bigbuckaroo
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25/18+ | genderqueer pansexual | dom blogšŸ©¶ā€œdarkā€ kinks ahead, all fantasy and part of me exploring myself
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bigbuckaroo Ā· 29 days ago
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I loved your post about piss marking, and hope itā€™s okay I share some thoughts about it from a beta maleā€™s perspective.
Nothing feels more correct than when Iā€™m being marked by my Alphaā€™s piss. Itā€™s such an honour when He relieves himself on me, partly because His scent on my body is such an unmistakable sign of His ownership over me. As Heā€™s marking me, Heā€™s erasing my own weak beta scent and replacing it with His own; I no longer have my own identity, rather my being is centred around my devotion and submission to Him.
I dream of Him training me to drink His piss, and eagerly await the point I can serve as His urinal easily and without a mess. There are clear utility benefits to this, the most obvious being 1) that I would never want Him to be uncomfortable holding a full bladder when thereā€™s no bathroom and 2) that some menā€™s restrooms are so disgusting that I would so much rather offer Him my warm, wet, and waiting mouth to relieve Himself in than a disgusting public urinal.
But aside from the utility, to me itā€™s such an extreme act of intimacy; a way for me to be close to Him in a way nobody else is. Not only does He mark my skin with His piss, but he fills my belly with it and I savour the taste as He does. I could go on and on about the virtues of drinking my Alphaā€™s piss, but Iā€™ll leave it there (at least for this ask).
All this to say that Iā€™m so thankful every time He marks me, to the point where it just feels wrong not to have His scent on me. When I catch a whiff of my own beta smell peeking through, I ask Him to cover it with His pee. And when His Alpha scent is once again radiating off me, I feel so much happier, safe, and secure.
Iā€™m not personally into piss drinking but I can appreciate the intimacy and erotica it provides to others. I love your perspective on feeling safe and secure with Alphaā€™s piss scent on you šŸ¤¤ it perfectly encapsulates the strong bond between a beta and his Alpha. Yes, your Alpha will piss on you and use you for his own comfort, but it comforts you too as a beta. You know your place, right next to your Alpha who will always protect his little beta bitch. Thanks for the ask!
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bigbuckaroo Ā· 1 month ago
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Cā€™mere faggot! Come on boy, daddyā€™s gonna give you a special perfume for our date tonight. *unzips pants* Hahaha, god I love how brainless you look when I whip out my cock, no matter how many times you see it you just stare at it in awe. Ok come kneel next to me boy, daddyā€™s gotta piss bad. Yes, faggot, I will be peeing on you. You should understand that my alpha piss is a gift for you to wear. Itā€™s an honor for me to mark you as mine. Yes, I know people may notice you smell funny, thatā€™s not our problem boy. You will wear my piss with pride knowing that youā€™re mine. Ok faggot, you ready boy! Ahhhhh, oh yeah. That feels so fucking good, just letting loose finally. Oh it looks so good on you little boy! Here, watch thisā€¦ hahaha! Now it looks like youā€™re peeing your pants. Are you peeing puppy? So excited by seeing my cock that youā€™re having an accident? Haha, here, let me get the last of it on your face. Good boy! Yes, you may kiss it as a thank you. Aw, such a good faggot! You have to pee too? The pee on your pants is making it difficult to hold? Aw baby, if youā€™re really a good boy youā€™ll hold it anyways, right puppy? Now go get your shoes on boy, or weā€™re gonna be late.
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bigbuckaroo Ā· 1 month ago
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need a condescending older woman to tell me to ā€œlet it out let it all out babyā€ while i scream and scratch and bite and panic trying to push her off of me
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bigbuckaroo Ā· 1 month ago
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You know you want your butch sugar daddy to buy all your clothes, even though they're all really slutty and give her easy access.
Sure that new dress barely cover your ass, but she's got reservations at a classy restaurant and she really wants you to wear it. You know you're going to end up sipping expensive champagne while she slides her hand up your bare thigh and finds out if you wore panties tonight.
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bigbuckaroo Ā· 1 month ago
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I love branding myself as a dark kink page and then getting so scared when I post dark kink šŸ™ƒ anyways yeah I wish you could all see my heart and I wish I could see the heart of everyone who interacts with me because I just want things to be fun and healing even if they deal with horrible concepts bc itā€™s all consensual fantasy and that is literally what makes it so beautiful
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bigbuckaroo Ā· 1 month ago
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Holy shit I just want to hurt pretty girls. And itā€™s so freeing to know that I could if I decided to be so cruel. I could abandon my humanity to serve my own needs and desires and hedonism. I could take you whether you want it or not. I donā€™t have to take no for an answer. I can force your body down, and I can get wet from the sound of your cries. I am capable of doing bad, bad things. And you know what? Once you let your inflated ego go, you are capable of really, really liking it.
