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Love doesn’t just sit there, like a stone, it has to be made, like bread; remade all the time, made new.

—ursula k. le guin

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rp call

looking for new rp partners!!

if u rp homestuck ancestors and are 18+, i need fresh meat to sink my teeth into. other hs characters and ocs are encouraged but mun must be 18+

i play a post-helm Psiionic with prosthetic arms and legs, with a laid-back attitude and sharp wit, who is learning to make his own way after 2000 sweeps as a spaceship! if ur interested, pls send me a dm or follow! also pls read my rules thank u

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Friend, mother, lover, alone

Until can't hug anyone with those hands, just fight forward recklessly before that.

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past

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i really do enjoy stories and character arcs that explore anger as a positive or at least curative force. that can allow room to say that, yes, too much anger and anger without direction can be hurtful and exhausting while still acknowledging that anger can be an important motivator.

there can be anger in justice. anger in healing. anger in grieving and bonding and forming a movement.

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I wish you all very good sex. if you don't like sex, I wish you a very good romance. if you don't want either of them. I wish you a very good bowl of soup and some bread, mate.

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love being a choice rather than an expectation or unbreakable bond or destiny makes it more powerful than any of those things actually

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UNHINGED TROLL Q&A (ask meme) PART 1

Send in a number to ask your troll any of these questions. Be warned!

1. what’s your K/D ratio? (in real life of course. you’re a troll.) 2. do you prefer trolls with big or small horns? 3. when fighting, would you rather grapple, punch or slice? 4. what’s your favorite number? 5. who’s the troll who’s got you most riled up in the past. what would you do if you met them today? 6. what’s the most overrated quadrant? 7. opinion on extreme sports? would you compete in any? 8. psionic power or combustion power? 9. do you have any medical conditions you’re hiding from your image? will you disclose them? 10. opinion on rebel movements? would you support them taking over the empire if it was happening?

11. if you were emperor or empress for a day, what would you do with your unlimited power? 12. favorite shape? 13. do you like cooking - if you do, what’s your favorite meal? 14. are there any trolls that you wish you never met? 15. do you like celebrities. who do you stan. 16. would you rather be immortal or be invincible until old age? 17. public transport. is it good? 18. have you ever cannibalised. how often. when’s the last time. 19. favorite hobbies other than work? 20. what’s your favorite past job.

21. how annoyed are you with the inconsistency of theme in this Q&A quiz. 22. are you a raunchy troll. 23. on a scale of 1-10, how cool do you think you are. do your friends agree? 24. have you ever met a family member? 25. do you still have your lusus alive with you? if not, how’d they die? are you still upset? 26. how do you react to attempted murder on yourself? have you ever had to survive an attempt? 27. what’s your favorite criminal offense? 28. do you think the alternian empire’s rampant colonisation of alien planets for labor and resources is a worthwhile and valid use of troll technology or do you think it’s immoral. 29. ever volunteered for the fleet? did they pay you? 30. what’s your favorite location on alternia. somewhere you’d recommend to a friend.

31. how often do you fly into space, if ever? have you ever been stationed off-planet? 32. refer to question 21 33. remember to drink some water, reading this many questions can cause problems with dehydration. anyways. how often do you drink water? 34. what’s your guilty pleasure in the respiteblock? something your quadrants only know? or maybe they don’t yet… 35. if you were stuck in an elevator, what would you do? 36. do you call the manager if you don’t get what you want in a store? 37. what’s the most successful thing you’ve ever done in your life? 38. and the least successful thing you’ve ever done? every troll has a bad day. 39. who is the troll you hate too much to do blackrom with? do you want them dead? 40. when’s your wriggling day?

Part 2 comes next!

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having to come to terms with the fact that love is not an everlasting performance in which you attempt to retain the attention of your significant other but rather a release of control and putting faith into them and trusting them to choose to stay with you no matter what you have to offer

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i know kindness exists because i am kind

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I’m getting really tired of the wise serene pacifist trope in fiction. Every committed pacifist, prison abolitionist, antiwar activist, etc I’ve ever met in real life has been vibrating with compressed rage at all times. Do you know what it’s like to believe deeply in your heart that doing harm to others is wrong and the goal of society should be to alleviate suffering for all people and live in the United States of America? IT’S NOT FUN. Show Us The Pissed-Off Pacifists. 

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“Don’t allow your wounds to transform you into someone you are not.”

— Paulo Coelho

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Being kind isn't actually about how much shit you can quietly take. You can be kind and still shut down people who attempt to use and manipulate you. Kindness is about treating others well whenever you can, not about how much you're willing to suffer for others. So don't confuse being kind with being a victim and a pushover. No one with your best interests at heart will claim that it's the same thing.

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On anonymous, send me questions you’d like to know about my muse / how I portray my muse.

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idk another instagram poem i found on pinterest (2015?) - unknown

“you gotta start romanticizing your life. you gotta start eating dirt. you have to because thats when you start truly living. thats when you look forward to every day.”

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catch, and release

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They did not expect you to fight. They expected you to cower down, bow before them, accept the fate that they had thought out for you. All the more satisfying, then, to smirk up at them through the blood, saying i'm not done yet. You have no idea of the extent of my defiance.