Hello, I’m Allyson Marie. And this is my chronic illness blog. This is (hopefully) my temporary blog. The original bendycripple blog got terminated for no reason in the “tumblr purge” I’m hopping to get it back. But feel free to follow me here for the same content.
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Guys!!! They restored my usual account!
You can now find me on my real blog, which is just bendycripple.
Thanks y’all!
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Just wanted to congratulate you on persevering and finding a cleaner. :) Hiring people to do things, making the parameters clear, and letting them into your home is HARD. I admire you for sticking with it better than I've done.
Hey thanks. My dad hired them actually, but yeah, they’ll be here today around 1pm. I’m anxious about it because it’s so embaracing. But it will be so good for me once it’s clean.
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Early to bed tonight because tomorrow I have a big busy day:
•I have an appointment with dr. Bender about my port which is malfunctioning. I’m having an X-ray and an ultrasound. And if it’s necessary and if I’m eligible, TPA.
•I have bureaucratic crap to do at the bank tomorrow afternoon.
•then after that, I have a super major deep clean happening (with help).
•after all of that I will be exhausted. So reading and coloring. Major self care time.
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measuring ur hand against someone else’s is top notch romance
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Wow i love this library at New York City!
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MUGGLE!!!
A hogwarts house is not a personality trait sis
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What a great time to remember disabled LGBT people exist and should be loved.
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Whenever I think I’m uncool I remember I have several medical documents declaring that I am, in fact, Sick AF™
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My meal plan calls for a coffee or tea at night, tonight I chose coffee, fancy coffee! Which is a reach for me with ED, but I’m trying to enjoy the good things and not worry about counting the values of food.
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A: See you in hell.
B: Are you asking me on a date? I accept.
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I just went against my ED brain
And ordered an iced coffee from mc Donald’s. I just need a little boost and coffee is the best way to do it. It’s a mocha so there’s callories in it. More than black coffee. But I need to push myself if I push myself I’ll be a little below my goal calorie intake (as per TEP) which is 1,200 cal. I did better today than yesterday. But I’m still purging everything and I only ate once today.
#bendycripple#the emily program#eating disorder#anorexia#EDNOS#OSFED#bulimiia#ED TW#purging#calories
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I never want my negative thoughts to overshadow the incredible things I am lucky enough to have in my life. I never want to take anything for granted.
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That One Symptom™: *emerges from the darkness, snapping its fingers rhythmically*
Me: Oh boy here we fucking go
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