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shifting becca to a new blog because this one is literally driving me crazy with tags and posts and likes, everything will resume over there and i’ll be setting up the blog now my loves !!

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“I’m not leaving you alone. Not now, not ever.”

she doesn’t know how to handle this. every part of her is on edge, her already heightened emotions are constantly threatening to overwhelm and she feels like she’s always two seconds away from a shift or a breakdown. school feels like a battleground with so many scents and sounds and when the bell rings it feels like it’s piercing her skull because god when did everything get so loud ?

aaron kennedy bumps into her without even noticing and normally she would just let it go but, right now with the wolf crawling under her skin, her head pounding and his dismissiveness she lashes out with a growl, grabbing him by the throat and slamming him up against the lockers. becca’s hand tightens against his throat, fangs starting to pierce her gums as she opens her mouth to speak when the strong feelings of fear and shock permeate her anger and with everything she has she pushes the wolf back just long enough to focus on the terrified look in aaron’s eyes, the shallow quickness of his breathing, how tight her hand is against his throat as she holds him above the floor. 

becca drops him quickly, watches as he scrambles to his feet and looks at her with the same fear and her stomach turns, ‘i…i’m sorry, i’m-i’m so sorry. i don’t-i didn’t mean to, i really didn’t mean to hurt you. are you-are you okay ? can i…i can help. ’ the shaking brunette reaches out to him once more, hoping to heal the damage she caused only for him to flnch away. the voices around her get louder, accusing and mocking…they’re all talking about her, she messed up and her breathing races in her chest and her heart rate picks up and she can feel her fangs wanting to come out again, balls her fists as she tries to stop her claws. becca’s brown eyes so close to flickering a bright gold catch a familiar gaze who rushes over and it’s her little sister who grabs her too gentle for what she’s done and guides her away as stiles and malia clear out the crowd, voices loud and lies convincing. 

once ana guides her into a classroom, door shut and locked behind her she hunches over a desk, breathing harsh as she growls, her wolf warring with her empath nature…her wolf wants to destroy, her heart wants to heal and she digs her now fully formed claws into the laminate wood of the desk. her fangs appear once more, cutting her lip and she tastes blood….she hates this, hates what she’s become and the last person she wants to see her like this, the last person she wants hurt is her baby sister, no matter how much ana says she can take it. tears fall from her shut eyes as she feels the desk splintering beneath her claws and her voice breaks when she pleas, 

‘ you have to..please, please just go. i don’t..i can’t hurt you too, ana…please. ’

                                    feralparadise // protective meme // status: no longer accepting

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“I indirected them on Twitter for your honor.”

ana calls her scary but, she knows her sister can be lethal with both her words and actions when it comes to the people she cares about getting hurt…the mccalls have that in common but, she also knows it was just some girl from school making fun of the strange mccall girl who cried when they dissected frogs in biology and it wasn’t a big deal….of course ana didn’t think so, 

‘ of course you did, dork…at least tell me you used a little restraint this time. ’

           feralparadise // protective meme // status: no longer accepting

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Reblog if...

dwemer-inquiries :

If you’ve been roleplaying on this site since 2012 or earlier and are currently still doing so.

BONUS: Tell us who you were playing when you first started in the tags.

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Touch what is mine and I won’t even try to make your death look like an accident (◕‿◕✿)

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oh no, oh no, not again, please not again. 

ana and hayden are like gasoline and matches and she knows a good chunk of it has to do with liam but, most of it just the fact they’ve always clashed and probably always will...which means she’s gotten pretty skilled at talking her sister down before most consequences reach face clawing, 

‘ i know you can’t stand her, pretty much everyone knows you can’t stand her ana and i’m not her biggest fan but, you can’t claw her face off no matter how much you want to, think of how liam would feel if you hurt her ? you don’t want to hurt him right ? ’

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’ YES.….i mean no !  no because that’s bad and you shouldn’t do that….i have wanted to punch people, multiple people though. who’s got you all angry and growly now, sis ? ’

❝  i  just  can’t  stand  her.  ❞  they’ve  been  over  this  numerous  times,  but  it  was  one  thing  to  deal  with  her  but  another  to  see  liam  so  entranced  over  her.  she  swears  it’s  some  kind  of  love  spell.  it  must  be,  her  best  friend  is  better  than  this.  ❝  and  that  smug  look  on  that  pendja’s  face  i  just  want  to  rip  it  off.  ❞ 

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Baby RP Starters!

"I've looked up things about your symptoms.. Are you pregnant?"

"You.. You're pregnant?!"

"I'm gonna be a dad.. I'm going to be a dad!"

"I would never leave you.. I'm so excited for this baby."

"As the aunt/uncle of this baby, it is my right to spoil it."

"___ You two are not ready to have a baby, I can't believe it."

"Who's the spawn of satan? You are!"

"Either that was a really bad cramp, or I'm having contractions."

"Don't be mad at me but... I think I might be pregnant.."

"You know how you said you've always wanted a family? Well.. now we have that chance. I'm pregnant!"

"The protection didn't work, okay?! Now we're having a baby!"

"We.. We can't have a baby! Are you kidding me?!"

"Look at him/her.. She's perfect."

"If that stupid doctor tells me one more hour, i'm going to kill them!"

"Well I think you just broke my hand.."

"I lost the baby."

"We.. We lost the baby?"

"He left me when I told him..."

"What about adoption?"

"I went to the doctor.. and... well.. I don't know how to say this.."

"That one night stand was the biggest mistake of our lives.."

"I'm pregnant and I have no idea who the father is."

"I'm scared, ____! I don't know how to raise a baby!"

"What if they don't want the baby, and leave me?"

"The baby kicked!"

"It's really hard to cuddle with you when i'm this fat.."

"I'm so helpless and fat, I hate being pregnant."

"For the last time, you're not fat. You're pregnant."

"I hate you for doing this to me.."

"You're in labor?!"

"You alright? Is something wrong with the baby?"

"Shit.. hospital.. hospital now..!"

"It's a boy/girl."

"I want to name them ______"

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' YES.....i mean no !  no because that’s bad and you shouldn’t do that....i have wanted to punch people, multiple people though. who’s got you all angry and growly now, sis ? ’

 ❝  do  you  ever  just…  want  to  claw  someone’s  face  off?  ❞

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get to know me meme; 10/10 male characters: isaac lahey (teen wolf) “I’ll ask later. Or never. Yeah, I’m good with never.” 

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I will stay gentle no matter what I endure, I am so much more.

Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson

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team “i know you’re joking but my anxiety doesn’t”

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hey, brown eyed people: I know you aren’t the readily described. No writer can match a gem to your hues, you’re seen as boring, uninteresting. But let me tell you. your eyes are fertile earth, the ploughed fields, rich and sustaining. Your eyes are rings of ancient trees, wise and profound. your eyes are swirling chocolate comfort on a cold day, radiating warmth, so soothing. Your eyes are nature at her most beautiful. Be proud of your peepers.