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My favorite Bl book

Allure of the Siren, Temptation, Deception and Redemption.

I recently read the book Allure of the siren written by C.L.Ramos, a black author who is part of the LGBTQIA+ community.I came to read the book by chance as one of my friends recommended it to me.The Allure of the siren tells the story of two rival detectives, Chaisai and Dao, who initially clash over a high-profile case but eventually find themselves drawn to each other in an unexpected way amidst the chaos of Bangkok.

What makes this story different from other Bl books is the is the skillful character development and how the author has masterfully woven the Plot. Instead of all powerful characters, we are met with two brilliant yet vulnerable men , who seem to be afraid of love. Chaisai and Dao's competitive banter and sharp minds make for a dynamic and engaging partnership, both in solving cases and navigating their blossoming romantic feelings.

Both Chaisai and Dao are plagued by their own demons that haunt them, but they ,like the common public , persevere. There's a sense of realism in the book , and the readers can truly resonate with the characters.

Honestly, this book resonated with me very much. This story is a mixture of all flavours ranging from mystery, fear and sadness to absolute joy and relief.

The author seriously discusses the issues of society and the problems faced by the modern day youth. The passion, the frustration, the rage ,the hatred, the fear,the thwarted desires that Chaisai and Dao feel truly resonate with the reader.

The writer shows that even between the corrupted politics, and the power hungry people who rule the upper echelons of society, the naive , promising passionate youth can truly make a difference.

The author's brilliantly camouflages modern day issues and themes of society, corruption , sexuality between sweet lines in between the pages of the book.

So I highly recommend this book to anyone who wants to buy and read it.

For the ones who wanted to buy the ebook. Please see the links below

Amazon-a.co/d/ebslKDd

Barnes and Nobles-barnesandnoble.com/w/allure-of-th…

Kobo-kobo.com/us/en/ebook/al…

iTunes- Allure of the Siren by C.L. Ramos books.apple.com/us/book/allure…

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i've been fighting with wolfwood for a while and this is as far as i got. anyway happy woowoo wednesday

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So japanese mythology has this small demon with a long tongue that basically just exists to lick the mold and slime and hair from dirty bathrooms.

While this is creepy and disgusting af... it's free cleaning service? 🤷‍♂️

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It’s weird that the capitalistic west didn’t catch onto the idol system yet. We only have regular influencer and casting show pop stars which is not the same league.

Not that I want that. But it’s weird. Maybe too asian and “we don’t copy from asia”?

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Am I tripping or was there another OST song at the end of ep7 (drunk lonely King scene) which is not published yet? 

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WIP

Cat hair brought to you by Cole

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This was stupid hard

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Is it one week after the end of Midnight Museum and I am still thinking about Chan dying in Khatha's arms to release him from the curse but not from immortality because Chan was wedded to the idea of the destiny but also loved Khatha enough to give him to Dome just as he was, to give Dome the chance to love Khatha the way he needed... in a world just the two of them. And I am still wondering if Chan gets to go to the fading light of the creator who made him and watch the future that is the past and know that Khatha is happy and loved and that he loved him but they could not find a way to be together because he needed people and Khatha needed nothing but him... and now, nothing but Dome.

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flirty enemies to lovers prompts pt 2

feel free to use! tag me <3

“not so feisty now are we?” “shut up and kiss me”

“YOU ASSHOLE” “HEY what did i do” “WHAT DIDNT YOU DO?? I WAS HALF WAY THROUGH AN EXTREMELY IMPORTANT PRESENTATION *sighs* and i took my jacket off and the ceo of the company is asking me if i got hurt because i have a bruise on my neck. a very very big one”

^ the other character just fucking laughing because they find it hysterical and getting pillows thrown at them

character A fooling around with character B and leaving them an adorable flustered absolute mess (who is begging for more) before getting up and straight up leaving “that’s for payback *tiny wave*”

“i hate them so so so so so much you don’t understand i wake up? and i think about how much i hate them. i eat? still hating them. work? want to stab them. hooking up with someone?? still thinking about how much i hate them.” “dude..”

