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Dive| Part 9| jjk

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Pairings: Jungkook x y/n, Yoongi x oc

Word Count: 4.5k

Series Description:  Camping with your ex, sounds horrible right? The camping trip was   planned and payed for long before y/n’s shitty boyfriend broke up with   her. Her best friend Abby, Yoongi, Taehyung, Jimin, and Jungkook are there to make sure she has an amazing time. However, sharing a tent with  a smoke show like Jungkook is bound to lead to some complications.

Warnings: language, drinking, mentions of sex, hardcore flirting,  maybe Jungkook didnt change afterall?, 

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You wake up on Saturday morning, in potentially the best mood you’ve ever been in. A ‘good morning beautiful’ text from Jungkook definitely helped set things off on the right foot. You reply back when he instantly asks if he can Face Time, so you get up and get dressed.

When the calls connect, your breathe hitches; fuck he was so attractive. You lean in giving him a cheesy smile, scrunching your nose and telling him good morning properly. Pretending not to be phased when he rolls onto his back keeping the phone above him. You totally weren’t thinking about riding him this early, nope.

“You look pretty,” He says with a playful smile. You pause coming back over to the camera, resting your forearms on the counter.

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Cartier | kth

>Based on the song Cartier by Bazzi!<

Pairing: Kim Taehyung x Reader

Word Count: 3.6k

Description: (lyrics for Cartier)

That’s my girl, I can’t share

Maybe I’m selfish, I get a little jealous

I lose my mind when you say that

Balmain silk slip off your back

You get so impatient

I know you got your cravings

Nothing on you when you naked, except a Cartier bracelet.

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Warnings: SMUT, Dom!Tae, Sub!Reader, Daddy!Tae, Oral (f receiving), Unprotected sex (please be responsible!), Handcuff usage, dirty talk, phone sex??

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The man’s hand in the small of your back was uninvited to say the least. His perverted smile making you cringe while he took in the view of your cleavage. Asking to buy you a drink, you quietly agree. Waiting patiently for the one you actually want to touch you. Being in a secret relationship was complex, to say the least. Today it left you waiting in the hotel bar for him to return from an award show. The grey haired perv, asking questions and receiving a vague answer and a submissive smile. He excuses himself to the restroom, allowing you to finally breathe while he disappears. You down the drink, as your vision is pulled like a magnet to the far end of the bar. Your breathe catches in your throat when his gaze meet yours.

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Cartier | kth

>Based on the song Cartier by Bazzi, listen before reading HERE<

Pairing: Kim Taehyung x Reader

Word Count: 3.6k

Genre: Smut

Description: (lyrics for Cartier)

That’s my girl, I can’t share Maybe I’m selfish, I get a little jealous I lose my mind when you say that Balmain silk slip off your back You get so impatient I know you got your cravings 

Nothing on you when you naked, except a Cartier bracelet.

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Warnings: SMUT, Dom!Tae, Sub!Reader, Daddy!Tae, Oral (f receiving), Unprotected sex (please be responsible!), Handcuff usage, dirty talk, phone sex??

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The man’s hand in the small of your back was uninvited to say the least. His perverted smile making you cringe while he took in the view of your cleavage. Asking to buy you a drink, you quietly agree. Waiting patiently for the one you actually want to touch you. Being in a secret relationship was complex, to say the least. Today it left you waiting in the hotel bar for him to return from an award show. The grey haired perv, asking questions and receiving a vague answer and a submissive smile. He excuses himself to the restroom, allowing you to finally breathe while he disappears. You down the drink, as your vision is pulled like a magnet to the far end of the bar. Your breathe catches in your throat when his gaze meet yours.

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Dive | Part 5 | jjk

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Pairings: Jungkook x y/n, Yoongi x oc

Word Count: 2.5k

Description:  Camping with your ex, sounds horrible right? The camping trip was   planned and payed for long before y/n’s shitty boyfriend broke up with   her. Her best friend Abby, Yoongi, Taehyung, Jimin, and Jungkook are there to make sure she has an amazing time. However, sharing a tent with  a smoke show like Jungkook is bound to lead to some complications.