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bigbuckaroo Ā· 1 month ago
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I need to get with a fem girl who has a really subby beta boyfriend. I come over, a big muscled up dyke here to fuck your girl, and Iā€™m instantly more man than you are. You didnā€™t want an open relationship, but you knew sheā€™d just leave you if you didnā€™t agree, and sheā€™s the only social clout youā€™ve got, you canā€™t lose her. To me youā€™re basically like a puppy, just some cute little thing to tease while I focus on myā€”sorry, ā€œourā€ā€”girl. Graciously I bring up that Iā€™m alright with cucks and you start to blush so deeply, which I instantly call out. You werenā€™t anticipating being a part of things, especially in the role of cuckā€¦ but you suppose it would give you more power in the situation than sitting out would. And you really want her to stay with you. Sheā€™s a beautiful lay, but itā€™s hard not to peek over at you, humping a pillow and whining in the corner as I make her cry my name.
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bigbuckaroo Ā· 1 month ago
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Fetish society for beta losers šŸ¤¤ like what if it was seen as flattering to embarrass yourself for a girl, because it shows your respect and admiration for her. It also lets her know that you are at her disposal for any task. Some women find it flattering, others scoff and laugh at you, others use you as an opportunity to take their anger out. But it is normal for little betas to do whatever they can to try and get attention from pretty girls, the more humiliating, the more they must like you!
Tapping a girl on the shoulder for her to turn around and see you, knees bent and hunched over in shame, jerking your tiny cock inside your pants. ā€œM-may I please look at you mistress? To finish, mistress?ā€ Her friends laugh and coo at you. Sheā€™s feeling generous and flattered so she takes one finger to lift your chin until you can see her gorgeous face, and you blow your load instantly. Sheā€™s been so kind to you, you need to place yourself even lower so you grunt out ā€œoh god, Iā€™m cumming! I canā€™t stop it, Iā€™m cumming my pants!ā€ They all laugh at your wet spot and carry on with their day.
Asking a girl out can go many different ways but a classic is to hand her a key, which everyone knows is the key to chastity cage youā€™ve put on just for her. Some girls are thrilled to own a boy like this, otherā€™s huff and turn around, without returning the key of course.
If two betas like the same girl they may have a competition for who can last the longest gooning to her, or perhaps who can cum to her the fastest. If the girl is interested she may put on a live show for this little competition, and she has to bring her friends too!
Some boys try and pretend theyā€™re not beta, others wear it with pride. Patches or stickers decorate their things with phrases like ā€œperma virginā€, ā€œdiaper loserā€, ā€œone pump chumpā€, or any other accolades that let the women around you know what you truly are. This has the added benefit of girls occasionally approaching you for favors or shows!
It has its place in professional settings too, letting those around you know that you are no leader around here. Your boss is a strong powerful woman who recently has been getting on your case about how little you get done compared to her other, mostly female, employees. She hired a beta for some diversity but you need to pull it together and show her that you're worth keeping around. So the next day, you take a deep breath before walking into the office, and it only takes seconds for them to erupt in laughter. In order to be more efficient you've decided you must cut out bathroom breaks, so in place of pants you're wearing a big pink diaper. The laughter is still going when you reach your desk and you start to wonder if this was a huge mistake. Your boss marches out to ask what all the ruckus is about and that is your last straw. Terrified, you turn to face her and your tiny beta bladder gives out. A hiss can be heard and your yellow tinkles make a growing stain on your diaper for everyone to see. Thankfully your boss looks satisfied and compliments you on your out-of-the-box thinking. She even offers to change you when needed, albeit in front of the whole office.
Thereā€™s just something beautiful about a world where betas are agreed upon to be the lowest of the low, but we take pity on them. They canā€™t help but hump things and humiliate themselves when pretty girls come around! Theyā€™re just useless little playthings and we can have some fun with that!