“it’s so funny how-””shut up” “you’re like so tough and everything during the day” “i hate you so much” “BUT LAST NIGHT-” “i will punch you”

them hooking up and being loud so a roommate barging in because they think they’re like..killing each other and being like “oh OH OKAY”

“you’re so cute when you’re not trying to sabotage me”

<making out> “this is strictly physical” “obviously” “you being hot doesn’t make up for your awful personality” “rude, but i’ll take it”

“fuck why are you so good at this” “i realise that this is not the time but you just admitted that i was good at something”

“you know, i bet i could win you over” “try”

“i don’t really hate you” “really? name one thing you like about me” proceeds to name 50

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kiss prompts <3

HI. i’ll probably do another part so feel free to req diff types

first kisses: a little unsure, a little nervous. lips lingering over each other but not touching. overthinking, almost pulling away, but then looking into their eyes and just going for it. it’s soft, gentle.

“i need you now” kisses: them fisting your shirt into their palms, your hands under their shirt, cold fingertips against their skin, and panting, moving down from their lips to their neck, soft moans that turn louder, shirts being pulled off haphazardly

“come back to bed” kisses: tugging on their hand when they get up, pulling them in, them slowly waking toward you and lean in, a soft peck on their jaw while you whisper the words

“are you sure about this?” kisses: pulling away from the kiss, their hair is in a mess and cheeks are red, lips slightly parted and longing eyes, waiting for what’s going to happen next, god they look so pretty

“ just fuck me already” kisses: hands in their hair, tugging slightly, heated and breathless, grabbing their clothing to pull them closer, but it’s still not close enough, ending up on the bed, hovering on top of them and kissing their jaw, going down to their neck and their whimpers are so cute

“can we do this forever?” kisses: getting pulled by your collar/tie, slightly surprised, but smirking too, “i love you” “i know” rolling eyes, “i love you too” and putting your arms around their waist, leaning in again

“maybe, in another life” kisses: knowing that this is the last time you’re going to kiss them, and making it count. pulling them in and then away. parting, your lips lingering for more.

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About this Build Poi situation

This entire situation took an extremely tragic turn. And everyone who harped about morals and justice are making memes . I don't have a high sense of morality but I honestly don't think that this is something to rejoice about. Now so many things have come to light after this whole situation. So many lives are being ruined. Poi, Build , the kids who posted slanderous comments, all their lives have been ruined. Now that Poi is the defendant in the case most people who wanted to destroy Build don't care anymore. Because now that Build has left BOC , there's 'no point in fighting for justice.' The sheer irony of this all.

Now people are coming forward and apologizing to Build for spreading fake allegations. And all who have publicly apologized until now are underage. There's even a 12 year old apologizing. These are children. But now they have obtained criminal records even before they became 18. And they are being dragged all around social media for what they have done.

Poi's plaigarism allegations against Build have been debunked and now ,it seems as if she hasn't even filed a lawsuit against him. Now she has become the Defendant of this case. The charges against her are criminal charges and if undisputed she will definitely get a criminal record. This has even gone to the Thai national media and now her reputation is also in ruins. People are making fun of her contradictory tweets and openly mocking her.

People are making fun of all these people involved. Some hate Build for his tweets,other hate Poi and those convicted children for their actions and now all of them are being dragged to hell and back.

Even though I sided with Build and disliked Poi no one truly won here.

Apo's own fans turned against him and flung racist, homophobic comments at him all because of a filter.

Regardless of what we feel about them, these are all real people who are involved.To make fun of their lives ,to joke at their expense isn't a morally superior thing to do.

What's the point in talking about 'justice', 'morals' and 'victims' if we dump the case the moment the tide turns?

I honestly had concrete beliefs too. I didn't even knowthat there was something called 'imperfect victims' until this case happened. I didn't realize that we have to give a voice to the victim ,(no matter how imperfect they are) first. That was my mistake.

Everyone who made documentations and discussions about it has abandoned it . People mocked Build for crying and now they are mocking Poi for what's happening to her. It's very clear that Poi needs medical intervention.