Warnings:Language, just a leetle angst :( I hate it as much as you do.

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You wake up to the sound of the campsite around you being dismantled. The familiar smell of post-thunderstorm filling your nose. Breathing deeply you reach out for your phone that lays next to the air mattress. 11:45am. You’re eyes widen knowing that you slept in way longer than you should have. His arm was like a weight around your waist, you smiled wondering if his arm was secure around you the entire night. Lightly setting his arm to the side, you sit up and begin to stretch.

Within seconds his arms are wrapping around you again, attempting you pull you back to him. Your heart skips a beat when you see his disheveled hair covering his puffy eyes, his lips forming a kissable pout. You chuckle smiling down at him, “Its almost noon, Jungkook. We have to get going.”

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Dive | Part 4 | jjk

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Pairings: Jungkook x y/n, Yoongi x oc

Word Count: 2.5k

Description:  Camping with your ex, sounds horrible right? The camping trip was   planned and payed for long before y/n’s shitty boyfriend broke up with   her. Her best friend Abby, Yoongi, Taehyung, Jimin, and Jungkook are there to make sure she has an amazing time. However, sharing a tent with  a smoke show like Jungkook is bound to lead to some complications.

Warnings:Language, oral sex, dom!Jk if you squint, mouth fucking… whoops.

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If the sound of the heavy rain hitting the top of your tent wasn’t enough to wake you, the defining sound of lighting cracking a tree in the distance was. You gasped sitting up quickly, almost forgetting where you were. His warm palm runs up your arm, making your remember. You turn your head back to look at him, his eyes were heavy like he had just woken up. He softly wrapped his fingers around your upper arm, pulling you back into him. A sigh falling from your lips as you snuggled back into your safe space. His right arms wraps around you so that his fingers can run through your hair, while his left comes across his stomach searching for your fingers to lace his through. You quickly find them, looking up at him through your long lashes.

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This episode had me in my feelings. We were at D2 in Chicago. It makes my heart hurtttt i miss them so much. 

Break the Silence ep 4 - Yoongi

Bonus:

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are you continueing the Inevitable series?💕

Oof. So... sad to say it but I’ve lost all motivation to write for Shawn. I have some of the end written but... it’s not done. I might try to attack it in the next few days but I definitely don’t want it to be forced.

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Ashton Kutcher carring Jimin. I’m done 😂😂😂😂

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Heyy. Will there be another part of Inevitable?🙏🏽

Yes. Hopefully i can put the next chapter up tonight.

Sorry guys, going to school and working full time (and wedding planning) are kicking my tushhhhh. 😩

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Ooooo please

200 Dialogue Prompts

A. ANGST:

“I think we should break up.”

“You aren’t who I thought you were.”

“I don’t even know who you are anymore!”

“Why can’t you look at me?”

“What’s wrong?”

“You want to be with him/her/them, don’t you?”

“You promised you’d change!”

“Am I not enough for you?”

“What is so wrong with me?”

“I’m sick of trying.”

“I don’t want to be just friends.”

“I can’t trust you anymore.”

“I can’t even look at you.”

“Your problem isn’t me, your problem is _______” (Fill in the blank)

“I’m always wrong, aren’t I?”

“You said this time it’d be different.”

“Please give me a chance.”

“I’m pregnant.”

“I wish I’d never laid eyes on you.”

“I don’t love you anymore.”

“We can’t keep this up forever.”

“You make me feel so small.”

“Don’t leave me like this!”

“Don’t ever call me again.”

“Talk to me, please.”

“Don’t push me away.”

“This is your son/daughter.”

“I think I need a break from you.”

“I’m sorry.”

“I can’t promise you anything.”

“It’s better this way.”

“The baby… it’s yours.”

“After all this time, and you still can’t look me in the eye?”

“I can only blame myself.”

“I was only pretending.”

