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went on a little vacay

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being just a girl is my motto like ok i hit the curb and what

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i wish i did not have to work

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As a 20-year-old, I feel there is so much pressure to figure out what you want to do. In all honesty, I have no idea about my aspirations. I want to be a tattoo artist but feel I am letting my family down. I really want to own businesses. Idk.

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My lil ole mind :)

I see my mind as an office, chaotic. Files peaking out drawers, boxes of thoughts line the walls and stack all the way to the ceiling. Some intense classical piece plays layered with screams and whispers as one worker single handedly controls the office. When I am upset, a fire sparks, igniting everything I have thought, felt into a beautiful vibrant fire.  And sometimes, once in a blue moon, when I feel real true happiness everything stops. Just for a moment. No noise, no clutter in my head. It becomes vacant. True bliss.