If Poi can be considered an imperfect victim so Build. If Build is innocent until proven guilty so is Poi.

This entire thing has become a nightmare .With more and more lives being ruined. The court of Public opinion is an extremely ruthless place and we all are a part of it.

What all these people have done might be inexcusable in someone's book but this situation should have been approached in a more humane way.

The court of Law forgives but The court of public opinion never does .The same people who stand by you will abandon you in a second.

There's one thing common in all these people involved ,they have all become social outcasts. We have pushed them out of society with no remorse.Because all of us ,from both sides decided to hate each other and drag all these people to hell.

Most of us just needed a scapegoat to hate .Now that Build seems to be the victim, Build has been replaced by Poi and the other people involved .

We all tried to force all these people to be picture perfect and when they don't fulfill it we get angry.

Build,Poi and everyone involved will have to live with this until they die. There's no escape for them.

At the end of the day everyone including me were complicit in spreading hatred and anger and dividing ourselves and expelling all these people.

I should have looked at this case in a humane manner ,but I failed to do so. We can find their actions inexcusable but they are inevitably paying for everything that they have done.

Degrading ,mocking ,rejoicing about their downfall is not the way to go in my opinion.But then again how can I talk about morality when I myself am not a good person?

This actually showed me that people truly don't care about things like justice and the victim .They will care only care if it affects them. That's the reality and human nature. They will discard the person the moment the victim becomes the defendant.

I am no better either.

The truth is a bitter pill to swallow,but I can accept it when I am wrong.

Poi,Build and the other 3 kids are a product of their society. Their experiences would have shaped them to take all those decisions that they took. They are all imperfect. They are all human.We don't care about the real issue here.

But people can't be imperfect right?

Everyone has to be perfect right?It's easy to mock them right?

It's easy to ignore these problems right?

Build's tears are crocodile tears because he's a devil and not human enough to cry, am I right?

Poi shouldn't be sympathized with because she is crazy and delusional right ?

Those children and their parents should be shamed and mocked because they committed crimes right ?

It's easy ignore their struggles and not care because they no longer matter to us right?

We only need them as scapegoats just to hate them right ?

It's fun to see them dragged to hell right?

Degrading them, Dehumanizing them , sensationalizing this whole situation,dropping them when we can no longer seem to care , Ignoring how they feel because they are wrong feels good right ?

Let's not give them a voice because they are monsters right?

Their feelings don't matter anymore because we hate them right ?

How we failed them all. It took me a long while to accept this all but this is the bitter reality .And I was complicit in it as well. So I am no better .

Initially this was made under a meme about Build's resignation but now I made my own post about it. People shouldn't make memes out of the destruction of a person's life no matter how much you hate them.

[beyondtheindigosky]

About this Build Poi situation

This entire situation took an extremely tragic turn. And everyone who harped about morals and justice are making memes . I don't have a high sense of morality but I honestly don't think that this is something to rejoice about. Now so many things have come to light after this whole situation. So many lives are being ruined. Poi, Build , the kids who posted slanderous comments, all their lives have been ruined. Now that Poi is the defendant in the case most people who wanted to destroy Build don't care anymore. Because now that Build has left BOC , there's 'no point in fighting for justice.' The sheer irony of this all.

Now people are coming forward and apologizing to Build for spreading fake allegations. And all who have publicly apologized until now are underage. There's even a 12 year old apologizing. These are children. But now they have obtained criminal records even before they became 18. And they are being dragged all around social media for what they have done.

Poi's plaigarism allegations against Build have been debunked and now ,it seems as if she hasn't even filed a lawsuit against him. Now she has become the Defendant of this case. The charges against her are criminal charges and if undisputed she will definitely get a criminal record. This has even gone to the Thai national media and now her reputation is also in ruins. People are making fun of her contradictory tweets and openly mocking her.

People are making fun of all these people involved. Some hate Build for his tweets,other hate Poi and those convicted children for their actions and now all of them are being dragged to hell and back.

Even though I sided with Build and disliked Poi no one truly won here.

