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Humans as a society and as a species are fucked. We've fucked up since the very beginning and that is all we will ever do.

Our country, specifically America, is over for. And any alliances with America will also face hard times. The lives of the people will be taken away and I'm tired of pretending that everything will be okay when it won't be.

I'm trying so hard but nothing I do pleases anybody enough. I can't focus on feeding my family, feeding myself, my mental health, my grades, and my friendship all at the same time. I'm only 17, this shouldn't be happening but it is.

By the time you're reading this, I've probably ran away from home and observing the trucks at a nearby truck stop. Looking at what could have been my future, my dream job or being a truck driver.

Or that I haven't gone through with my plan by either getting caught or just chickening out like I always do... or something else has happened unexpectedly.

I'm sorry to the people I let down. Ari, Manny, Oliver, Rainer, Jamie, Arlo, East, Emma, Ghost, Aspen, Meph, Maddi, Krait, and many others.

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This is going to be the last time I bump and repost this. I am trying to earn money to support my unstable family by using my art skills but it seems like it hasn't been reaching the targeted audience. This post will be taken down within the next few days before I quit.

ART COMMISSIONS

🔧 STATUS // OPEN

Art commissions are now open! Funding goes into things that are very helpful to me such as therapy, food, foundation costs, and medicine/medical expenses. Additional donations will go to the Free Gaza Movement 🍉

𝐆𝐎𝐀𝐋 0 USD / 150 USD

💉 WILL DO Furries (Anthro / Feral) ● Any species ● Ship art ● Light gore ● Backgrounds

🩸 WON'T DO ● Humans / Humanoids ● Heavy gore ● Mechs / Cars ● NSFW ● Anything political or harmful

🪽 PRICES ● Sketch = 3 USD / 5 RBX ● Headshot = 5 USD / 15 RBX ● Bust = 10 USD / 20 RBX ● Halfbody = 15 USD / 45 RBX ● Fullbody = 25 USD / 100 RBX

● 5 USD / 15 RBX per character ● 10 USD / 20 RBX for shading

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ART COMMISSIONS

🔧 STATUS // OPEN

Art commissions are now open! Funding goes into things that are very helpful to me such as therapy, food, foundation costs, and medicine/medical expenses. Additional donations will go to the Free Gaza Movement 🍉

𝐆𝐎𝐀𝐋 0 USD / 150 USD

💉 WILL DO Furries (Anthro / Feral) ● Any species ● Ship art ● Light gore ● Backgrounds

🩸 WON'T DO ● Humans / Humanoids ● Heavy gore ● Mechs / Cars ● NSFW ● Anything political or harmful

🪽 PRICES ● Sketch = 3 USD / 5 RBX ● Headshot = 5 USD / 15 RBX ● Bust = 10 USD / 20 RBX ● Halfbody = 15 USD / 45 RBX ● Fullbody = 25 USD / 100 RBX

● 5 USD / 15 RBX per character ● 10 USD / 20 RBX for shading

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sophiejinny

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LIGHTER LORENZ Version 1.3 Teaser - "Virtual Revenge" Zenless Zone Zero

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@manliestman GOT ME MY FUCKING RIDDLER SUIT I AM SCREAMING I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AAAAAAA

IT'S SO SO COOL I'M SOBBING

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Follow me on Artfight!

If you friend me on Artfight, you have a higher chance of being attacked or me drawing your character!

You can also see my most recent characters, my art, and the fanart of my characters!

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ART COMMISSIONS

🔧 STATUS // OPEN

Art commissions are now open! Funding goes into things that are very helpful to me such as therapy, food, foundation costs, and medicine/medical expenses. Additional donations will go to the Free Gaza Movement 🍉

𝐆𝐎𝐀𝐋 0 USD / 150 USD

💉 WILL DO Furries (Anthro / Feral) ● Any species ● Ship art ● Light gore ● Backgrounds

🩸 WON'T DO ● Humans / Humanoids ● Heavy gore ● Mechs / Cars ● NSFW ● Anything political or harmful

🪽 PRICES ● Sketch = 3 USD / 5 RBX ● Headshot = 5 USD / 15 RBX ● Bust = 10 USD / 20 RBX ● Halfbody = 15 USD / 45 RBX ● Fullbody = 25 USD / 100 RBX

● 5 USD / 15 RBX per character ● 10 USD / 20 RBX for shading

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"You look lonely. I can fix that."

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Mustelidae family in a nutshell

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I'm tired (TW // venting, mentions of relapse)

Yeah, I'm just not feeling it anymore. I'm failing all my classes, I broke up with my girlfriend, my mental health is declining, I'm being refused to get checked both mentally and physically, and a whole bunch of other shit.

I recently created a Twitter account dedicated to ZZZ Sons of Calydon content and a Discord server, but now I can't even manage it because of my lack of time and effort.

I've lost the motivation to do the things I like or just doing tasks in general like showering, eating, drawing, etc.

I'm currently writing an email to my instructor in one of my classes that I am aware that I am most likely going to fail and drop out of the class due to a project coming up and I don't have at least 50% of it done.

My mental health, disorders, and poor support system prevent me from obtaining my dream job of driving a semi-truck and traveling on the road. My family prevents me from doing anything. See a therapist, taking mental-health days, going to see a doctor due to my chest condition that keeps getting worse and worse over time.

I'm tired.

I've been clean for about 2 years and now I'm probably going to break that streak. I honestly don't know what to do though. Nothing is working.

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Calydon Mains (DISCORD SERVER)

The Sons of Calydon discord server is officially open and running! Any and all Zenless Zone Zero players are allowed to join!

Click the link below to join, be sure to follow our daily Twitter account too!

Please note that there might be some bugs that might have been overlooked during the making of the server. If you see any bugs, report it using "Bug Box" or the discord Ticket!

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I really don't know why I drew all this but take it

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These guys would be the craziest friends and group dates would either be going to the movies or blowing up a building

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Some poor suffering gobs!!

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edward just trying to sleep:

joker: