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EVERYBODY SAY "THANK YOU" CHATTER

THANK YOU CHATTER

Phil: [Reading chat] "Missa said he wanted to play Mario Party with you." When???

Phil: [Reading chat] "In Squidcraft"? No mames. [Reading chat] "He said it but the mic didn't work" I swear to god– Ok, I'll message him.

Phil talks about following up with Missa about playing Mario Party together!

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Guys, I figured out why they barely hung out this year

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Devotion Amidst Conflict: A Pissa Essay

This essay is gonna be talking about Pissa and how Squidcraft put a spotlight on the ship and dynamic. And why exactly does everyone adore them so much? The first point is that Squidcraft is purgatory 2.0 for the two of them. From first look the clear comparisons are obvious; both are very intense and competitive events.

But the main point I’m making is how Squidcraft and Purgatory mirrored each other in terms of their dynamic. In purgatory, both refused to hurt each other. Numerous times Phil commented he won’t hurt Missa. And canonically once Missa knew he was against Phil he just left. They are devoted without question to each other. The sun can’t be forced to hurt his moon and versa. Especially because Phil knows Missa like his own wings. He knows him like he knows himself. Of course he would rather die in Purgatory than risk being the one to kill Missa.

Which comes to the recent Squidcraft. Not only did Missa and Philza make it canon, their cubitos are the same as the ones on Qsmp. But this trend continues on and I even say stronger.

Absence makes the heart more protective.

Philza and Missa are again in a place where conflict is bountiful and death is plenty. Missa and Phil are both in the same conundrum where neither wants to hurt the other. How I see it though is Philza holds guilt over his point of view lack of care during purgatory. He in his view abandoned Missa. He could have tried harder. He could have been there. The two events are mirrors in my point of view. And it shows Philza's growth of care and love for Missa. And it’s key to understanding the ever growing dynamic and ship.

Philza canonized the cubitos as the same ones from Qsmp whether it’s a full on chronological continuation or some nightmare you can headcanon as you like. The fact is I’m using that as a basis of dissecting their dynamic in Squidcraft. It’s the natural progression of the cubitos relationship following QSMP.

Now let’s get into what exactly happened during Squidcraft. Phil and Missa are legit soulmates. They literally found each other first thing when they woke up! Actually meant to be! True eclipse! And that’s when we learn.

Absence really makes the love stronger.

One second in and Philza is already so protective and downright obsessed. “I follow you to the ends of the earth. He's not meant to hear that. ” Philza casually says this romantic line barely a minute after seeing Missa.

Their dynamic has shifted. Philza is way more obsessive. Also it’s very cute how Missa's habit of flirting with him in Spanish got flipped on its head. We also got a full confession!

“I wish I could tell you how much I love you and I don’t want you to see you die”.

Phil just wants to be around his Missa without any danger and to hear him laugh and bask in his presence. Many think Phil is the sun but it’s so clear to me that Missa is actually the sun. He brings light to Philzas' darkened days and he wants Missa to be safe! He doesn’t want to fail Missa any more. He wants to just be with Missa in any capacity. He is tired of waiting and of second guessing. He wants to protect his husband's smile.

There even comes a time during the day where Missa full on whimpers “If you find me you can kill me” and Bbh is like “I wasn’t planning but now I’m considering it” only for Phil to practically GROWL.

“YOU STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM MISSA”

He never forgot the torture BBH inflicted on his Missa. No one can hurt his husband. Doesn’t matter if both are trapped within a death game. Missa is always off limits.

This isn’t to say it’s one-sided! Missa on his end was just as obsessive and downright possessive. Missa missed his husband so much. And he is so clingy and happy whenever he manages to find him. The two of them were on something else! They really stole the spotlight of the first day in my opinion. It was really fate that Philza first face he saw was the face of his reaper. Missa will always be someone he can trust wholeheartedly. Once Philza gives someone his heart. The person has his utmost loyalty. Missa even managed to sneak a kiss which makes me think the crow is so used to Missa presence because Missa is his safety.

