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"South Africa's first Pride March" (1990) photos from GALA Queer Archive

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i cannot hate myself into a version of me i will love.

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I don't know who needs to hear this and I don't know if this will help. But when I feel lost and hopeless, I choose a small, really small goal or something to look forward to. I kept myself alive in middleschool by saying I can't end it until I see the next marvel movie. And at the end of that movie there was always an end scene that made me have to wait for the next marvel movie. I kept myself alive for my cat. I kept myself alive because I really wanted to eat curry tomorrow. Its so small, and it seems like it isn't much, but choosing small things to keep me going helped me push forward even when I was going through some of the hardest moments. And it's going to help me get through this now. It'll pass, it will he hard yes, but it'll pass. It'll be okay. I promise 💚

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oh to be loved by a poet … 🎀

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I love soulmates but also this-

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— David Foster Wallace, The Pale King

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— Georgia O'Keeffe

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Vita Sackville-West // Unknown

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Andrea Gibson, The Madness Vase

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To anyone who has ever wanted to die:

I have been told sometimes that the most healing thing

we can do

Is remind ourselves over and over

other people feel this too

-Andrea Gibson

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I think it’s so strange how I spent so long pretending to be straight for my safety and now I just have an ex gf. Like I did it- it’s over now. And I’m still processing the fact that it even happened in the first place??

guys idk

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Every time I read a poem that hits especially hard I look and it’s Andrea Gibson

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need someone to hit me over the head and yell “SHE DOESNT CARE” every time I think tenderly about my ex gf

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btw I’ve found these stretches from the WAK blog very helpful when knitting a lot:

Plus make sure to take breaks regularly - and stop if anything starts to hurt!

especially with gift knitting I know it can be tempting to push through it for a deadline, but it’s really not worth causing long term injury. (And anyone knit-worthy should be understanding of that, imho.) Stay well :)

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happy thinking about kissing women monday

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TOSS YOUR DIRTY SHOES IN MY WASHING MACHINE HEART BABY BANG IT UP INSIDE‼️‼️