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damn, haven’t been on here in 3 years. if i had stayed with it there’s no doubt i’d be my goal weight by now.

i’ve always wanted to lose weight, since i was 8 or 9.

i’ve gained so much weight i can’t even put the number down without screaming.

back on my bullshit, day 1

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Currently down 19 pounds. I so desperately want to e down 20 when I weigh in tomorrow.

CW- 245.8

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Losing weight is exciting. Seeing positive change is exciting. Reaching your goals is exciting. So just keep going.

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Week 3 Check in

SW: 256.8

CW: 246.5

Weight loss- 10.3 pounds!!!

I’m so excited to have reached 10 pounds down!

Here’s to the next 10!

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When I get depressed, I just want to eat. And right now, I’m having some serious mental health issues, and it’s hard not to, self medicate I guess, with food.

It’s so hard to break bad habits. I just want carbs and sugar.

I will stick with it though, because I’m getting results and I can’t just throw that away.

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9.12.2019

End of week two!

SW: 256.8

CW: 247.7

Down 9.1 lbs!

I hope to be down by 12 lbs next week!

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Mini binge today on fro-yo with some ridiculous toppings.

I feel like shit.

I’m want to be positive and kind to myself but it’s h a r d.

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9.8.2019

Being on your period sucks for weight loss and dieting.

I want to eat every sweet carb in existence.

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9.6.2019

I’m down 8.1 lbs today!!! In just a week of dieting! I wish every week was like this.

I just got my period though, so I ate a little less healthy today. Had a piece of cherry pie 😅 I was still under my calorie goal, though, so hopefully this won’t mess me up or anything.

It’s hard to keep this up though. I’m feeling kind of depressed, and when I’m depressed I just want to eat.

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9.5.2019

Maintaining for another day, small .2 bump on the scale but I’m not letting it get me down 😄

I’m trying to keep the mindset that this is a marathon, not a sprint.

I physically feel a lot better though! I feel less bloated, my stomach doesn’t hurt. Except I’m pretty tired, any one else experience this when dieting? It’s a little hard to get out of bed.

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9.4.2019

Alright, so I’m back up a pound but that’s totally ok 😅

I don’t know why, since I ate under my calorie limit yesterday.

Maybe I shouldn’t be weighing myself every day like I am. I just feel excited to weight myself in the morning to see if my weight went down.

I’m not going to let that get me down though. Still eating healthy, still trying super hard to be positive.

I’m letting myself feel ok about my body, or I’m trying really hard at least. That shit is h a r d.

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I was just at a friend’s house, and they’re an incredible baker. Sweet carbs are my weakness, baked goods, man.

And of COURSE they had a ton of baked goods around, cupcakes and muffins!

And I’m so proud of myself because I snacked on some watermelon instead 😄

It’s a small victory, but one I’m proud of. I usually would have had 3 muffins!

Good day all around 😄

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Weighed in at 250 today!

I’m down a total of 6.8 pounds.

I was really bummed out last night with the before pictures I took, but this is a nice thing to wake up too.

I wish I lost 2 pounds every day lol

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I just took before photos of myself, which I have never done before.

I’m devastated. I can’t believe I let this happen. I can’t believe those photos are me.

I knew it was bad, but I never thought it was this bad.

God I feel awful right now.

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Workouts

Hello, here are some random workouts I found on the internet. I’ve tried some of these in the past and they worked a bit. But don’t over work yourself!

Stay strong. Stay safe 💕

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