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bigbuckaroo Ā· 1 month ago
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Iā€™m so into t-boys getting unwanted boners šŸ¤¤ like maybe he makes a funny little face when heā€™s super horny and hard, straining almost like he has to pee. And when his gf comments on it he just whines and has to admit heā€™s rock hard in his pants right now. Maybe if he says it cutely enough his gf will come over and trace one finger along his crotch and watch him soak his pants as he cums šŸ˜µā€šŸ’«
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bigbuckaroo Ā· 1 month ago
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FTL: FEMALE-TO-LEATHERMAN
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bigbuckaroo Ā· 2 months ago
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Girls are like if Barbie dolls were made of meat and could cry when you cut their hair and draw all over them šŸ’› In other words, theyā€™re perfect
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bigbuckaroo Ā· 3 months ago
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if we were friends I'd invite you over to smoke cause u seem fun + when im high and vulnerable if u end up grabbing my tits and rubbing my cunt it's cool cause friends help each other out especially if they're both rlly horny - šŸ–¤
If you are who I think you are Iā€™d love to smoke you up ā¤ļøā€šŸ©¹ special little lambs deserve treats like that. Itā€™s only natural if I start grabbing you, itā€™s just what good friends do after all
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bigbuckaroo Ā· 3 months ago
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dad :( m rlly shy, but i want your attention.. wnna be your good kid n let you put me in diaps, want you to keep me safe :(( -š‚Æ
Oh baby, youā€™re already are a good kid </3 you donā€™t need me to be that. Iā€™m so proud of you for wanting to be in diapers, such a smart kiddo knowing that you need them. Iā€™ll always protect you lil buddy, daddyā€™s got you :)
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bigbuckaroo Ā· 3 months ago
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i love perverts who r embarrassed abt it. perverts who clear their search history if they see you peering at their computer screen. perverts who stutter out euphemisms and vague "you know..."s when u ask them what they're into. perverts who lie. perverts who swear they're not weird, that they looked up porn of some disgusting fetish "one time" or "on accident". perverts who look the other way when they talk to u because if they didn't, their eyes would be glued to ur tits. perverts who secretly wish that you would find out, that you would force them to confess to all sorts of sick things about themselves, abt how they think of you. perverts that want you to hear all of their depraved fantasies involving you. perverts that need someone like you to make them admit it. ā‚
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bigbuckaroo Ā· 3 months ago
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Ugh, can you please just kidnap me and keep me chained naked to a bed in your basement? Or maybe you let me wear a pair of briefs so I get even more scared when you cut them off of me.
Please deny me food and water for so long I feel like I might actually die of thirst? That way Iā€™m so weak and thirsty that when you stuff your cock in my mouth, say ā€œdrinkā€, and start pissing in my mouth, I happily gulp it all down without spilling a drop. Yā€™know when youā€™re really hungry that when you finally eat, any food tastes good? I bet after all that time with no water, your piss would be the best thing Iā€™d ever tasted. (Made even better by the fact youā€™re still wearing your mask, so I know what your piss tastes like before I even know what your face looks like.)
Please take me upstairs and chain me to the floor in front of the TV as the news airs coverage of my disappearance. Laughing and reassuring me ā€œdonā€™t worry boy, theyā€™re never gonna find you. Nobody is gonna take you away from meā€ when I start crying seeing my parents begging for my safe return. Celebrate with me when we watch the coverage of them calling off the search, cause Iā€™ve been missing so long Iā€™m presumed dead.
Please control every aspect of my life. Where I go, and when, what I wear (if anything), what I eat and how much, what I drink. What haircut I have, what my name is.
Please make me so totally obsessed with you I need your cock, cum, piss, fists, rage, ā€œloveā€, *attention* more than I need air. Iā€™ll be the perfect cocksleeve, cumdump, urinal, punching bag, boyfriend, wife, whatever you need.
Iā€™ll be the perfect little victim for you, if you just give me a chance. Please?
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Started a more detailed response to this, maybe Iā€™ll post it when I can polish it up more, but I couldnā€™t let something this hot just sit in my inbox any longer ā¤ļøā€šŸ©¹ God it would be an honor to make you my victim
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bigbuckaroo Ā· 4 months ago
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Okay but part of what I like about the mad scientist roleplay is that it's completely divorced from my genitals. I'm going to remain fully clothed, borderline professional while I record your vitals and take your statistics. I am going to look at you dispassionately as I use a toy to test your stretch and depth. I am going to scrub you raw, spray you down with a hose, and trim your nails without warmth or kindness. I may even wear nitrile gloves to deny you my touch. Whatever pleasure I derive from this, whatever way I get off on this, it's entirely based on my own sick curiosity and need for control. Now get back in your kennel 38A4.
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bigbuckaroo Ā· 4 months ago
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Iā€™ll pat my lap while Iā€™m talking to my friends so you come over and sit in it. Iā€™ll leave your clothes out for the day. Iā€™ll put my arm around your shoulders while we walk. Iā€™ll call you on my way home to see if you ate. Iā€™ll open doors. Iā€™ll dry you off after you bathe. Iā€™ll tell you where to sit. Iā€™ll beckon you to my side. Iā€™ll read to you. Iā€™ll rest my hand on your leg. And I will do it all without even thinking about it. Youā€™ll always know youā€™re mine <3
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