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Jean saying “I am sorry about your dog” was wild work. Jean thinking about the loss of Barkbark BEFORE Jeremy did was wild work. Jer trying to hide his sadness and saying “are you? I thought you hated him” only for Jean to come back immediately and say “you didn’t” like it was all that mattered was WILD WORK!

mister b gave jean a bit of comfort whenever jeremy wasn’t present you cannot convince me otherwise

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Andrew said “I’ll always protect you” and Neil is so fucking annoying he said “bet” and continuously tried to call his bluff.

anyway this is me telling you Neil routinely does random trust falls on Andrew, because it’s a win win scenario for him. Either Andrew catches him and Neil gets to feel cared for or Andrew lets him fall and Neil gets to be insufferable about it for a week.

After the tenth one Andrew is sick of it and tells Kevin to tell Neil off but Kevin thinks it’s a good test of his reflexes and let’s Neil continue.

Andrew always catches him tho, just to prove the point he keeps his word. He stops Neil’s fall, waits a second or two and once he feels he’s made his point, let’s Neil fall the remaining two feet to the ground. Because I love you but fuck you

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andrew minyard and the realization of just how much space neil has taken in his life during his first year as a pro-player.

waking up in an empty bed, going on a drive alone after a nightmare, feeling like it’s useless to talk when the only person that understands him isn’t there.

missing his dry humor, his witty mouth, the feeling of their bodies melting into each other, their lips burning together. but also craving stuff he never thought he’d miss: a warm touch of a hand against his; a kiss to his hair while watching the stars; blue eyes reading into his soul and not once shying away from it; russian words whispering secrets and asking for nothing in return.

andrew minyard and the understanding that there’s absolutely no way back from neil josten

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jean moreau

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soft mornings 🌅

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I swear the only thing funnier than Kevin and Jean in-canon being Jeremy Knox fanboys is the fact that Jeremy DOESN’T KNOW. It’s been an ongoing thing for YEARS and he has no clue

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Another allison drawing became shes just too perfect

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Renee and Jean mean so much to me

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Neil josten with DID

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Jerejean's two dogs (I know Kevin fought hard for that bed)

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LAILA AND CAT MY BABIESS

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Été avec toi.

Happy kevjean thursday <3

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They will need a new captain soon

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👁👁

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there is smth beautiful about Andrew not trusting Neil when he has this whole quiet boy persona act on, and the more Neil starts to be the instigator he was born to be Andrew falls for him

Andrew watched Neil slowly let the mask slip down and watched him act more and more like a fucking freak only to then essentially go “big fan of your dysfunction”

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haunting the narrative but it’s the kandreil crumbs that made it into the book

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just gagged at the realization that we'll see jean from kevin's point of view