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Severance, 2.10: Cold Harbor // A Midsummer Night’s Dream, William Shakespeare

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running errands like kurt vonnegut

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SISYPHUS GETS A 9 TO 5

[spoilers for all of severance season 1. words by northernlion, brain worms by me]

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getting reinvested in all of my old hyperfixations just to demonstrate my lack of growth. i am the same person i was at twelve years old etc.

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all i wanna do is lie in the sun!!!! read my books!!!! daydream about fictional scenarios!!!!! love without fear of abandonment!!!!!! smell like vanilla!!!!!!! cry over great poetry!!!!! sit on the grass for hours on end!!!!! not care about how others perceive me!!!!!! find god in the smallest of things!!!!! be free of guilt and shame!!!!

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My brain doesn’t work the way capitalism wants it to. I crave a ton of closeness and quality time. I cook more and eat better when I have a partner to feed. I’m happier and more functional when there’s someone around to remind me to go on a walk and take a shower. My deepest, most abiding fantasies involve weaving my own life into a partner’s to a non-normative degree.[...] My longing for closeness borders on the transgressive. And I am disabled by society’s expectation that I do absolutely everything on my own.

- from Thoughts on Jessica Fern’s Polysecure by Devon Price.

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We love moods especially the big kind @jesthekid

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Julien Baker performing with Boygenius at the Hollywood Bowl in LA via tstytimezefronk on twitter!

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every time i start to feel cringe for being too deep in the hyperfixation i remember the intense depression i have waded through and have to remind myself that enjoyment is fleeting (so grab it with both hands), and life is for loving (so hold that love close), and if anyone thinks i’m cringe they must not be having a very good time (and i hope they can find a good time soon).

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DARK (2017-2020) dir Baran bo Odar

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she’s fucking unkillable

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watched banshees of inisherin again

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“How else would God speak to me, if not through my imagination?“ — Jeanne d'Arc (Joan of Arc) x

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2023

1. COMMIT TO THE BIT

2. PARTAKE IN THE DIVINE ACT OF CREATION

3. LET THE SOFT ANIMAL THAT IS YOUR BODY LOVE WHAT IT LOVES