“It wasn’t your fault.”

“This is all because of you!”

“I don’t feel the same way.”

“Just go!”

“Please stay.”

“What aren’t you telling me?”

“It’s okay, you didn’t know.”

“Don’t tell me to keep calm!”

“I’m keeping the baby, with or without you.”

“I need to be alone.”

“Stop calling me.”

“I can’t remember why I ever loved you.”

“Don’t apologize; I know you don’t mean it.”

“I can’t believe what you’ve done.”

“I don’t need you, I’m fine on my own.”

B. FLUFF:

“Quit stealing all the pillows!”

“You want a bite?”

“Give me a second and I’ll show you.”

“You’ll play this game with me, won’t you?”

“What should we name him/her?”

“Have you ever played in the rain?”

“Is it hot in here or is that just you?”

“Why are your feet so cold?”

“Ride the Ferris wheel with me?”

“There’s room for two/three!”

“Stop that, I’m ticklish!”

“Put your finger here while I go get the tape.”

“Here’s my number!”

“You want chocolate or vanilla?”

“Your hands are so warm!

“Are you sure you’re not tired? Because you’ve been running through my mind all day.”

“You’re sweeter than candy.”

“You smell really nice.”

“Your hair’s so soft…”

“You’re my new pillow.”

“Can I rub your back?”

“If nothing lasts forever, will you be my nothing?”

“I think I love you.”

“Can I kiss you?”

“Hold my hand.”

“It’s not morning yet.”

“Stay for a little longer…”

“Of course I’m happy! How far along are you?”

“You’re so beautiful.”

“I’ll always be here for you.”

“You are my love.”

“You were right here all along.”

“Do you want my coat? It’s really cold out here.”

“You don’t need keys to drive me crazy.”

“Do you want to get dinner sometime?”

“Call me whenever… no really.”

“You’ve got flour on your cheek.”

“Sorry… your hair was in your face… thought I should move it so I could see you better.”

“You don’t have to leave so soon.”

“You could put your feet in my lap, you know.”

“I wouldn’t change a thing about you.”

“Shut up and kiss me.”

“We’re pregnant!”

“Are you science? Because I’ve got my ion you.”

“We could try cuddling.”

“Stop being so cute.”

“Are you okay?”

“Our relationship is the most important thing in my life.”

“You can sleep, I’ll keep you safe.”

“Don’t worry. I’ll take care of everything.”

C. HURT/COMFORT

“I came as soon as I heard!”

“Get back in bed, you’re not healed yet!”

“I’m not leaving your side.”

“I don’t care, I’m not staying in bed!”

“You can put your cold feet on me.”

“Want me to hold your hand?”

“Move as little as possible.”

“Hey… you’re awake!”

“Stay close, please?”

“Don’t look at me… I’m sick!”

“I think I’m going to puke…”

“I’ve never felt worse.”

“Does it hurt badly?”

“Don’t move, I’ll get help!”

“I’m so tired I can barely move.”

“How many fingers am I holding up?”

“Can you see me?”

“I’m coming for you, don’t move!”

“Want some tea?”

“Can you please stop eating that? The smell is making me nauseous.”

“Where are you? Tell me where you are.”

“Morning sickness isn’t always in the morning.”

“Eat your soup before it gets cold.”

“I want more noodles… that’s just broth and you know it.”

“Can I have a glass of water?”

“I’m not going anywhere.”

“Yes, I’m taking care of them. They’re coming home with me.”

“Do you want me to get more blankets?”

“Did you have another nightmare?”

“Can you come pick me up?”

“Just breathe. Breath with me.”

“Where did all those bruises come from?”

“Talk to me. You can’t take on all of this alone.”

“I think I have a band-aid in my purse…”

“I’ll need something stronger than this.”

“Stop telling me you’re okay.”

“The sight of blood makes me pass out.”

“I’m in the hospital.”

“Just keep pressure on it.”

“You should probably eat something.”

“Oh hey… you’re here.”

