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I BELIEVE YOU'RE MY SAVIOR

“I believed you would be there when all the blue sky turned to ash before my eyes, I thought you would still hold my hands as my mother's ashes turned into a statue. How foolish to think my love would be my savior.”

The desperation to have complete knowledge in a situation was the most bothersome for Caitlyn. Known as someone who is pragmatic and dedicated to solving existing problems and puzzles, having something unresolved in her life was like going against all the principles taught to her since she learned to read and write.

The first puzzle that left a small movement unfinished in her mind was the imprisonment of Violet, or Vi, as she was said to be called.

The woman at first glance was like one of those who should keep their distance, just as her mother insisted on saying and quoting the words of the recital that her family always followed to the letter. At least that was what they pretended outside the Kiramman family walls. Caitlyn knew about the game of silence and good posture that her family maintained, but curiosity was thrown in her direction when a woman appeared in her life.

Vi wasn't his type, not at the moment when everything was so right in his mind, but spending time with her and hearing the words that came out of her mouth and her grotesque actions, began to stir his heart considerably. And even though she knew the difference between their nations and their lives, the belief that they could still be together was constant in her mind.

Living in Vi's shadow was not a healthy option, much less one to be considered, but she followed the woman, still with the false emotion that Piltover and Zaun could still have a friendly relationship, even with all the chaos caused by Silco and Jinx. The belief that the joining of nations for an end was so false, that even with all the red flags and warnings ringing in her mind were ignored regardless of how they were commented.

The false belief placed in someone was like a double-edged sword, it could be useful at a certain moment, but regardless of the moment you removed the knife from your hand, your skin would be cut or pierced by holding the other part of the blade.

Caitlyn knew that family came first, she was like that, always thinking about her parents, especially her mother. She was the first on her mind when it came to family, the teaching, the company, the affection and love, everything encompassed her mother. From the teachings at home to those who dedicated their lives as sheriff. All were, without exception, the construction of the person she was today.

If it were commented on family.

For a brief moment, Caitlyn considered Vi her family, the one she had fallen in love with, no matter what troubles were going on in their lives or whatever problems they might face. Her heart and mind were intertwined in the same feeling: Vi was part of her family.

Until the moment when the realization that she was nothing compared to Vi's old family dawned.

Not that she judged, on the contrary, if she were asked to choose at such a moment between Vi and her mother, almost certain that her answer would be her mother, and that was not a lack of love for Vi, but that she still had priority over the choice of her mother, the one who gave her love throughout her life, she had.

When she looked at Vi and asked what she would choose in the meantime, she believed they would be the same choices, but they weren't. Caitlyn followed a dark line, which had a shadow in her space, so realizing the gaps between her relationship with the possible love of her life, was not easy.

Caitlyn considered the love of her life as her love, but in truth, she was not even her love, but her salvation.

As soon as her mother died at the hands of her love's sister, Vi still tried to keep her side in her favor, but the truth was that Vi never considered her something real, not before her family. The biggest problem was not her mother's death but the choice without a moment's thought, to save Jinx, the one who not only killed her mother, but countless other people in her nation.

Caitlyn loved Vi, but she still loved her family, or rather, the ashes that remained of her.

Caitlyn believed that the blue sky would remain until the end of her life, but when the gray of the dirt hidden by the pipes took over the freshness of Piltover's life, squeezing her hand in an empty space without support was the turning point for her to understand that in the end, she would never have peace.

Looking at the statue of her mother, which was formed with her ashes, made her understand after so many days alone that Vi would never be her savior, not while Jinx was still alive.

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恵 ; "blessing"

12/22: consider this piece my love letter to a character who has become so near and dear to me and who has inspired so much of my artistic growth this past year <3 happy birthday megumi, your name becomes you ⊹ ࣪ ˖

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ShiSaku, my love 🐦‍⬛🌸

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whoops i lied, here is one more wintery thing. Tananoya edition

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weird I haven't posted it here, I liked it after all

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cold

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HUGE ORV spoiler ahead

proceed with caution.

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Day 6: Role Reversal AU - If it weren't for that reader, I'd probably have died back then

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This is my love letter to the most beautiful ship I witnessed this year. Cheers to us Jayvik nation 💫

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i made this blog to horneepost but i chickened out so ig it's for memes now lol

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Hero YJH x Demon King KDJ - Chapter 1 || pt.1 || pt.2 || pt.3 Previous Chapter || Index || Next Chapter

They finally talked! And it was... well, it was a talk.

can you imagine that one of the biggest reasons I wanted to draw this is because I wanted backless dress shirt for KDJ and I didn't have the chance to draw this even once in the comic itself

this one is for me

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Hero YJH x Demon King KDJ - Chapter 1 || pt.1 || pt.2 || pt.3 Previous Chapter || Index || Next Chapter

And thus Joongdok's weird courting ritual begins.

Bonus Notes:

I'm trying really hard to think of a coherent title for the AU because Hero x DKOS is such a mouthful but i just cant think of anything wheeze

maybe "Demon King X Love - How to teach Salvation" or "Mission:Love" "Demon King and me"? "The hero storms into my castle and wants to teach me love" "Kill me not kiss!" it's all not hitting what I have planned for the story

I'll think of something eventually... until then....

Same with posting this thing zzz