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I’ve seen a lot of posts on my dash tonight about users who are threatening suicide, with other Tumblr members posting in effort to try to get ahold of them. I think you all should see this:

IF THERE IS EVER A TUMBLR USER WHO HAS POSTED A GOOD-BYE MESSAGE, SUICIDE NOTE, VIDEO, OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT, PLEASE FOLLOW THIS POST.

1. Scroll to the top of your dashboard.

2. See the circular question mark icon at the top? It’s the third one over from your home symbol. Click on that, and a screen similar to the one in the picture will come up.

3. Where you can type in questions, the box with the magnifying glass at the top, type in the word “suicide.”

4. Click on the first link that shows up. It should say, “Pass the URL of the blog on to us.”

5. Type in the user’s URL and tell Tumblr admin that the user is contemplating suicide and has posted a message indicating that they are going through with it or will be attempting. Hit send! Tumblr administration will perform a number of actions to contact the user and take the necessary steps to prevent the suicide.

TUMBLR: THIS COULD SAVE A USER’S LIFE. PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE SUICIDE THREATS.

Reblog this to keep other users aware. Suicide isn’t a joke, and neither is someone’s life. If you didn’t know this, someone else may not, either. Pass it on.

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I learned something this week. Or solidifies something for me.

I completely ruined a customers electronic this week. Like smoke and fire. I was so worried and stressed about losing my job, and not for the fact of losing my job. Like yeah I was upset over that but it was more than that. I spend 20 minutes of my lunch in the bathroom sobbing. The type of crying that triggers your gag reflex and makes everything I ate the first 20 come back up.

In the bathroom I realized that I absolutely, under no condition could I go back to the situation I am just starting to get myself out of. I refused. It was hell, and the only second time I had been so badly depressed I dont remember much of.

So I came up with a solution, one that I had visited before... Yeah that one. Suicide.

The fact that that was the conclusion that I came to. That where I live and the people that I live with are so absolutely controlling and abusive that my mind went there. That was the only escape. That fact I have known for a while. But for fucks sake.

I shouldn't have been so terrified of returning to that situation that twenty minutes of crying in my work bathroom to push me to that end, and just allow me to just off the edge.

Family shouldn't do that to you, but yet here mine is. Torturing my mental health everyday.

Edit: It has been a few days since I originally wrote the first part of my post. I got written up at work, and that has been the end. Now I am back to the game plan i had before all of this happened. Moving out/away from my family. I don't want to be in that situation anymore, and I have know that for a long time. But at least I am saving my money for an apartment to do that, instead of trying to end my life. Back on track.

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The aesthetic cat

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Fifteen hundred people went into the sea when Titanic sank from under us. There were twenty boats floating nearby and only one came back. One. Six were saved from the water, myself included. Six out of fifteen hundred. Afterward, the seven hundred people in the boats had nothing to do but wait. Wait to die, wait to live, wait for an absolution that would never come.

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Just gonna leave this here

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je te rêve encore 

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Emilia Clarke for Dolce & Gabbana // 2019.

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aimless efforts

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Concept:

A horror comedy about a pizza delivery guy who has to deliver several last minute pizzas on the graveyard shift. The gimmick is that each house he visits is in the middle of another horror movie. Like, the first house has a serial killer chasing the guests, the next house is in a zombie outbreak, the next house has a swamp monster, and so on. And all the pizza delivery guy cares about is delivering the pizza.

Also, Rami Malek has to play the pizza delivery guy.

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Burning Sage.

Reblog in 5 seconds to cleanse that negativity holding onto you.

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Wanderlust.

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