Me.

Ever since Tuesday, The Devine just repeatedly has shown me that I HAVE to listen.✨

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I am so fucking proud of myself

I did it! I really did. I am so proud of myself , because inspite of all my circumstances, I got what I wanted. I did it, IT WAS ALL ME. I put in the work. I disciplined my mind enough to get exactly what I want. I persisted on the fact that I already have it and guesssss whaaattt , IT CONFORMED IN MY 3D AS WELL. I didn't realise how easy it was. @shradsmanifestt was so right. All I had to do was persist in the assumption that it's already mine. That's all there is to it. Once I stopped going back and forth with the old story, that's when it changed. It didn't matter what HAD happened. The past only existed in memories. MY MEMORIES. So when I changed the story, my present had to change. I cannot for the life of me imagine how easy this is. Why did I spend so much time overconsuming information and complicating it to the point where I was literally fed up with everything. No matter what I read or saw, it didn't change the fact that all I had to do was know that it's already mine and that's it. THAT'S IT. There were no shortcuts or sureshot methods, I mean this is the shortcut, This is itttttt. Manifestation is instant, It was mine the minute I decided it was mine. There's nothing more to it. I wasn't affirming and persisting on my desire to make it come to me or to try and get what I want. NOOOOOO. I was affirming to know that it was already mine. And it was. It is! It literally is mine. I don't need to be Sammy Ingram or Rita Kaminski to manifest. I am me and I am enough. I don't need to be spouting I'm a master manifestor for 21 days to manifest something, no! No harm in engaging in a lil self concept, but it ain't necessary, I can just as easily manifest anything I want just like that cause It's already done and it's already mine. I did it, and I'm fucking proud of myself.

XOXO,

shrads ❤️

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“Why do you always listen to the one same song over and over?”

“Why this one playlist with only 30 songs in it every. single. day?”

Ok, so have you ever loved a song soooo much you wanted to physically be the song? And do you know what autism is?

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Like I am in loveeeeee 🫣 this feeling feels like 🫧💞✨🌬️ you know?

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I finally found the words.

If someone were to ask me why I will not be having children. Ever.

Here’s my answer.

I responded with this on Reddit to;

“What’s something as a child free woman (by choice) you wish you could say to those with children”

My response.

Never tell them they were a mistake, not wanted, should’ve be aborted. Any of the hateful evil shit. Even if it’s true 🫣.

That’s something you literally never forget. Hearing your mother say something like that to you.

I’m 24 and made the decision at 14 to NEVER have children. Actually had to stand on business twice. All because of how my childhood was and how my parents were/are towards me.

I can never see myself having a child. My mother took the want of motherhood away from me. I never want my life to get to a place where I actually tell my child something like that, and don’t feel horrible.

I am living my happiest life and determined on doing whatever I want. We all know children get in the way when you want to live life for yourself.

End of thread

I am literally living my dreams right now. Everything I’ve been manifesting for, the universe is just giving back. To sit back and actually look at my life and how I did this is such an amazing feeling.

I really want to write a book or something lol. I’m undiagnosed adhd so not to much on me🤎