BUT WELL, WE ALL KNOW WHAT HAPPENED.

Philza failed the one mission he did not want to fail. Missa dies. Philza thought the people around him wanted to protect the only good thing about this game of life. And Philza practically screams to the heavens. He has failed Missa again! The one moment Missa was out of his sight he bled out. He can only be angry at himself.

He should have found him. He should have tried to run to him even blinded in the dark. He should have been there for him. He screams until hoarse and until morning. His wings, his solace, and his sun. Gone. Taken. Philza sinks into a deep depression. He doesn’t want to fight anymore. He just wants Missa back by his side.

He needs Missa. His actual life has no meaning without him. The time between their reunions has made the steady flame into an ever burning fire. They are two halves of the same whole. Only complete when they are both together. And Philza knows that Missa would want him to save someone so he swears an oath to do so.

“I will whisper under my breath, ‘for you Missa’ and die”

Now onto day 2 of Squidcraft, to summarize Philza is definitely not coping without his sun. Without his Missa. Without his Reaper. Without his Wet Cat. Immediately he comes out with, wanting to die for Missa. That he has lost complete and utter motivation in this game without him. That his mission is to literally die protecting someone so he can be with Missa in hell. This comes to Philza and Phillip introduction. Both are men that Missa care a lot for and they sorta bond. They both lost a very important person to them. It’s literally only through Phillip telling him they both gotta do it for Missa. I see their dynamic as more both using the other as an emotional crutch than anything preferably more romantic leaning because of the fact they miss Missa so much.

Next on day 3 of Squidcraft, we have Phil again reiterating that his sole purpose is to die so he can join his love in hell. Which brings up the fact that Phil wants to die for Missa. While Phillip notoriously keeps mentioning they have to survive and win for Missa. Phil finds no reason to continue being in such a horrible place without the calming presence of his beloved. Phil is always his worst self without Missa to make him laugh. And Philza fully used Phillip as a way to cope with such intense and painful loss. And he failed again. He wants to die and reunite with his love. Why does he keep living when he wants to stop and see his Missa again.

At Least he has the solace that Missa will never stay dead. He is a reaper after all. He will always come back. But Phil still feels he failed him. He may come back but Philza never wants him to feel any pain if he can help it. Just because Missa can’t die doesn’t mean he can’t feel pain. And all Phil wants and desires for Missa is to be safe and happy. Hopefully with him.

Then on day 4, we have Phil fully embracing his depression even with his stream being titled “Why does everyone I love keep dying???”. I am personally taking this as Philza's inner thoughts. He didn’t want to live without his husband. And his coping mechanism died but like a phoenix from the flames, Phillip came back. In fact he said it was because of Missa.

"I saw missa, I saw him, he looked me in the eyes and said IT IS NOT YOUR TIME!"

As a reaper Missa knew it wasn’t time for Phillip to join him down there. Missa always knew Phillip and Phil would all eventually come to him. He just needed to wait. And it happens just like Missa knew it would. The Crow fell.

“It's ok chat, we'll go see missa now. We couldn't do it for missa. It's okay. We gonna go see Missa"

All he wanted was to see Missa again. And he was right there waiting for him. Just like Phillip said. Missa can be patient and if the Crow crushed him in a hug who knows. After all, “We were waiting for you Philza”.

In summary, they are devoted almost to the point of devotion. They just want to bask in each other's presence and see each other smile. Only for so long could Phil survive without his other half. And now Phil is in hell holding his love in arms. They will always come back to each other no matter what. Nothing can break them apart.

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Can you imagine being so obsessed with some guy that you're ready to sacrifice yourself for him, but then he dies first so you lose your will to live and keep going just to sacrifice yourself for somebody, but in a process whisper a name of that guy so you'd sacrifice yourself in his name

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Welcome Philip to Phil's whore collection, you can join to Fit, Etoiles, Cellbit and other men from QSMP and more

Aka coping mechanism with not having Missa around

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that was all Squidcraft3 episode 1, right? nothing more

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"Hi this is mafer and she is my girlfriend- BUT IT DOESNT CHANGE ANYTHING BETWEEN US PHILZA!"

