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Just a random update... Semi paused on the weightloss. Not really on purpose, moreso because pregnancy attacked me🥴

I've still tried but to gain hella weight tho. I'm like 6.5 months only gained about 5lbs which is great! Last time at this point I'd gained 20lbs already🥴😂

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Multiple Husbands | National Geographic

The opposite of polygamy is polyandry, when a woman has multiple husbands. One group of people in the Himalayas practices this lifestyle.

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You know... I think comfort can kill relationships. Comfort loosens the screws of the bonds between people. Comfort is the silent killer of the connection between you and the person you felt fated to be with in the beginning.

It's the way a person will go out their way to get your attention and keep it.. the amount of effort put into any activity, event or date is thru the roof because, you still crave the natural vibe.. those long conversations where, even though you've talked about everything in the world, you start pulling topics from other planets cuz you just love each other's mind and.. Voice, of course. Those moments where you sit, not saying a word, not needing to because their presence is calming, their every breath sinks you further, their entire being feels familiar, warm... Feels like home. And then comfort sets in.

Now there's no real thrill in having your attention.. and that effort will have dwindled drastically over time and the worst part is the content of conversations on average are... concrete. Because, well you two have made yourself at home. Got comfortable. And comfort is suffocating all the beautiful things that you two fell in love with.

But.. you'll still crave those things.

I'm just rambling. Up late night when I should be sleep. Swear I can never sleep, but if I'd just put my phone down... This is when I most miss deep intimacy with another person. But, social media video games and technology are brain drugs... Apparently we're all just comfortable.

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🧿 a cycle of my life is over now

🧿 the worst is behind me; I have survived through it

🧿 my feelings of confidence, happiness, and joy are coming back

🧿 this period of emotional numbness is over; it is safe for me to feel

🧿 security and permanence are coming into all areas of my life

🧿 I have so many things to look forward to

🧿 I have transmuted all the generational karma needed

🧿 what I am about to reap, due to the sacrifices I made, are going to be way better than anything I lost

🧿 it is safe for me to love again

🧿 I am opening my heart to give and receive love. I am releasing fear, doubt, guilt, and shame.

🧿 new love is entering my life now, I am patient and grateful

🧿 I am healing my sacral chakra; my tides are turning due to this

🧿 abundance is on the way to me

🧿 I am full of enlightenment and spiritual understanding now due to generational karma and karmic relationships

🧿 everything I have gone through was to elevate me

🧿 I am entering a new time line where I believe, trust, and feel deserving

🧿 the abundance I am about to receive came with blood, sweat, and tears and the universe rewards my efforts and gratitude

🧿 I am now opening my heart to receive everything I have asked for

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I didn’t even read past the headline at first I was just nodding and ready to square up

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🤣🤣🤣🤣 your do girl

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It’s soooooo fucked! How I’ve left out of relationships w the people who used to abuse n gaslight me just for me to replace them and gaslight myself

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Fuck every single person who has ever made a man feel like his trauma didn’t count because he was a man. I’m serious, fuck you all.

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Ved nam mahima tab gai,

Akath anadi bhed nahin pai

(The great Vedas have tried to describe your glory, But, oh Limiteless Lord, even they have failed to capture your entire essence.)

🙏🏽🕉📿🔱🌙🐍💀🌸❤️ Jai Shiva Shankar Bhagawan Ki !

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I've been saying this since I was 11. So because you don't know how to live yourself, I CAN'T love you?? That doesn't even make sense.

can we all come together and agree that the saying “no one can truly love you until you love yourself” is trash. loving yourself takes time, and it isn’t always easy. Know that there are people out there who love you, even when you struggle to.

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see, the thing is that you can be edgy and dramatic and an absolutely dark macabre-loving bones-hoarding bastard and not be an asshole

nothing’s stopping you from being all that and a caring person overflowing with love

people who think that you have to apathetic and cynical and downward fucking mean to fit the aesthetic are just boring

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why are they all just announcing this……….

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❤️

I told this girl I liked the perfume she was wearing, and she legit got it out of her bag and sprayed it on me like ‘here girl smell sexy with me too’. she was so cute I hope she has a good life

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Pokemon Card Silhouette Art made by Samantha Nowak

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🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

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My husbands and I almost every night ❤

I'd like to have our marital bed soaking wet with semen, precum and my juices ❤ 3 of us hoping for a baby ❤ Where are my husbands?

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You know... I think comfort can kill relationships. Comfort loosens the screws of the bonds between people. Comfort is the silent killer of the connection between you and the person you felt fated to be with in the beginning.

It's the way a person will go out their way to get your attention and keep it.. the amount of effort put into any activity, event or date is thru the roof because, you still crave the natural vibe.. those long conversations where, even though you've talked about everything in the world, you start pulling topics from other planets cuz you just love each other's mind and.. Voice, of course. Those moments where you sit, not saying a word, not needing to because their presence is calming, their every breath sinks you further, their entire being feels familiar, warm... Feels like home. And then comfort sets in.

Now there's no real thrill in having your attention.. and that effort will have dwindled drastically over time and the worst part is the content of conversations on average are... concrete. Because, well you two have made yourself at home. Got comfortable. And comfort is suffocating all the beautiful things that you two fell in love with.

But.. you'll still crave those things.

I'm just rambling. Up late night when I should be sleep. Swear I can never sleep, but if I'd just put my phone down... This is when I most miss deep intimacy with another person. But, social media video games and technology are brain drugs... Apparently we're all just comfortable.