bleedingheartdoe

[bleedingheartdoe]

The fun thing about having a loose grip on reality is that my mind is very malleable! I am very easy to manipulate because I do not trust what my own brain tells me. You could probably convince me of anything with enough effort and isolation. Someone should take advantage of this

[bleedingheartdoe]

There’s such little significance in having one’s virginity taken… it comes with no inherent devotion, no binding commitment, no promise of forever… it doesn’t even require love.

I think it’d be much more romantic if you ultimately took my life. That way our love is my forever, and you can make sure of it.

[bleedingheartdoe]

Both. Both is good. Mix the two and get creative with the order of events.

Here’s a date idea:

I show you the heads of every man that’s ever laid eyes on you and you reward me with genuine love and appreciation to the point I break down in your arms, followed by the nastiest sex of our lives. Or, you can scream and cry after seeing it, calling me a fucking psycho while I drag you to the empty grave meant for the both of us.

Pick one.

[bleedingheartdoe]

How do I casually ask him to hurt me and lock me up without seeming desperate…

[bleedingheartdoe]

I don’t need someone to match my freak, I need them to surpass it. I need them to get off on genuinely scaring me and making me feel unsafe with the intensity of their perversion.

If I don’t feel completely outmatched and afraid what is even the point

[bleedingheartdoe]

I cannot feel attraction towards someone unless I’m also afraid of them. Knowing they could easily hurt me, would get off on it, and are prone to the impulse… is like 99% of the draw

[bleedingheartdoe]

The further you cut, bite or claw into my flesh, the closer you get to my heart!

What is that if not romantic?

[bleedingheartdoe]

In the mood to stick my tongue down his throat, suck on his neck, get my nails under his skin, and tongue his wounds until my lips are red.

[bleedingheartdoe]

Need to be drunk, feverish, with a raging headache jerking my shit to your body laying all limp in the bathtub. To be honest, I wouldn’t even wanna touch myself; just let the throbbing drive me crazy— it’d be from my head and my dick, too. Lol. I’d cry on the phone with 9-1-1 while pressing my hard-on against the tub-wall after I notice your lips turning blue. Yeesh.

Defiling a victim of suicide, y’know? Hot.

[bleedingheartdoe]

Guys with medical knowledge are so fucking attractive to me. Purely because they’d know exactly where to hurt me so it’s non-fatal, and exactly how to patch up the carnage afterwards. So that once I’ve recovered, they can do it all over again… and again and again and again and again and a—

[bleedingheartdoe]

Guys who are just off putting overly intense… guys who get off on scaring you and making you feel unsafe… guys who are absolute creeps, just total depraved creeps, hhsghdgsgdsgh >>>>>>>

[bleedingheartdoe]

I’d be so easy to overpower and take advantage of (flirting) I’m really quite naive and I have terrible self preservation instincts (flirting) I’m easily manipulated and have a loose grip on reality and my own mind (flirting) I’m codependent and will tolerate any abuse so long as it’s sugar coated with affection (flirting)

[bleedingheartdoe]

True love is chasing them through the woods after they’ve tried to escape again.

[bleedingheartdoe]

You’re not just cute, you’re pretty in the way that makes me want to muffle your screams while I abduct you and rape you in the bed of my truck.

[bleedingheartdoe]

I don’t want to drug your drinks behind your back— for you to peacefully fade into unconsciousness. Confused and unaware as to what’s happening to you.

I want to drug you knowingly. I want you to fight with all of your strength, kicking, swinging and thrashing against my hold. Slowly growing weaker and weaker until you’ve drained yourself completely. The back of your head forced upon my shoulder, your fatigued whimpers slipping through my fingers— as you look up to me, petrified and helpless. Your lashes flicker, the last burst of energy before your eyes roll back.

And for the next few hours— you’re fucking mine.

[bleedingheartdoe]

The words, "I could snap your neck", while being choked really riles me up to no end

[bleedingheartdoe]

oh so when an institution detains me and holds me against my will in a windowless room for an extended period of time "for my own good" while forcibly sedating me for the purpose of collecting several thousands of dollars from me it's "mental healthcare" and it's good. but when a beautiful woman does it, for free, for nothing other than the pure love of the game,