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ohhhhhnooooo guys why am i having intrusive fantasies about bella

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me when my brother listens to the evil lying high school snakes instead of me? :/

hey man i thought we were on the same team

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my nose is bleeding help help SAVE ME!!!

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HELLO TUMBLR LONG TIME NO SEE. I AM IN LOVE!!! WITH A BOY!!! we will call him bullseye cuz he plays imsg darts w me:3 HES SO FREAKING SWEETHEART!!!

he went on a ministry adventure with me and my dad and pulled the cart everywhere :( sweet freakin man!! we kept lookin at each other nd holdin hands god im so lucky to have him what the freak!!!!

and on the car ride home we sang in the backseat together and oh em goodness core memory im so in LOOOOVE!!!

also me and bella are talking again.... and its weird. he broke up with his gf who wouldnt let him talk to me and im like terrified of this ending how it did last time!! this is why i dont have friends

all the br girlies got hella beef w me for no reason at alllll!! im switching schools when i get my license. i got my permit today which is cool tho

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GOD DAMN IM HIGH

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THESE ARE BIG KID WHIPPETS

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life rough lowk whg cant i get what i WANT

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WOW I WAS RIGHT? im a sextoy to him where are my standards guys

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I HATE !!! I HAAAAATE !!!!

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bouta go on a fucking BOAT! stranded with no service on the water with a man child who cant drive? fire. TAKE ME HOME! FREE ME! i want my man wtf!

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i don't like this toned down egg where he only replies fast when i'm getting naked for him

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can i please run back to you at full speed

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he slows me down :(

i feel so fucking bad for how i treat egg now that hes back. im so angry, im so upset, im so relieved, im so happy, im so in love, im so hurt, im so tired and being everything all at once is so tiring.

i feel so unlovable. texting him hurts my soul. the second he picked up the phone i felt better though? i stopped crying and just looked at him :/

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crying om bathroom floor bc no drugs

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IM SO ANGRY IM SO ANGRY IM SO ANGRY

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FUCK FUCK FUCK.

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i'm being stabbed in the chest