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if missa does get revived tho along with fit. We can just say Phil and pac had nightmares:)

Bros got ptsd from Purgatory, that's canon now

If they will get revived I can only imagine how clingy both Phil and Pac will get

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ppl did say there is a high chance that missa could be revived, admins are reviewing his death bc of the server crash.

Yeah, know that and really praying for it

CAUSE PHIL LITERALLY SAID HAI CHARACTER DOESN'T HAVE ANYTHING TO LIVE FOR NOW

Also it's just not fair to separate our dads while they couldn't even communicate normally due to broken voice mode

Also I saw few moments when Missa was just taking damage with no reason tho there was nobody around (not sure because it was too dark) so many deaths and damage taken could be a bug

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Being dramatic in the middle of the night, that's me

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Food is in cooking o7

Gonna milk every bit from those 5 minutes of them being together

Pissa Nation listen up, we ride at dawn. Flood the gates, flood the tags, fanart, fics, txt posts, the whole fucking arsenal. BOMBARD THE TAGS WITH PISSA. Gather EVERY SINGLE Pissa moment that has transpired, collect it all. The clips, the moments, the quotes, EVERYTHING. Idgaf what you do with it, draw it, make a one shot for it, ramble about it, somebody grab Rainbow to make fuckin essay about the fucking obsession they've displayed today. Mark the fucking calendar, NOVEMBER 12-13.

PISSA NATION! WE RIDE!!!

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Damn, Philza made it his GOAL to be gay and protective over Missa for the whole game

He literally can't shut up about it

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"Phil, this is Mafer, my girlfriend- but it doesn't change anything!"

*Missa kissing Phil when he's trying to fix his voice*

And, of course, Missa is as normal as always too

"I was about to say him that I'm gonna sacrifice myself!.... Probably for him..."

"I'm following you till the end of the earth. It's fine, I'm muted, he's not meant to hear that"

"I'm protecting Missa with my life"

Phil, as always, is very normal about Missa

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"I was about to say him that I'm gonna sacrifice myself!.... Probably for him..."

"I'm following you till the end of the earth. It's fine, I'm muted, he's not meant to hear that"

"I'm protecting Missa with my life"

Phil, as always, is very normal about Missa

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"I was about to say I'm gonna sacrifice myself!.... Probably for him..."

DID I HEAR IT RIGHT!?

DID I FUCKING HEAR IT RIGHT!????!?!

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WHEN I TELL YOU THAT IHAVE BECOME UNWELL I FUCKIBNG MEAN IT! FIRST IT'S FINDING OUT THAT MISSA IS JOINING SQUID CRAFT, THEN IT'S THE NEW CRUMBS THAT PHIL LEFT IN THE FUCKIN STREAM--

"I don't have a brazillian boyfriend, I have a mexican boyfriend"

AND THEN THE NOTIFICATION THAT PHIL IS ALSO INVITED TO SQUID GAMES-- PISSA NATION CAN YOU FUCKING HEAR ME!? WE ARE BACK! WE ARE SO FUCKING BACK! OUR FATHERS ARE COMING HOME WITH THE MILK!

I can her the heavens crying chat- ew hearing Phil with american accent is terrifying- I CAN HEAR THE FUCKING HEAVENS-- MEXICAN BOYFRIEND- FUCKING MEXICAN BOYFRIEND-- HE CORRECTED CHAT-

"Get it right!"

Motherfucker I will choke yo fuckin neck off omfg you son of a- AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

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I just came here to say I love how you draw Missa and phil

I’m excited for squidcraft

if one of them dies on the first day I swear Missa or Phil seeing the other or other ppl due to the relation of death lol

It's been almost 300 days man...

They thought we'll die before we get next reunion, but her we are

Can't wait for QSMP2 I mean Squidgames 3