“Oh, don’t cry. I hate it when you cry.”

“You don’t have to sleep here just because I got admitted.”

“You’re burning up.”

“When’s the last time you slept?”

“Hey, hey… it’s just me.”

“Calm down…”

“Because I care about you!”

“I don’t know where I am!”

“How drunk was I?”

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Of course! ❤️

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Can I be added to the inevitable taglist please?

Of course! 🖤

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Can i get on the taglist for inevitable? I just read it and I need to see where this goes

I can do that ☺️

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This has been me lately 😬

Me, explaining why I love BTS so much:

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Inevitable : AU Part 8

Brother’s Friend!Shawn x Reader

Words:3,283

Warnings: Language, Drinking, THE SHIT YOU’VE BEEN WAITING FOR, 

Description: When Jason left, he made Shawn (his best friend) promise to keep a watchful eye on Y/N. He swears that we will. Along with the help of Brian and Kyle, he keeps his promise. As Y/n gets older the dynamic of their relationship begins to change. Will they figure out what they mean to each other or will Shawn always see her as his best friend’s little sister?

A/N: Parts 1-7are in my masterlist! Please give feedback. I know it doesn’t seem like it means that much to the writer but it really truly does.

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I force the corners of my lips into a smile as the Maid of Honor finishes her speech about my dad and my new step-mom. I kept eye contact with Jason the entire time trying not to  burst into laughter as the woman said things like ‘they’re a match made in Heaven’ and ‘they’re such a great team’. Were just completely ignoring the face that there’s a 15 year age gap, and that she’s just after my Fathers money. She wasn’t perfect for him, and I had gotten to spend the entire day with her to figure that out.

We started with getting our hair and makeup done. I chugged mimosas as she barked orders at the photographer. I felt sorry for anyone that had to take orders from her today. I could assume that the stress of the Wedding makes her a disrespectful piece of trash, but I know deep down this is just how she talks to people in general. We’re finally done eating, and my taste buds are fried due to the straight shots of Tequila I’ve been sneaking behind everyone’s back. The D.J. calls the ‘happy couple’ to the dance floor for their first dance. I had been dreading this since my Dad told me he was marrying her. I couldn’t help but think of a simpler time when my mom and dad were married and he would pull her away from the dishes after dinner to dance with her in the kitchen. My mom would laugh as he sang with his arms around her, swaying gently back and forth. So much had changed since then. I groaned as my fake smile slowly transforms into a scowl. 

I purposefully avoid looking at Jason, because I know that his emotions are stronger than mine. Finally the dance ended and I made a run for it, sneaking to the bar when everyone was distracted.

“Can I please have Tequila on the rocks?” I ask with a sweet smile to the young bartender hoping that he wouldn’t question my intensity. He smiles with a nod as he turns to make my drink.

“On the rocks, eh ?” I hear a familiar voice ask as he laughs at me. I turn my body away from the bar and towards Shawn. Of course, he looks like a God damn model. His suit fits him like a glove and accents every inch of his body the exact way that it should. I’m staring, and he knows it. My eyes finally make their way up to his, finding a cocky smile a long the way.

“Oh yes. On the rocks. If it was acceptable I would be chugging it from the bottle,” I clarified with a sigh, turning back towards the bartender as he awkwardly glares at Shawn for ruining his opportunity to flirt. I pick up the glass chugging it as gracefully as possible, I feel Shawn’s stare as I do. I turn around to figure out what’s happening in this shit show now. The wedding was in full swing now. Most of the guest were on the dance floor, or waiting in line for the photo-booth. I see Jason sitting at a table full of girls, his famous flirty smile was gracing his face. I laughed to myself as I realize I’m no longer needed here.

I turn to Shawn quickly, shooting him a suspicious smile, “You wanna get out of here?”