Apo's own fans turned against him and flung racist, homophobic comments at him all because of a filter.

Regardless of what we feel about them, these are all real people who are involved.To make fun of their lives ,to joke at their expense isn't a morally superior thing to do.

What's the point in talking about 'justice', 'morals' and 'victims' if we dump the case the moment the tide turns?

I honestly had concrete beliefs too. I didn't even knowthat there was something called 'imperfect victims' until this case happened. I didn't realize that we have to give a voice to the victim ,(no matter how imperfect they are) first. That was my mistake.

Everyone who made documentations and discussions about it has abandoned it . People mocked Build for crying and now they are mocking Poi for what's happening to her. It's very clear that Poi needs medical intervention.

If Poi can be considered an imperfect victim so Build. If Build is innocent until proven guilty so is Poi.

This entire thing has become a nightmare .With more and more lives being ruined. The court of Public opinion is an extremely ruthless place and we all are a part of it.

What all these people have done might be inexcusable in someone's book but this situation should have been approached in a more humane way.

The court of Law forgives but The court of public opinion never does .The same people who stand by you will abandon you in a second.

There's one thing common in all these people involved ,they have all become social outcasts. We have pushed them out of society with no remorse.Because all of us ,from both sides decided to hate each other and drag all these people to hell.

Most of us just needed a scapegoat to hate .Now that Build seems to be the victim, Build has been replaced by Poi and the other people involved .

We all tried to force all these people to be picture perfect and when they don't fulfill it we get angry.

Build,Poi and everyone involved will have to live with this until they die. There's no escape for them.

At the end of the day everyone including me were complicit in spreading hatred and anger and dividing ourselves and expelling all these people.

I should have looked at this case in a humane manner ,but I failed to do so. We can find their actions inexcusable but they are inevitably paying for everything that they have done.

Degrading ,mocking ,rejoicing about their downfall is not the way to go in my opinion.But then again how can I talk about morality when I myself am not a good person?

This actually showed me that people truly don't care about things like justice and the victim .They will care only care if it affects them. That's the reality and human nature. They will discard the person the moment the victim becomes the defendant.

I am no better either.

The truth is a bitter pill to swallow,but I can accept it when I am wrong.

Poi,Build and the other 3 kids are a product of their society. Their experiences would have shaped them to take all those decisions that they took. They are all imperfect. They are all human.We don't care about the real issue here.

But people can't be imperfect right?

Everyone has to be perfect right?It's easy to mock them right?

It's easy to ignore these problems right?

Build's tears are crocodile tears because he's a devil and not human enough to cry, am I right?

Poi shouldn't be sympathized with because she is crazy and delusional right ?

Those children and their parents should be shamed and mocked because they committed crimes right ?

It's easy ignore their struggles and not care because they no longer matter to us right?

We only need them as scapegoats just to hate them right ?

It's fun to see them dragged to hell right?

Degrading them, Dehumanizing them , sensationalizing this whole situation,dropping them when we can no longer seem to care , Ignoring how they feel because they are wrong feels good right ?

Let's not give them a voice because they are monsters right?

Their feelings don't matter anymore because we hate them right ?

How we failed them all. It took me a long while to accept this all but this is the bitter reality .And I was complicit in it as well. So I am no better .

Initially this was made under a meme about Build's resignation but now I made my own post about it. People shouldn't make memes out of the destruction of a person's life no matter how much you hate them.

[beyondtheindigosky]

This entire situation took an extremely tragic turn.And everyone who harped about morals and justice are making memes. I don't have a high sense of morality but I honestly don't think that this is something to rejoice about. Now so many things have come to light after this whole situation. So many lives are being ruined. Poi, Build , the kids who posted slanderous comments, all their lives have been ruined. Now that Poi is the defendant in the case most people who wanted to destroy Build don't care anymore. Because now that Build has left BOC , there's 'no point in fighting for justice.' The sheer irony of this all.

Now people are coming forward and apologizing to Build for spreading fake allegations. And all who have publicly apologized until now are underage. There's even a 12 year old apologizing. These are children. But now they have obtained criminal records even before they became 18. And they are being dragged all around social media for what they have done.

