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[blackmanni]

Well, screwed the pooch here.

Lol... i cant blog to save my life.

I think its because my life is so dull, i just cant justify writing about it daily.

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[blackmanni]

Im starting a blog. Just for me.

Nothing fancy.

Change is happening in my life right now.

And its not the sort of change i was expecting.

Im almost flabergasted.

Something clicked in my brain the other day.

I really need to focus on myself.

I treat myself like shit, yet treasure those around me.

Well no more... slowly.

And this blog is the first step.

Why? How can a blog be the first step?

By using a medium other than the brainwaves buzzing in my head, im going to give myself a voice. A voice for myself, via a digital medium.

I know, that shit sounds stupid as fuck 😅

But, ive never given myself the creative space to even consider that something like a blog could help my boring depressed life.

So, fuck it, im going to give ita shot.

After all, what do i have to lose?

So im going to try and commit to posting at least 3 times a week.

No prompt, just whats heppening at that moment.

Maybe ill feel inspired to say some of the things that ring most true to me.

Not for anyone else,

But me.

-Nik

🙂