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"Shite. Thank god for Mundungus Fletcher am I right everyone? Anyone?"

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lipstickandgossip:

“Oh, I’m absolutely mortified.” Rita muttered sarcastically. She narrowed her eyes, curious as to why Benjy would think she hadn’t seen the movies. “I have actually seen them, you know.”

“Really. I find that awfully fuckin hard to believe as Star Wars is about the most muggle thing I can think of and every other word out of your mouth to me amounts to ‘muggles are low class garbage and I wouldn’t touch anything muggle with a ten food pole’.” 

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joshuacavalli:

‘’My ‘someone-is-upset’ senses are tingling. It feels very peculiar, how else do you expect me to look at you?’’

“’m not upset. ‘M drunk. Here, you should join me, have some.”

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heylookitsremus:

“I wanted you and you wanted someone else, I got exactly what I deserved. He didn’t- fuck, Benj, I didn’t-I’m sorry, I really am. That’s awful, shit. You deserved better. I- you’ve always been the one who deserves better in this equation. I just- I’m used to getting hurt, it’s not new, you love him. I’m making my peace with that, I’m fucking trying, I just- you did enough. You’ve always done enough, I- was there… did I ever stand a chance? I know I’m not- I know I can’t compete, but, it’s stupid, it’s so fucking stupid, never mind. Just- fuck.”

“That’s not what you deserve. I shouldn’tve-I don’t know. His, fucking hell, his sister did something to him and now-Now he’s the same as he was before and I-fuck-I don’t know. I-No-No I'm really not, You deserve a lot more. Especially since you get hurt some much you need something good, something better. Is it-Is it bad that I might’ve-Never-Never mind. What-Oh-Oh Remus. Of course you did, honestly you were-He’d have killed you if you, or I had- had done anything. You did though, I’m sorry-I’m so sorry about what happened.” 

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lipstickandgossip:

“Really? You’re getting alcohol poisoning because the next Star Wars movie won’t be out for another 2 years? That I find hard to believe. However, don’t mistake my curiosity with caring.”

“Yep. The first one was just so amazing I don’t know how they’re going to top it. And where else am I gonna see Harrison Ford looking that good. If you’d seen it I’m sure you’d be just as distraught as I am.”

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lipstickandgossip:

Rita’s nose turned up at the thought of glugging down whatever was inside that flask. “I’ll pass.” She raised an eyebrow. “Is there any reason why you’re drinking yourself to death?” 

“Whatever, suit yourself,” Benjy shrugged and took a swig, “Cause the next Star Wars movie doesn’t come out for 2 years.”

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heylookitsremus:

“You know what I am, you know and you didn’t run away, and you’ve held me when I’ve cried and you think you’re no good? What kind of shite lies has your brain been feeding you? It wasn’t all for nothing. You changed him. He knew, he knew and he never touched me, never fucking look my way, who’s benefit was that for, huh? Because it sure as hell wasn’t mine. He let me live with the fact that he could kiss you and I couldn’t, but he also never pushed me down the stairs. And if you think you’ve never done a goddamn thing for  me than I guess I ought to reevaluate our whole fucking relationship, because it’s been you saving me since day one.”

“You deserved more than that. You should’ve gotten better. It was, he’s not-God, fuck the last time I saw him he didn’t even remember my fucking name. And now he’s back in that house with his-With everything, I couldn’t-I didn’t do anything-And it was hurting you, doing al that, it did hurt you and I knew you were hurting and I just-I didn’t do enough though.”

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lipstickandgossip:

“The look I’m giving you isn’t one of disapproval, Benjy. You and I both know I couldn’t care less about how you spend your miserable days.”

“I normally wouldn’t turn down a drink, either, but who knows what sort of cheap concoction you’ve put into that thing?” 

“So you want some then. Oh don’t worry. Nothing cheap, it’s entirely liquified heroin. Here take it.” 

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brilliant-evans:

“I know you’re an adult, but it doesn’t mean you can during the day on school grounds.” Lily frowned a little, taking the flask. 

“Can I at least keep the flask. ‘S important. You can dump it out if you want.”

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heylookitsremus:

“You think I want to throw you away? That’s what you think I want? Jesus, Benjy, what the crap? You know how I feel about you, you fucking know.”

“Don’t-Don’t, please-I know you don’t want it but it’s-It’s better for you to just get rid of me. God-Fuck Remus you know that I’m no good. You know that. I-Fuck. I couldn’t stop you from-from getting hurt last year. I couldn’t stop any of you from getting hurt. And I couldn’t-With him-I didn’t-I tried, I tried so fucking hard and it was all for nothing-All that time, everything for fucking nothing-And you needed better but-But- Fuck I couldn’t do a thing. I can’t do a damn thing for anyone. I’m sorry.”

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brilliant-evans:

“Look, I get that seventh year is tough, but you’re going to need to hand that over. Better I catch you than McGonagall or Flitwick, yeah?”

“But like... I can have this can’t I? ‘M an adult.”

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heylookitsremus:

“Bullshit. Benj, god, I just- Why are you doing this, he’s- he’s gone Benjy, Carrow’s gone, and I’m sorry it ended like shit but throwing yourself away like this won’t do you any good.”

“I know he’s gone. I’m very much aware of that fact. Look-God-That’s not-It’ll probably do you some good though.”

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heylookitsremus:

“What are you doing, Benjy? Why are you- doing this?”

“’Cause it tastes good.”

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heylookitsremus:

“Maybe if you don’t want me to look at you like that, you should stop drinking.”

“I-Why-I don’t-Fine. Fine I’ll put it down. There.” 

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“What-Oh, c’mon, please don’t look at me like that. Unless you want some then-Fuck it. Whatever.”

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heylookitsremus:

Now that I’m a whole person again, who wants to do something?

Please. Please.

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lipstickandgossip:

Benjy’s comment made Rita think back to the letter her parents had sent her, reminding her of the harsh words written about her. ‘Sorry excuse for a daughter.’ The words stung and before she knew it, Rita’s hand was clenched tightly around her wand, which was aimed directly at Benjy. She didn’t hesitate to cast a stinging hex, wanting the boy to feel the same sting that she had just felt as a result of his words.

The stinging hex caught Benjy in the back as he headed for the door, "Dammit," He hissed as the pain spread out across the area where the spell hit him, "God fuck, Rita. Christ," He hissed, turning around, facing her. His wand was stil in his pocket, fuck, maybe it was in his dorm. Wasn't like it fucking mattered was it.