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While not perfect (I don't think it can be for anyone haha), I am proud of myself for my use of coping skills and how far I've come with handling my own mental health.

Things are hard more often than not, but I can handle it way better than I used to. I can reset myself and I can survive.

Im proud of how far I've come. I'm almost to finals week and I've got all As in my classes. Eight years ago, when I was in the same situation (trying to go to college), I didn't even make it this far. I ended up in the hospital halfway through the semester.

I'm doing well. It's hard to see some days but I am and I'm proud of that. I'm not the best as social media but I'm slowly sharing all my art and stories anyway. I'm having fun and eventually I'll find someone who cares about what I make as much as I do.

I still struggle a lot. And I feel lonely and unsure. But I'm damn proud of myself for being able to calm my scared soul and keep going.

I finally look forward to wherever I'll end up now

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the plan? play with my toy

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sometimes a theme recurs in your work without your permission. and sometimes it reaches a threshold where you're like. well now i think this is saying something about me against my will. don't know what though

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give me 10 years and maybe I'll finish a thing or two

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My oc Lucifer (as discussed in my last two ten levels videos) Before the fall and after

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I have the second video for my story lore ready!! This video dives into page 2 of my comic Ten Levels :>

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Im making a doll for an art trade and I just started the wings for her and I love how they’re turning out!

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I’m sure everyone is just in hibernation mode but my dash is super, super dead. I miss interacting with people :(

Looking for new writers to follow! Bonus points for:

Dark fantasy

Gothic horror

Heavy world-building

Antiheroes

Any creature creators out there…creatures

I’m really trying to get back into asks/tag games as well so interact with this post if you want me to check you out!

Link for my main WIP below the cut in case anyone is interested :)

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literally so fucking embarrassing to have a favorite character bc it will have you sitting there thinking things such as "omg he experiences the 5 senses" and "omg he wears clothes and feels the texture of them on his skin" and "omg he eats food and tastes it" and "omg he sleeps with his eyes closed in a bed with sheets" Like be honest should i just kill myself at this point

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Eughhh

I was having a good day but then I got attacked by The Chronic Migraine 😭😭

Im better now after laying like a corspe in the bottom of my bathtub for two hours

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"No one wants to see art of ocs" If I dont see art of peoples ocs at least once a day I DIE. Do you want that to happen? Do you want me to DIE? Draw your ocs.

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Work done, fearhers collected for my doll wings, and now I'm waiting to get my hair cut :>

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Happy and excited today.

Im going to get my next video uploaded on yt, work more on my doll art trade (I want to make the wings today), start refining page 9 of my comic, and finish the paint job on my mom's birdbath!

And since I forgot to plan break things yesterday, today I gotta be mindful of that. For break time I think I'll play portal for a bit, and maybe watch a show?

If possible I want to get my hair cut today too, it's been bothering me lol

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Really happy today bc i made a lot of progress on WIPs! I'm overloaded by things I wanted to get done but I have four main ones now I'm focusing on and I'm feeling really good about myself for once.

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And I'm two thirds of the way complete with the prologue with todays new page!! At this point in the story, we start to see the emergence of demon types, derived from the descendants of the followers of the seven sons. I love this story so much, I can't wait to do a deep dive video into how the followers became the types and how they all present themselves. It's so exciting to me! First page Previous page

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I have been absolutely miserable lately and I had no clue why only for the doctor today to tell me my testosterone has dropped nearly 900 points since august which is,,, horrific but also makes sense. honestly I should have realized it was hormone related when Luscious was crying at a fucking symphony. That man is not usually that emotional. Also it's usually hard for the body to cry typically.

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I can't believe I'm almost done with my first semester back at school. The time has gone by so quickly.