Poi's plaigarism allegations against Build have been debunked and now ,it seems as if she hasn't even filed a lawsuit against him. Now she has become the Defendant of this case. The charges against her are criminal charges and if undisputed she will definitely get a criminal record. This has even gone to the Thai national media and now her reputation is also in ruins. People are making fun of her contradictory tweets and openly mocking her.

People are making fun of all these people involved. Some hate Build for his tweets,other hate Poi and those convicted children for their actions and now all of them are being dragged to hell and back.

Even though I sided with Build and disliked Poi no one truly won here.

Apo's own fans turned against him and flung racist, homophobic comments at him all because of a filter.

Regardless of what we feel about them, these are all real people who are involved.To make fun of their lives ,to joke at their expense isn't a morally superior thing to do.

What's the point in talking about 'justice', 'morals' and 'victims' if we dump the case the moment the tide turns?

I honestly had concrete beliefs too. I didn't even knowthat there was something called 'imperfect victims' until this case happened. I didn't realize that we have to give a voice to the victim ,(no matter how imperfect they are) first. That was my mistake.

Everyone who made documentations and discussions about it has abandoned it . People mocked Build for crying and now they are mocking Poi for what's happening to her. It's very clear that Poi needs medical intervention.

If Poi can be considered an imperfect victim so Build. If Build is innocent until proven guilty so is Poi.

This entire thing has become a nightmare .With more and more lives being ruined. The court of Public opinion is an extremely ruthless place and we all are a part of it.

What all these people have done might be inexcusable in someone's book but this situation should have been approached in a more humane way.

The court of Law forgives but The court of public opinion never does .The same people who stand by you will abandon you in a second.

There's one thing common in all these people involved ,they have all become social outcasts. We have pushed them out of society with no remorse.Because all of us ,from both sides decided to hate each other and drag all these people to hell.

Most of us just needed a scapegoat to hate .Now that Build seems to be the victim, Build has been replaced by Poi and the other people involved .

We all tried to force all these people to be picture perfect and when they don't fulfill it we get angry.

Build,Poi and everyone involved will have to live with this until they die. There's no escape for them.

At the end of the day everyone including me were complicit in spreading hatred and anger and dividing ourselves and expelling all these people.

I should have looked at this case in a humane manner ,but I failed to do so. We can find their actions inexcusable but they are inevitably paying for everything that they have done.

Degrading ,mocking ,rejoicing about their downfall is not the way to go in my opinion.But then again how can I talk about morality when I myself am not a good person?

This actually showed me that people truly don't care about things like justice and the victim .They will care only care if it affects them. That's the reality and human nature. They will discard the person the moment the victim becomes the defendant.

I am no better either.

The truth is a bitter pill to swallow,but I can accept it when I am wrong.

Poi,Build and the other 3 kids are a product of their society. Their experiences would have shaped them to take all those decisions that they took. They are all imperfect. They are all human.We don't care about the real issue here.

But people can't be imperfect right? Everyone has to be perfect right?

It's easy to mock them right?

It's easy to ignore these problems right?

Build's tears are crocodile tears because he's a devil and not human enough to cry, am I right?

Poi shouldn't be sympathized with because she is crazy and delusional right ?

Those children and their parents should be shamed and mocked because they committed crimes right ?

It's easy ignore their struggles and not care because they no longer matter to us right?

We only need them as scapegoats just to hate them right ?

It's fun to see them dragged to hell right?

Degrading them, Dehumanizing them , sensationalizing this whole situation,dropping them when we can no longer seem to care , Ignoring how they feel because they are wrong feels good right ?

Let's not give them a voice because they are monsters right?

Their feelings don't matter anymore because we hate them.

How we failed them all. It took me a long while to accept this all but this is the bitter reality .And I was complicit in it as well. So I am no better .

BUILD RESIGNED LMAO

[beyondtheindigosky]

Qijiu with slight Bingjiu  -sorta r18-

Shen Jiu doesn’t believe Yue Qingyuan is dead. This is the only reason he puts up with Luo Binghe’s bullshit. Because, if Yue Qingyuan was truly dead, then the little beast would surely boast about it. But he hasn’t. Yet. 

