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just your average gamers. we love everything tech and game involved. we will bring you all the news and updates from game developers and the games themselves. these games will include. -World Of Warcraft. -Xbox live content. -Steam Arcade. - Star Wars the old Republic
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blackboxgaming-blog-blog · 12 years ago
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I feel like this might be the only way to tell you how i feel anymore. so here it goes, Alyssa you....even now i cant form the words to show how i feel about you, and i dont think i ever could but this is as close as its gets. You drive me more crazy than anyone i have ever met, and even after all the fucked up, shitty times we had you still run through my mind every day. i am plauged by thoughts of you... of us ... of everything we went through, of how i would do it all again just to see you smile one more time... for one more laugh , for one more day , for one more goodnight ,for one last dance , for one last kiss. I have nightmares where im with you again, and i wake up to a world where i cant just call you to hear your voice to make everything better. i took everything i have of you had and put it away in a safe place in hopes i could maybe forget it all but no matter how much time seems to slips past im still where i was... the day i ran into you at mero i almost couldn't bare to turn around to look at you , i wanted to tell you im sorry , i am still confused as to why i want to tell you this but. Even after you left me with a broken heart, feeling lost in the dark world i know all about. im getting through it ... slowly... by not giving, by being strong,.... because i said i would. because i made a promise because i love you..... every time im ask if im ok i have to lie and smile and say "yea im ok". every time im reminded of you i think my friends know because i get quite and they ask if everything is ok, and i want to say no... im not ok, because ... im still in love with her... i wish i could go back and punch and scream at myself for fucking up, and you can say i didn't do anything wring but i did, i became a ugly monster, someone i cant even believe i was. i let hate control me, and it cost me the thing i cared most about. i love you so much Alyssa. I miss you. i love you more than i think i will ever be able to explain, you are .... the one ray of light that was able to save me from the dark world i slipped into, the one person i would do anything for. i could go one for hours about my feeling for you, but i don't think you would care to hear about it all. i just need to tell you . im sorry for how i acted. i forgive you for everything. and most importantly "I Love you Alyssa" and i would do it all over again just to see you smile one last time.
02. Who has made the biggest impact in your life, and why?
I think the one person who has made the biggest impact on my life would definitely be Matthew Hammond. Best friend, ex-boyfriend (?), and the one person who’s been there for me no matter what crap was thrown at us, or him…I love this guy. He’s been there for me for 3 years and through all the ups and downs, he was always there in the end, especially when it was my fault for the downs :P Sooo if you’re reading this Matt, this one’s for you. Thank you, honeybunches. :P 
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blackboxgaming-blog-blog · 13 years ago
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blackboxgaming-blog-blog · 13 years ago
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Sponge bob in Minecraft!
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blackboxgaming-blog-blog · 13 years ago
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This is why i like dogs more.
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blackboxgaming-blog-blog · 13 years ago
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its friday! lets party!
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blackboxgaming-blog-blog · 13 years ago
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catz
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blackboxgaming-blog-blog · 13 years ago
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thinks with portals...and pokeballs
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blackboxgaming-blog-blog · 13 years ago
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poke-logic
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blackboxgaming-blog-blog · 13 years ago
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how i feel when tumblr is down
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blackboxgaming-blog-blog · 13 years ago
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for Halloween
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blackboxgaming-blog-blog · 13 years ago
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this explains everything >.>
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blackboxgaming-blog-blog · 13 years ago
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blackboxgaming-blog-blog · 13 years ago
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There is a mew under that truck!!!!
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blackboxgaming-blog-blog · 13 years ago
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WHY ARE THE SERVERS DOWN SO MUCH!
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blackboxgaming-blog-blog · 13 years ago
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no your doing it right!
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blackboxgaming-blog-blog · 13 years ago
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blackboxgaming-blog-blog · 13 years ago
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i dont even know
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