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fuck it, i'm deleting this app from my phone.

i'm not deleting my account and i might still log on through my computer from time to time, but expect to see me a lot less.

the rampant antisemitism i see here every day is really taking a toll on my mental health, and i've decided it's best for me to just step away for a while.

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It's Rita. We're done here for now

I'm sure everyone's heard by now that something's happened at least so I'll try keep it short [lie]. This post is a rough explanation and not a defense, if mutuals want to add evidence of what I claim then please do so, I will have a note to friends at the end, feel free to skip to that 🧡🤎

I got terminated on predstrogen due to mass false reports about sexually explicit content, I had evidence of these mass false reports, and when I asked support for help they stated "As you know, you posted sexually explicit content and additionally harrassed people"

My issue isn't with the account termination, it's the double standard around it

I've had multiple accounts. The first (madhopz) was terminated for content on sideblogs when I was doing sex work and I know I won't get it back. The second (sadhopz) was targetted by lolcow forums, and took half a year to get back, only once I humiliated myself to support by screenshotting and documenting what they were saying about me and sharing images of me. The third (predstrogen) I mentioned and I'll get back to, but I was never emailed to explain why the fourth (Avewy/Predesterone) was terminated. All we know is that it was right after the CEO got upset with me, I broke no rules and said no one should attack anyone, I posted no explicit content, none.

A man twice my age and worth $400,000,000 threatened to call the cops on a trans woman online, and then deleted me when I mentioned this

To add insult to injury, he refused to call me "she" the entire time, referring to me as "they" and backpedalling to vaguely refer to me as The Account. I'm a fucking person, and you know that by threatening to pin the cops on me. Eventually even slipping and calling me "it" before respecting the womanhood of the person he would gladly talk about and "make an exception for"

My complaint to his post was that he says I was banned for harrassment, which is a lie. I was banned for mass false reports of sexual content, despite having been told by staff directly a month prior that my blog does not break that rule, and have had people admit to collaborating on reports. But my biggest issue is that even if I was banned for harrassment, then what did they do about my own harrassment?

They did fuck all and told me my stalkers should not be removed from Tumblr

After banning me without a reason, I immediately got an email back about harrassment and stalking that I sent a support ticket about in December. They banned me twice before looking into this, and their conclusion was "we won't do a thing". These are people who have been on my ass all of last fucking year calling me a rapist and a pedophile, and they ignored it. Does that sound like a man who cares about harrassment on his site, or only when it happens to him?

After the ban on Predstrogen and I moved to Avewy, they were everywhere. Inbox messages claiming I was sending asks to children threatening to rape them, anonymous people stating they're our victim and are scared to speak out about what I did to them. It all only happened now. They've turned a blind eye and given these people a win. I saved it all in an #archive tag as proof if I was ever asked or got through to support, but that didn't happen when i was terminated without warning or reason

When Matt deleted me himself, he deleted everything I posted and saved as evidence for my situation. Anonymous asks slandering me, reblogs of people organising to get rid of me, my own documentation of what staff did, all of it was deleted with @avewy/@predesterone.

I don't want to be on this site anymore, I was happy all day today because I feel free without it. But I miss my accounts, because of all the memories with them. I don't want to use them, but I want @madhopz, @predstrogen, and @predesterone back so that all the times ive had with friends, lovers and strangers arent completely eradicated. Every single thing uploaded to Predstrogen is gone and marked mature now, even my face and identity, because this was a sexual content ban and not harrassment as they say. They found another reason after the fact

Give me my identity and my memories back

To all my friends and mutuals, thank you. Even people I've had falling-outs with have been nothing but kind and I want everyone to know I appreciate it. I saw every ask before deletion, I see how many people are on Discord. I can't keep up, but knowing you reached out at all means the world to me

I was happier today off this site than I have been in months. I'm not driving myself to breakdowns anymore by being on here, my mental and emotional state has been in ruins. Maybe I'll come back on this account, but for now I'm leaving it blank and still and moving on.

