Yasssssss!!! This was amazing! Thank you, anon, I enjoyed this thoroughly. Lily, this is AMAZING! đ
can you write maybe billyxreader where reader finds out he slept with maeve and it bothers them and billy reassures them that it wasnât serious and he loves reader, and they ask him to prove it.
i love a lil angsty smut â¨
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Numb.
That was all that you could feel in that moment. The abundance of tension in that room where the Boys had their meeting was so thick that you could cut it with a knife.
Butcher had dropped some intel for their mission to take down Homelander; the superweapon that had supposedly killed Soldier Boy, as well as a small supply of Temp V.
It was however, when he casually dropped the bombshell of how he got this information, which was in the form of sleeping with Queen Maeve.
âPurely transactional, nothinâ else.â Heâd grin, before continuing the meeting as if it didnât mean anything- especially to you.
Billy was a complicated man- Heâs determined to get what he wants, even if it meant to sleep with the enemy.
Nothing could have prepared you for that news, the pressure of his words hung on you like dead weight. Uncertainties filled your mind as you thought about the obvious feelings that you and Billy shared for each other.
âDid what we have matter to him? Or was it just to fill in the void?â
It seemed that everyone besides Butcher, who was still yapping away was focused on you and how you were feeling; sending invisible messages of sympathy and pity toward you as you sat there motionless trying to subdue your pain.
Trying to avert your mind to anything else than what you just heard had proved unsuccessful, the image of him and Maeve burned into your brain.
The day was unbearably long, it was too much for you, choosing to feign illness and left for home early. Butcher saw right through your getaway, knowing deep down why you did.
As night fell, your apartment was quiet. Sitting on your small couch as you looked out the window, ruminating thoughts of his âtransactionâ still fresh in your head.
Knocking on the door snapped you out of your thoughts as you made your way to look through the peep hole, seeing none other than Billy himself.
A part of yourself wanted to tell him to fuck off, the other begging to open the door. The latter of your thoughts won as you opened the door- Butcher waltzing in without so much as an acknowledgement.
âWell yes, of course come right in!â Your voice oozed sarcasm and annoyance as you shut the door. He snapped around to look at you.
âYou ainât sick, i know that.â he grumbled. âtalk to me, i ainât leavinâ till ya do.â You couldnât help but scoff, crossing your arms as you stared at him- staying silent as you figured out the words to say.
âWhy her, Billy?â you choked on your words, not looking him in the eye. âHow could you think that was okay to sleep with someone else?â Butchers expression showed regret and annoyance at himself, punching the bridge of his nose.
âLove, it wasnât serious. It was just for the job- nothinâ more, nothinâ less!â his voice rose. âyou know the shit i gotta do for the Boys.â
âjust for the job?! are you serious right now?â you echoed his words, disbelief laced through your tone. âHow do you expect me to believe that?â
Silence fell over the both of you, surrounded by uncomfortable tension. âYou didnât think of me at all?â your voice cracked, Butcher looking over at you with a guilt ridden expression as he strides over to you- placing his hands on your shoulders.
âListen to me.â he looked into your eyes, his gaze piercing through your anger. âI. Love. You. only you, you get me?â He looked for a sign in your eyes, anything to indicate how you felt.
He sighed. âMaeve and I⌠it was nothinâ, she means nothinâ to me. Nothing like how i feel about ya. Youâre the only one that matters to me, the only one i want.â
Your heart raced at his words, but the hurt you felt in your heart still lingered.
âThen prove itâŚâ
You challenged, seeing Billyâs eyes widen.
âShow me that i am the only one you love.â you stepped toward him, the short distance closed between you.
âOh Iâll prove it to ya alrightâŚâ he murmured, his voice dropping to a sultry whisper. Before you could even speak his hand reached to the back of your neck, pulling you in for a bruising kiss.
The kiss deepened quickly, his tongue invading your mouth as he backed you up toward the nearest wall; he hands running up under your shirt and pulling it over your head.
Goosebumps formed along your now bare torso, Butchers calloused hands roaming around your body.
âGod youâre just⌠fuckinâ stunning.â he mumbled as his lips attached to your neck and sucking a red mark onto you, making you purr.
His lips trailed further down as he sat on his knees in front of you you, his digits working on the drawstring on your pants as he pulls them down your thighs along with your underwear.
With a swift movement he turns you around, your chest pressed against the wall. His hands running up your thighs, pushing them apart.
âBend over fâmeâŚâ he growled, his voice laced in arousal. Obeying his word, you pushed your hips backward, hands braced against the wall- hearing him groan softly at the sight before him.
You heard him shuffle forward, his large fingers dug into your fleshy backside. âI canât get enoughâf this pussyâŚâ he whispered as he dragged his tongue along your folds, burying his face between your legs.
The sinful mix of your moans and Butchers mouth moving along you filled the room. Your legs shook as Billy continued lapping his tongue on you, occasionally smacking you ass causing you to yelp.
Your orgasm came quickly, Billyâs hands holding you up as your legs shook from the overwhelming pleasure of his skilled tongue. âGod lovey, i could taste you for hoursâŚâ he chuckled, gently biting your ass cheek as he stood back up behind you, unzipping his jeans.
âIâm gonna make you feel so fuckinâ good loveâŚâ you felt him line up with you, moaning as he started to tease your sopping cunt with the tip of his cock before plunging deep inside of you.
Hot breath invaded your ear as you were pounded into from behind, Billy taking a grip of your hair.
âYou feel me huh? you feel how f-fuckinâ âard i am fâya?â he grumbled, grabbing your hips roughly. âItâs all fâyou. no one else but you, ya hear me?â
You couldnât reply, the pleasure was too overwhelming for you. Rough fingers snaked down towards your middle, rubbing your sensitive clit.
You whined at the added sensation as your second release was near, Butcher nearing his as his cock pulsated within your walls.
Heavy groans erupted from behind you, his fingers moving faster as he felt you clench around him. âFuck Billy!â you cried out, your body convulsing as your orgasm washed over you like a tidal wave. âthatâs a good fuckinâ girl, cum on my cockâŚâ he growled in your ear.
His thrusts became sloppier as he came inside you. âfuck⌠i canât get over you, my sweetheartâŚâ he praised, turning you around and bringing you in for a passionate kiss.
Pulling away from the kiss he looked you, looking in your eyes - hoping to find a glimpse of convincing you of his love.
Your eyes look at him with a neutral expression.
âAs good as that wasâŚâ you giggled, moving your mouth closer to his ear.
âitâs gonna take a lot more convincingâŚâ
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