bitter-and-lonely

[bitter-and-lonely]

the beginning

It all started with that damn pin. It was just scratches, nothing more but as time went by, that feeling would corroding me inside.

Today those scratches became cuts that pin became a blade That feeling almost killed me, Sometimes I wish he'd killed me...

[bitter-and-lonely]

I promised I would try, but to see that blood drain

Makes me feel like

All this bad energy out of my body

- KATE -

[bitter-and-lonely]

Routine

They question Me every day.

"All right with you?"

And I say yes, but what they don't know and that underneath that "smile" there's a lot of pain.

Every day, it's torture, and every day that goes by, I hate myself more and more.

I came to a point where crying doesn't relieve me anymore, so I left for self-mutilation.

Not that I'm proud of it, but the only thing that relieves me.

That and like an addiction that's going to get worse over time.

That will, this need is increasing more and more.

Because that's how it works when you think this "bad" thing has passed.

Some son of a bitch comes and steps on you like a disgusting insect.

- KATE -

[bitter-and-lonely]

Everything died inside me.

My soul, my dreams.

And why?

I just got tired of creating false expectations.

- KATE -