This post is incredibly meandering and too long, but I'm not trying to defend myself or document everything, I'm trying to make sure I say something to people I care for instead of disappearing, you deserve it. I'm doing well, please find me elsewhere.

My Twitter is mAD_h0PZ

My Cohost is Predstrogen

My BlueSky is predstrogen.bsky.social

My discord is Avewy, and my server is Public

My steam is mAD_hOPZ

Goodnight, thank you 🧡🤎

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you know how people say soup is round and so it's messed up to put it in a square tupperware? that's how I feel every time I see a square watch

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LOVE THIS GUY

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WHAT IS THE CHANTILLY LEOPARD????

the Chantilly Leopard, or "Leopard" as the Met Museum website calls it, is a soft-paste porcelain leopard sculpture from the Chantilly Porcelain Manufactory in France, made sometime between 1735 and 1740.

WHY AM I OBSESSED WITH IT????

i think it looks silly! i've seen it in person and it's eyes are absolutely different sizes and looking in different directions. it's expression can be compared that of a child informing their mother that they missed the bus, or perhaps someone who's stubbed their toe and is trying not to scream. it's somewhere between "kid on school picture day who doesn't know how to smile for a camera yet" and "grimace of barely restrained anguish."

whatever expression that face holds, it's compelled me ever since i first laid eyes upon it on September 8, 2022. that was the one single important thing to happen on that day, nothing else.

WHY DOES IT LOOK LIKE THAT???

like what :)?

BAD?

it looks bad because it's a bad copy of another sculpture! the Chantilly Manufactory specialized in imitations of ceramic works from Eastern countries such as China and Japan, and the Chantilly Leopard was no exception. i believe the original sculptures that it was based off of are the Two Tigers from late 17th century Japan, which are also on the Met Museum's website.

IF YOU KNOW WHAT THE ORIGINALS LOOKED LIKE, WHY DO YOU LIKE THE WORSE LOOKING COPY MORE?

i like leopards more than tigers, and more importantly, the copy is funnier.

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laios is like. that very specific kind of person that draws crazy muscle porn of tony the tiger mixed with the absolute most turbo autistic guy in your ap bio class and hes surrounded by beautiful men who want him painfully dead

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guy who doesn't take T and instead masculinizes himself through meditation

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ask not for who the willy wonks... it wonks for thee

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holy fuck why are goyim like this

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it doesn't! hope this helps :)

how does tumblr even work

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what is the nefarious webtoon we gotta know man

your mom

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Manitoulin Island quillboxes, with designs using only the natural colour. Porcupine quill embroidery (quillwork) on birchbark, trimmed with sweetgrass. From the collection of the Ojibwe Cultural Foundation. 1. Marina Recollet 2. Jean Mishibinijima 3. Delia Beboning 4. Josette Debassige 5. Marina Recollet (side view of #8) 6. Eric Beboning (side view of #7) 7. Eric Beboning 8. Marina Recollet

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wait ok this is actually one that has caused some contention before when I've talked to people about it. reblog and tag whether or not you check the weather prediction every day before going out

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Okay so I know it won't get as much traction as the original, but I though about it and want to see.

Clarification: with option 1, it's similar to what you imagine the fairy to be in the original poll. So if you imagine a small tinkerbell-like creature, then in this one a fairy is a tiny walrus with fairy wings. If you imagined a humanoid elf-like creature, then this fae is a regal-looking walrus with palpable magic aura; etc.

So whatever you imagined for the fairy is the same, but now looks like a walrus. Is your reaction the same? Are you more surprised to see a clearly magical walrus or a normal one?

The walrus in this question remains completely unchanged from the original.

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I’ve been joking that I’ve been haunted/possessed by the ghost of a fucked up medieval monk since childhood despite being raised an atheist. Recently I’ve started illustrating Brother Bartholomew the Nafty as the anthropomorphic personification of intrusive thoughts.

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i stg if I see one more post calling jewish people nazis I'm going to turn into a pillar of angry fire and start burning things down

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