bitterbeetle

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what they don't tell you is that after you turn 30 you have ocasional but powerful bouts of home ownership fever, which is like baby fever but instead of randomly really wanting a baby you go on zillow and look at modest properties you will nonetheless never be able to afford. and then it passes and you're like wtf was that about. yay time for another $6 coffee to stave off the dread

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Well put. (Source: Writing About Writing Facebook page)

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shout out to the doctor who looked at my physical results and said 'you will live to 100!' and then looked at my mental health results and said '...if you want to'

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hate how so much of adult friendship relies on updates, experiencing your life through pictures and tidbits. we had it good with childhood friends, could spend years and years basking in the same circumstance. now i just float through clouds of strangers, hungry for something solid and warm. yes i carry your heart within mine, yes i see the world through your eyes. but in that very moment i still feel alone, still know it's poor substitute for same room, twin smiles.

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You fucking wish the author was dead. The author is on twitter

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the generational gap between me and the people my age who use chat gpt

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sometimes a theme recurs in your work without your permission. and sometimes it reaches a threshold where you're like. well now i think this is saying something about me against my will. don't know what though

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what are you waiting for? someone to grant you permission? the perfect and permanent emotion? a shooting star to magic away every problem you have or ever have had? alright, wait away then. but no one is going to live your life for you while you wait to become someone else

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the way 'nice dichotomy idiot what lies outside of it' has saved me so many hours of being insane with my thought patterns

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tumblr discourse after 13 years on this fucking website

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i cant go out.im busy

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no matter how often it happens its always a little jarring to realize that someone is like completely bag of rocks stupid

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Omen

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hey bro can i ask you a question that will reveal a deep and fundamental gap in my knowledge of the world