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speedrun

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Anyway I'm not gonna edit the chapter I'm just going to have to roll with this unclear thing in the next chapter. Because what is more HLVRAI accurate than a slip-up that they just have to press through?

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what if Gordon is the one who thinks he turned into a ponysona? in canon he does mistake Forzen for another soldier, keeps forgetting Forzen's name, everything Forzen does confuses Gordon so bad and it'd be a really funny way to continue that

Gordon: I LEFT A MAN IN DIGITAL LIMBO AND NOW HES A HORSE HES GOING TO WANT TO KILL ME SO BAD

Benrey: I dunno he looks happy to me

Not Forzen:

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me: if I leave something unclear in my writing, going back to edit it is a last resort. I have to let my work speak for itself. Individual creative interpretation is not for me to control

Also me: THE TOY PONY WAS IN HIS POCKET HE TELEPORTED AWAY AND DIDNT BRING THE HORSE WITH HIM THERES EVEN A SUBTLE BIT OF FORESHADOWING ABOUT THIS A FEW CHAPTERS BACK I DIDNT TURN HIM INTO A 1998 MCDONALDS TOY I DIDNT

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If there was a “press E to hug Magnusson” option I would pretty much never stop pressing that key.

or every character. i want to hug every character all the time. petition to change half-life 2 into hug-life 2

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WHAT A GIANT DORK

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I wonder what happened to Gordon’s HEV suit between HL1 and 2.

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did i make it sufficiently clear that the pony was in his pocket or did i just turn a man into a plastic horse

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In an alternate universe...

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Sighs heavily. These fukxing men with their fukimg . Idk 20 years. I have nothing else to say it's all that's been on my mind lately. 20 yearssss

Hehehehe benbar interactions...I WILL draw more of these

And tommyyyyy !! x33

^ did that in digital too but I like the og better

That's all thankyou go on with your day/night now!!!

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Messed up by merging all my layers so I gave up and covered up some of it lol :( perpetual wip that will never be finished but at least I like how Alyx looks here

The Cranberries reference if it isn’t obvious they do in fact have to let it linger

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no i promise putting it on the wrong blog was camouflage

New RFYL chapter coming in the first week of May. Be Nice To Me Always

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no i promise putting it on the wrong blog was camouflage

New RFYL chapter coming in the first week of May. Be Nice To Me Always

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hlvr doodles from the hlvrai rewatch in the for-palestine stream :] i like going back to these guys for a couple portraits every now and then.

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Just as he sacrificed himself to hold the door for Bubby he will hold your financial burden as you get riddy the tiddy

My little guy has to go. I have top surgery to pay for.

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i refuse to go back on my word but as a result the next rfyl chapter is probably gonna be short lol. i am taking everything one step at a time baby

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what was ''the incident'' at your black mesa