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I told a sister I am writing a book and she got so excited saying that we need more Muslim authors. I wasn't going to tell her that it's a lesbian fantasy story with a polytheistic religion/mythology. But I still hope to get it published one day.

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After being ostracized by the Christian church for my identity, I've spent almost a decade exploring faiths, searching for a path that truly resonated with my soul. I never thought I’d find the peace I was trying to find on this path, but God works in mysterious ways, so here I am. I’m not conventional by any means, and I'm still acutely aware that many would still echo the words that once drove me away—words that claimed I was unworthy of God’s love.

I’m still navigating my gender identity, and that journey isn’t over. But I’ve realized that it doesn’t have to keep me from having a relationship with God...the very same one I've loved dearly since I was small. I believe in His love and mercy, and I’ve come to understand that what matters most to Him isn’t labels or appearances, but the kind of person I am—how I live, how I treat others, and my walk with Him.

This poem is for anyone who has ever felt rejected or unloved because of who they are. If you can let go of judgment and dogma, you’ll find that God will guide you exactly where you’re meant to be, in whatever form that takes (no matter how unexpected!). His love is far greater than we imagine—and He's there, waiting, for each of us.

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don’t you just love universal islamic experience for people with uteruses to think you’re pregnant with the messiah

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start seeing everything as God, but keep it a secret

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"May Allah heal the broken hearts. The ones who are silent, who cannot express their pain. The ones who are tired of torment. The ones who need a break. May Allah put an end to your sadness, may He put a smile on your face. Ameen"

-Dr.Bilal Philips-

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يا له من زي جميل لامتلاك🖤🖤🖤

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Sunan an Nasa’i: The Book of Zakah, Book 23, Hadith 2555

It was narrated that Harithah said:

"I heard the Messenger of Allah (ﷺ) say: 'Give charity, for there will come a time when a man will walk about with his charity, and the one to whom he wants to give it will say: If you had brought it yesterday I would have accepted it, but today (I have no need of it)."

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Trying to dive into my Deen to combat the mental health Brainworms I trying to be more pious

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4 promises from Allah:

“So remember me, I will remember you.” (2:152)

“If you are grateful, I will surely increase you.” (14:7)

“Call upon me and I will respond to you.” (40:60)

“Allah will not punish them while they seek forgiveness.” (8:33)

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Get weirder about God

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In Islamic tradition, Mary has many titles. Here's some I found particularly beautiful and endearing.

adhra, ascetic virgin umm nur, mother of light marhumah, enveloped in god's mercy qanitah, personification of perfect submission to god masumah, the sinless one

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Assalamualaikum I just wanted to say thank you for posting your journey. I'm a queer revert, and sometimes I struggle with my faith, but seeing you post about your journey and loving Allah SWT *and* being queer and not having to give that up inspires me to keep going and to continue to do my best every day to pray and to be closer to Allah SWT. May God bless you.

Wasalaam and ur welcome it's so good to see im inspiring people :3

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satin Ukthi