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Pairing: Bingjiu, CW: stalking, explicit sex (no non-con)

Shen Jiu has a stalker. He wouldn't care if his stalker was subtle about it but he's really the opposite. Everywhere he goes, Luo Binghe is there, smiling and acting as if it's a complete coincidence.

His patience threatens to run out when Binghe shows up at his workplace. It's gone completely when he comes home one day and there's a homecooked meal on his kitchen table together with a note that says: I love you<3

That is when Shen Jiu has enough. "Oh? You love me?" he thinks. "Let's see for how long..." It was easy to grow obsessed with the facade he presents to the world. But no obsession could survive his real personality.

He proceeds to make Binghe's life hell. "Accidentally" dropping his drink on him in public, every time he gets too close. Calling the police about the trespasser who keeps trying to break in, every time he sees him around his house. Wearing high heels so he can drive the heel into Binghe's foot. Acting as if Binghe is trying to rob him when he doesn't leave Shen Jiu alone. Calling him every insult under the sun and targeting his insecurities specifically.

He's waiting for Binghe to break, to reveal the ugly truth underneath the kind and attentive facade. But, no matter how much he pushes and snaps and makes problems for him, Binghe stays kind. Every day, there's a home-cooked meal in front of his door, coffee delivered to his office, his flat mysteriously cleaned and Binghe always around.

It can't go on like this, Shen Jiu has to do something to end all of this.

The opportunity comes at a work meeting. Shen Jiu's company is making a deal with Luo Binghe's company and the two meet officially this time, representing their respective companies in the business negotiations.

And, in front of all their subordinates, he tears Luo Binghe down, criticizing everything about him and utterly destroying the deal. After the meeting, he deliberately walks into an empty alley next to the building, putting himself in a prime kidnapping position.

Oh, and Luo Binghe is angry. He follows and screams at him. Gleefully, Shen Jiu waits for it to happen, for Binghe to break and hit, kidnap, and assault him. At this point, he doesn't even care about stopping it anymore. He just wants to be proven right.

But Luo Binghe... doesn't. Oh sure, he's angry, he's yelling, but when he's done, he looks more disappointed and sad than dangerous. And then he leaves, without doing anything else. Shen Jiu is left standing there.

The stalking stops. In fact, he stops seeing Binghe at all. No more coffee, no more meals left in front of his door, no more home invasions. No beast panting after him. Shen Jiu is glad! Of course he is! Relieved even, that his stalker is gone. That's exactly what he wanted.

Except, he can't quite convince himself of that. A week goes by. A week of having his peace, of returning to his old life. Shen Jiu... doesn't enjoy it. He tries really hard, but the silence is so loud suddenly and he keeps turning around, expecting someone behind him only to feel disappointed when no one is.

And then, after a week, he opens his door to go to work and there's a homecooked meal standing in front of it. When he sees it, he leans against the door frame and sighs. And all the fight goes out of him.

The next time Luo Binghe shows up in his periphery, Shen Jiu grabs him by his lapels and drags him home. Binghe stumbles along until he releases him in front of his door. "Might as well come in," he says and leaves the door open.

And that's how Shen Jiu ends up adopting the puppy. It's hard work to house train him, but at least he makes himself useful. And well, he grows fond of him. Reluctantly.

Of course, Shen Jiu is still acerbic, he still scratches and hisses and digs his long nails into Binghe's shoulders. But Binghe doesn't seem to mind. He's happy to have his attention, even when it hurts.

And well, sometime later, he finds out that Binghe is also very useful in the bedroom (and on the couch and in the shower and on the table). He has a huge cock and loves it when Shen Jiu collars and leashes him and uses him like a dildo.

For his part, he finds it a lot easier to show affection when he makes Binghe crawl and eat him out and suck him off for hours. Shutting him up is also easier when you can tie him up and sit on his face.

All in all, Shen Jiu is quite satisfied with the arrangement they have.