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PTSD is a whole-body tragedy, an integral human event of enormous proportions with massive repercussions.

Susan Pease Banitt (via certainrules)

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angsty shit i’ve said or heard regarding relationships

oo1. “do you honestly think this is all about you?”

oo2. “it’s not the first time you’ve done this.”

oo3. “and you think that this is okay?”

oo4. “i’m just so fucking tired of feeling this way.”

oo5. “let’s just be friends.”

oo6. “you know i can’t just be friends with you.”

oo7. “whenever i see you with him/her or whenever i look at you in general, i always think: fuck, i messed up.”

oo8. “you’re the one that got away for me.”

oo9. “please don’t leave - i need you in my life.”

o1o. “can’t you give me a second chance?”

o11. “you know that i can’t do this.”

o12. “can’t you just think about how i fucking feel for once?”

o13. “we’re not even together and this feels like a fucking break up.”

o14. “you have a special place in my heart, you know that.”

o15. “fuck, i wish i could just rewind time.”

o16. “i’m so sorry, i really fucked up this time.”

o17. “i promise you, i’ll change!”

o18. “please, please just trust me.”

o19. “it wasn’t what it looked like!”

o20. “i’m not leaving, i’m just not going to talk to you for a bit.”

o21. “i just need to be alone right now.”

o22. “you not talking to me is as good as leaving.”

o23. “just look at me and tell me that you don’t love me anymore.”

o24. “just tell me you don’t love me, and i’ll leave you alone.”

o25. “just put yourself in my shoes, if you were me, you’d know how i feel.”

o26. “if you really did love me, you wouldn’t have done it in the first place.”

o27. “if you really cared about how i feel, even the slightest bit, you’d never do it in the first place.”

o28. “really? at times like this you’re bribing me with food to win my love?”

o29. “as much as i don’t want to leave, i have to.”

o30. “i’m sorry, it’s just the best option for me right now.”

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This Is Us Appreciation Week ➙ Day 2 : favorite character

⤷ Beth Pearson : Everything’s better with a little Beth on it. You’re the chocolate sauce on my ice cream, girl.

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                                   “IF YOU NEED PARENTS,              please come apply at the Pearson household.                  Or just come in for dinner, it’s served at 5:30.”

           independent && selective jack and rebecca pearson of “this is us”                                         as loved by kelsey and kasee  

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Milo Ventimiglia as (young) Jack Pearson ↳ This is Us 1.18 “Moonshadow”  

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favorite characters: jack pearson ♡ The kids are gonna be fine. We’ve shown them a healthy marriage. This is just gonna be a blip on their radar years from now. We’re their parents, Bec. We do the best we can. But at the end of the day what happens to them, how they turn outr, that’s bigger than us. Sometimes they’ll make good decisions. Sometimes bad decisions. And every once in a while, they’re gonna do something that’s gonna knock us off our feet. Something that exceeds even our wildest dreams. Our kids are gonna be fine. But me, I can’t go back to who I was before I met you.

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This war had everyone on edge. Bits and pieces from the news only gave a glimpse as to why this war was happening. But every so often during the five o’clock news, the screen would fill air time with random numbers - a lottery that no one wanted to win. Every birthday was assigned a number between 001 and 366, and you just prayed that your number wasn’t pulled. Any man born between 1944 and 1950 had a one in 366 shot of his birthday being pulled. Jack and his older brother, Nicky, were in prime shape, a picture perfect candidate for the draft. Jack was nineteen, and Nicky was twenty-one. They both could run a mile in under nine minutes. Jack couldn’t remember the last time he had come down with anything more serious than a seasonal cold. He was in prime condition to be drafted, and it was coming with the worst timing. Jack had just fallen in love.

Rebecca Malone had snuck up in his life. He had never been the kind of guy to worry about having a girlfriend, but their mothers were friends of friends, and well, she had taken a chance on the scrappy trouble maker. The rest was history.

It was May. He had dodged monthly drafts for five months now. He could feel the odds getting higher and higher with each month that his number was pulled. Nicky had been drafted the month before, and the feeling in his stomach still hadn’t released. He hadn’t been sent over seas yet, but his time was coming sooner than later.

Jack sat in the living room with his family during the draft, his dad already nursing his third glass of scotch. Jack’s birthday, November 10th, had been assigned number 282. 

154... 090... 282...

All of the numbers after that were a blur. Jack felt heat rush to his ears as they immediately began to ring, the meatloaf in his stomach churning violently. It was inevitable, but seeing that number flash on the screen made him sick. He could hear his mother gasp and whimper, his father scoff with put on disbelief.

He shakily pushed himself up from the couch, flexing his fingers before balling them up into fists. He quickly raced to the phone, but it had already started ringing. He knew she was on the other line.

“B-Bec?” he asked quietly when he answered, his entire body tense to keep from shaking with fear.   //   @bigthreemom

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More & More! Headcanons

Send some symbols to hear about more in-depth about my muse(s)!

World Views/Experiences †: Did they come from a religious family/culture? ☩: Do they practice any sort of religion? If so, is it the same as their family’s? 📿: Have they ever had a supernatural experience? 💣: Did they ever get caught in a situation because they were in the wrong place at the wrong time? ✨: What motivates them? Is it a deep rooted passion/motivation, or is it something they struggle with from time to time? 💊: Have they ever dabbled in drugs? If so, what kinds? ☣: Have they ever been severely ill? If so, did it leave an effect on their overall health in the long run? 💉: Do they suffer from any sort of chronic illness or bodily fragility? ✪: Have they ever let a rare opportunity slip them by?

Locations 🔅: What’s a place that holds special meaning to them? Why? 💧: Are there any places they avoid? If so, why? 🔥: What’s a place that left them motivated in some fashion? 💋: Where did they have their first kiss? Do they remember who it was with? 🌟: Do they have any places they want to go before they die? For what reasons do they want to go there? 🌙: Where is the most unusual place they’ve fallen asleep at?

People ✘: Who do they detest the most? Do they typically avoid this person or antagonize them? 👊: Have they ever been involved in a physical fight? 💞: What was their first love like? 💔: Have they ever had their heart broken? If so, why or how did it happen? 💍: Have they ever been engaged before? What broke it off if so? 💛: Have they have sex? If not, are there any personal reasons why?

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fifty ways to kiss someone.   send me a 💏 and i will randomise a number in order for my muse to kiss yours…

…good morning.

…goodnight.

…goodbye.

…where it hurts.

…where it doesn’t hurt.

…on a falling tear.

…to shut them up.

…in secrecy.

…in public.

…desperately.

…in joy.

…in grief.

…discreetly.

…casually.

…passionately.

…lazily.

…to distract.

…as encouragement.

…for luck.

…on a scar.

…on a place of insecurity.

…in a rush of adrenaline.

…in relief.

…in danger.

…as a ‘yes’.

…as an apology.

…as a suggestion.

…as a lie.

…as a promise.

…as comfort.

…after a small rejection.

…to wake yours up.

…forcefully.

…to pretend.

…to gain something.

…to give up control.

…without a motive.

…because yours is running out of time.

…because mine is.

…because the world is ending.

…because the world is saved.

…out of pride.

…out of greed.

…out of lust.

…out of anger.

…out of envy or jealousy.

…out of spite.

…out of habit.

…out of necessity.

…out of love.

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I know a girl. She puts the color inside of my world.

John Mayer - Daughters (via i-am-the-music-maker)

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Daughters, John Mayer

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I told you they’d like Stevie!

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#this is us watching this is us

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