My heart starts to pound as I watch the blood rush to his face. He quickly looks around like I did moments before. He notes that Jason is extremely occupied, he raises his eyebrows at me before taking my hand as we run out of the Hall trying our hardest not to get noticed. Outside of the venue was a gorgeous lake with a white Gazebo to the side of it. String lights wrapped around the framework, reflecting onto the lake. Once we were out of sight from the Hall, we slowed down and walked silently  to the Gazebo. Once we got there it was peaceful, we found a bench that fit both of us perfectly.

“Is everything okay?” he murmured softly. I turn to him, finally taking in his features. I felt like every day the way I viewed him changed a little more. Every day I got farther and farther away from seeing him as a close friend, and closer to needing him to be more.

“I don’t know. I think so.” I giggle deliriously, I truly didn’t know how I was feeling. “I’m… kind of mad,” I purse my lips as I attempt to sort my emotions verbally. “Like, how can you just pretend to love someone. I know she doesn’t love him. I hate that. I hate that I have to watch him give everything to this woman who is god awful.” I cringed as I spoke.

“Well, not that you don’t already know this, but your dad is kind of an idiot.” He laughed, making me laugh too.

“Oh my God. So dumb,” I laugh thinking about all of the things that he’s done wrong in my life. I loved my Dad, but his kids were never his first priority. “It also makes me sad that he thinks she loves him. She doesn’t love him, my mom did though. My mom still does.” I confess as my head falls thinking about how heartbroken she was when my dad gave up on them.

Shawn pulls me close to him, his arm wrapping around my back pulling me in tight. His chin rest on top of my head, and his hand finds mine. His fingers intertwine with mine and just like that, I feel at peace.

I sigh before whispering, “My Dad has never been the best, but he deserves to be loved. We all do.”

I hear him sigh, then I hear his heart beat start to quicken. I slowly look up as his hand comes up to my jaw. His eyes flick down to my lips then back to my mouth, and I’m sure he can feel me shaking. His hand slides behind my head pulling me closer to him, then his lips are on mine. Slow and soft at first, then he wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me on top of his lap. We pull apart to breath, with his forehead resting against mine. His lips are full and red and I smile knowing mine look the same way. He smiles back before tucking my hair behind my ear, then pulling me back in for more. This time more aggressive. It felt needier as his tongue swiped over my bottom lip. I pulled back, taking a deep breath. Holy fucking shit, he kissed me.

I repositioned myself on his lap, so that I could see his face better, I bit my lip as I watched a nervous smile start to form, “Wow.” I muttered breathlessly.

“I’ve been wanting to do that for awhile now, I guess.” He confesses as he presses his lips together into a fine line.

I nod, still speechless from what was happening. The Tequila was helping me not to freak out, as a matter of fact, it was making me want to do more.

“I’m really glad you did.”

I start to feel the vibrating in his pocket, I stand up so that he can reach his phone. My eyes widen as I see Jason’s name lighting up the screen. We both quickly look around in panic wondering if he had seen us. Shawn hits the green button connecting their calls, and tells him that he’s in the Jeep and will be back inside shortly. A felt a pang in my chest as he lied about where he was. Of course he had to lie, but for some reason it still hurt. It was just a reminder that whatever Shawn and I did have, was much more complicated than I wanted it to be. Shawn stands up telling me that Jason was looking for him, he was drunk and needed a ride home. We started to walk back to the Hall, once again in silence. I want to say something to make sure that moment wasn’t lost in time, but I didn’t have the words. Just as I was about to say whatever came to my mind, I feel Shawn’s fingers lacing with mine. I look to the side to see him smiling, his eyes crinkling at the corners. It was his way of telling me that his moment was far from over. 

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The wedding ended, finally. After telling my Dad and his new wife goodbye, and pretending to be oh so happy for the both of them, we gathered a far too drunken Jason and took him home. I sat in the back seat of the Jeep, while Shawn drove and Jason sat in the passenger seat. Jason kept putting the radio on full blast so he could sing obnoxiously to whatever was playing. I laughed to myself watching Shawn interact with his best friend, he would sing loudly with him to make him happy. It was a relationship I had always admired. I didn’t realize I was gawking at the curly headed boy until I met his eyes in the rearview mirror. I could tell he was smiling at me by the way the corners of his eyes wrinkled. I winked at him in the mirror making him blush and look away.

