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“The worst loneliness is not to be comfortable with yourself.”
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Mark Twain
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but if i dont see immediate results for my efforts ill die
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I think one if the saddest things is when you don’t want anything anymore. You’re not in despair, you know you’re not alone, you know it can get better, but you dont want any of it. You’re just tired of living. I’m not sure if anyone can really help at that point.
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Those are fucked up years.
If you go to a restaurant and order just a salad instead of a fat burger they will tell you "aren't you one of those girl obsessed with food, ain't you?"
If you check out the calories, you're weird.
If you check out your weight daily and you want to be skinny, you're hooked with your physical appearance are you're a superficial person.
"Your weight doesn't defines your worth and beauty" they say while giving us diet pills, 0 calories food and drinks, drastic diets to lose weight and XS t-shirts and if you're not an anorexic or a child you have to check an another specific shop for "curvy girls".
How many times they toke away food right from under your eyes just because "you need to lose weight" as if they were actually doing something good to you?
And how many times you refused to eat and they said nothing but the look in their eyes was full of pride?
You're all disgusted by the sight of a fat person eating so you won't see me eating anymore. I will make you proud, will make you all proud of me.
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self-care instruction manual
forgive yourself : it’s okay if you didn’t wake up early, go for a run, or finish that assignment. you’re only human
start slow : don’t set your expectations too high when you’re just starting off
keep learning : getting to where you want to be is a process. don’t expect perfection overnight
be kind to yourself : you’ll make mistakes along the way, but don’t let that stop you
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7 steps to follow before you binge:
Stand up. Look in the mirror, put a hand on a section of fat and close your eyes. Breathe in and imagine that inhaling sucks the fat away. Open your eyes and continue to step 2.
Go into the bathroom and turn on super cold water. Wash your hands with soap. Get under your nails.
Turn the water to warm, start washing your face. Really lather into your skin and imagine the silky smooth, sun-kissed skin that you’ll have once you’re skinny.
Now, apply all your best skincare products. Toner, lotion, etc... and imagine yourself as a beauty YouTuber. Imagine teaching millions of people your skincare routine. No one wants to watch a fat beauty guru, so make them proud.
Apply your best lip-balm. Apply it heavy. Now think about how the greasy calories will clog your pores. Imagine smearing a disgusting, salty, greasy meal into your face. Imagine the breakouts.
Grab a glass of water, Diet Coke, tea, etc... and sip on it while posing in the mirror. Pose like you’re wearing a thin, white sundress and mingling at a garden party. EVERYONE there wants to be you, or have you.
Lay down in bed. Go on Instagram and look up your crush. Scroll through their pictures and tagged photos. Do you really think they would want to be with someone like you? Not now. But if you wake up thinner tomorrow, you’re one step closer to being someone that they would want. Someone that they would crave.
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Even at my skinniest (9th grade, 120 lbs) I still thought I was fat.
I remember telling my best friend I had thunder thighs. And her laughing, trying to tell me I was nowhere near fat.
Reblog if you have NEVER seen yourself as skinny even if you actually were/are. I hope this doesn’t get too many notes, but if it does, hey at least we’re in the same boat?…
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i’m literally so close to my first goal weight please god help me get into the 80’s this week 💀
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screw ana i'm calling my eating disorder papyrus
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Why I Do It
🌸To wear grunge clothes and not look homeless
🌸To wear the littlest dresses and skirts and crop tops
🌸To be the hot queer alt girl, and not the fat weird chick
🌸To be a Suicide Girl
🌸So my coworkers think I’m dainty and strong as fuck for lifting what I do, and stop asking why I’m fat
🌸To walk into the bridal shop and know I’ll fit into any dress.
🌸So my wedding photos aren’t horrific
🌸Wearing little cute tank tops and shorts to gym instead of an oversized tee shirt and yoga pants
🌸To be short AND little. No more plus size petite clothes that never fit right.
🌸JEANS. THAT. FIT. WELL.
🌸Not being ashamed during sex. Wearing lingerie that always looks great instead of keeping a shirt on!
🌸No chub rub!
🌸So I won’t be afraid of the scale at the doctors!
🌸So people don’t blame my chronic illness on being fat and lazy! Being allowed to have flare ups and sick days and everybody understands and feels bad, instead of blaming me.
🌸So that my dog weighs more than me
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someone, looking at my very obvious self harm scars: woah where did you get those!
me:
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