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giulia farnese, lucrezia borgia, caterina gonzaga

we are. figuring out looks. slowly but surely, we're figuring out looks.

⭐ places I’m at! bsky / pixiv / pillowfort /cohost / cara.app / insta / tip jar!

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the lgbtq community has forgiven king arthur pendragon

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LIBRAL KNIGHTS OF THE ROUND TABLE BE LIKE

King ArTHEM BIdivere GAYwain HERcival Bors the NONBINARY Lancelot TrisTRANS

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you are a medici. i am a pazzi. we could never be truly friends. ok romeo and juliet retelling

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saw a local theatre production of salomé where salomé was a tgirl john the baptist was specifically deliberately misgendering to hide his lust for her. in the head monologue at the end it was heavily implied she was planning to fuck his mouth. this actually is exactly what wilde was thinking i believe i think if he saw it he’d be like yeah

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Gawain gawain gawain...

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kiss another dude’s wife and then make it up to him by kissing him too

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We need more creepy and wet lgbt representation

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they're saving my ass tho

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if i was a knight and you were a knight and we were on a quest for many seasons, would you cut and detangle my hair and accompany me to the river to wash? would you help me buckle my armour back on?

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if i was a knight and you were a knight and we were on a quest for many seasons, would you cut and detangle my hair and accompany me to the river to wash? would you help me buckle my armour back on?

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Lorenzo de Medici by Michelangelo in Medici Chapel, Florence

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online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily. you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind. or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted was sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes.

and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other.

there's a strange kind of love to it. i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans. i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left. you don't anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well.

i hope you're all okay out there. i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply. i miss you.

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if the biblical god is a lover, he is not a good one. he is covering his body with his hand, as if in shame, after his first time being intimate with a prophet. he is cutting covenants into flesh, reminding us that the word ḥesed sounds like the quick of knife-play for a reason. he is touching the sweaty parts below the knee, under the thigh, insisting on an erogenous zone that just isn't there. he is stuck on past lovers (there is no after-david, for him); he is writing eroticism but it's all edging (there is no penetration in songs); this god is not a good lover. but he's not a bad one. you could do worse, i think

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Haha this green loser just turned up at my Christmas party saying I can hit him for free??? He said he'll return it one year from now but, like, how's he gonna do that without a head? ;) I'm going to get such a good grade in chivalry for thiwait what the FUCK

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#arthuriana et les dix autres choses qui ont gâché ma vie : une autobiographie signée blessedicarus