We arrived at the boys house to drop of Jason and we made sure he was all taken care of inside the  house. Once we passed him off to  Brian and Kyle, Shawn told everyone that he was taking me to Gabriella’s and we left.

Suddenly my heart was in my throat. As much as I wanted to pretend like everything was the same as always, it 100 percent was NOT the same. I knew he liked me, he knew I liked him. We kissed for Christ sake! What was I supposed to do in the car with him? I took a deep breath and walked to the passenger side of the Jeep, where he was there to greet me with a grin and a hand to help me inside.

The first few minutes of the drive were quiet, I was waiting for him but I guess he was waiting for me. A loud grumble coming from my stomach interrupted both of our thoughts.

“You hungry?”

“I guess I am,” I giggle resting a hand on my stomach. I suppose I hadn’t really eaten much all day, the busyness and alcohol distracted me from thinking about it.

Next thing I knew I was sitting across from Shawn at an empty 60’s themed Diner, with a stack of pancakes the size of my head in front of me. Shawn watches carefully as I poor a absurd amount on syrup on top of the stack. I swipe my finger through the brown sticky substance, bringing it to my mouth to lick it off. I glance up to see judgement adorning his features, he couldn’t help but smile at me though.

I giggled, pulling my finger out of my mouth with a pop, “What are you staring at?!”

“You’re such a mess,” He says calmly, shaking his head lightly

My shoulders shrug instantaneously, “This is me, I don’t know what to tell you,” I quip before ramming a fork full of fluffy goodness into my mouth.

He laughs quietly, watching the disaster unfold before him, “I never said it was a bad thing,” his voice soft as he reaches across the table and uses his thumb to wipe the dripping syrup from the side of my mouth. He winks at me as he sucks the syrup off of his own thumb.

I set my fork down, because I suddenly have the courage to talk about it now. I don’t know if I’ll get the courage again, so I go for it.

“Is this,” I wave my finger back and forth between the two of us, “a thing?” I ask through squinted eyes, almost afraid of the answer.

“A thing?” He asks as he picks up his own fork and pokes at the Pancakes on my plate.

“Yes, a thing. Like, we kissed and I’m just…” I pull the plate of Pancakes away from him so he would focus, earning a grumpy face from him, “I’m confused.”

“What are you confused about?”

“About what we are!” I yell quietly, he grins making me roll my eyes. I know this game. This is the game he plays to get you to say exactly what you need to say. Fine, I would play, but he was going to have to, too.

“Well…” he leans back in his chair, crossing his arms over his chest, “Did you like kissing me?”

I try my hardest not to let the blush take over my cheeks as I thought about his lips on mine, but I failed miserably, “Yes, do you like kissing me?”

He grins again, nodding his head slowly as he leans back into the table, “Very much so.”

“But its more than this Shawn. Its more than I like kissing you and you like kissing me. What happens if something goes wrong, and our friendship is ruined.”

He inhales slowly and for the first time I see his flirtatious façade melt away. It was easy to forget how our new found romance would effect the people we cared about. What would happen if we weren’t meant to love each other in ‘that way’. Would we be able to continue on as if nothing had happened, as if we didn’t momentarily care for each other in an amorous way? Then what about Jason, how would he feel knowing his best friend was shacking up with his little sister?

Shawn’s hands slowly reach across the table to stop my fingers from tapping frantically on the table, “We’ve got to try, don’t we?” He asked, as his thumbs caressed the back of my hands.

I peek down at his tattooed hand, and then back up to his eyes that matched the color of the sticky syrup on my plate. They had a twinkle to them that I had never seen before. I had known Shawn for such a long time and I had never seen a look like this. It was loving one, hopeful even. It was a look that made me want to do everything in my power to make this work. We did, we had to try.

“I wish we could have a trial run. Like date each other without anyone finding out until we were sure about it,” I sigh, pulling away to stressfully pick at my now cold and soggy pancake.

“What if… we did that?” He proposes through raised brows.

I lean back in my chair, my gaze locking on his. I watch the wheels turn behind his eyes, he had a plan.

“We’ll just…date and not tell anyone. You can come to my apartment for alone time, since the guys rarely come by. Then when were ready to tell them, we can tell them.” His head cocks to the side as he watches me process his idea.

I scoot my chair back and walk over to where Shawn was sitting and I take a seat on his lap. His hands wrap around my waist as he pulls me close to him. He smirks up at me, the rosy tint on his cheek match my own. This felt right. So right.

“You said ‘when we’re ready’.” I whisper quietly into his ear, he chuckles lightly as he nods his head.

“Is that okay?” his lips press against my red cheek to leave a soft wet kiss. I nod my head in response. I chew at my lips as he continues to lazily press kisses to my neck, not a care in the world at who was watching. Which was ironic considering we were literally discussing a secret relationship.

I sighed, turning my head to see him. My hand pushing through his gelled curls before grasping his jaw and pulling his head up to look at me, “I don’t know if this is possible,” my lips curling down into a frown.

His look becoming serious as his eyebrows furrow together. My stomach twisted into knots as I realized how much he wanted this to happen. How much he wanted us to happen.

“Why not?” He challenged.

My thumb slowly started to massage his jaw as I glanced down at his swollen pink lips, “because I really want to be able to do this whenever I want,” I respond before pressing my lips to his again. His hand immediately came up to my neck to pull me closer. I smile into the kiss as I start to giggle.

“If you really need a kiss, just let me know.” He winks at me and I scoff, standing from his lap to go to back to my seat. His hand tightens around mine as he pulls me to look at him, “I’m gonna need you to do the same for me, yeah?”

I shake my head, unable to handle the colossal amount of cuteness radiating from this boy I get to call mine (well sort of). I slowly lean down kissing him once again before I grab my purse, as he pays.

The drive to Gabriella’s was an interesting one. He let me play my music, which wasn’t out of the ordinary. We held hands over the center consul, and his gaze on me was non-stop. It was like we could finally react to one another the way we had wanted to. We didn’t have to hold anything back from each other anymore and it felt like a weight had been lifted from our shoulders. A weight that either of us really knew existed.

He pulled up outside of her house, and the mood shifted. I didn’t want to leave him, because leaving him meant that this moment was over. I unplugged my phone and quickly texted Gabby to let her know I would be inside in a moment.

“You’re so fucking perfect,” he says just above a whisper, if there was any noise in the car I wouldn’t have heard him. His hand finds mine again and he pulls it to his lips as he kisses my palm before pressing it to his chest.

“I’m far from perfect.”

“Perfect to me.”

I lean across the center consul to pull him in for a kiss, he met me in the middle eagerly, “I really hope this works.” I plead as I sit back down in my seat. He gets out of the car to open my door and help me out. He quickly looks behind him to make sure no one is watching us. He looks back at me and he swiftly tugs at my chin so that I’m looking up at him, “It’ll work. Okay?”

I inhale as he tucks a stray piece of hair behind my hair, “Yes. It has to.”

He smiles at my response, placing a long kiss to my forehead before telling me goodnight. I told him that I would text him if I could get away with it. I glided down the walkway to the front door in such a haze, I couldn’t believe any of it. I turned around before walking inside and he was still leaning against the hood waiting for me to disappear. He couldn’t believe it either. How in the hell was I going to pretend like the entire dynamic of our relationship had changed? Hopefully I didn’t have to do it for long.

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A/N: Sorry this took forever! I just started school, working full time, and planning my wedding soooo needless to say ya girl is busy. Please let me know your thoughts! <3 Allie

[bel0vedmendes]

Despite everything, I will always be drawn to the purity of his soul. Nothing will change how I feel about that.

It’s so easy to fall back in to this dude.