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what do you mean he's not here anymore? what the fuck. hits me in waves, man.
i see his face on my dash and i smile and then it hits me again and again. and listen, being exposed to it has helped a lot, but fuck... some days are just like... what. do. you. mean.
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god my heart hurts . it hurts so much
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#my brain still hasn't caught up yet#it's like everytime i open an app and see posts about it there's a second where i think 'wait no. that wouldn't happen'#and yet it did :(#i spent the last couple of days going through my blog#watching old videos and stuff#and man i feel so sorry for all the people who never got to experience a 1d show#because that was just magic#i'm so happy i got to experience that with some of you <3#and that we have this place to share our grief#even when people irl don't get it#bc man they don't get it at all#anyways at least now i know no matter how far away i drift from all of this i'll never stop loving these boys
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i really hope wherever liam is there are also dinosaurs 🤍🦕🦖
HAHAHAHAHA! I love you. Thank you for this. I hope so, too.
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actually I want to write an essay about how all the one direction members have been essentially forced by public expectation to verbalize their grief on social media only a day after liam’s death & then some of them (namely harry! lol) being scrutinized for their posts seeming ’calculated’ / ’written by PR’ / not ’genuine enough’. like. so what if they are? Imagine your childhood best friend dies and millions of people are waiting for you to say something that helps them deal with their parasocial grief. and then that very fame & loss of privacy being the thing that you all went through together as essentially children & the repercussions of that likely being a contributing factor to your friend’s death. the cycle. anyway. none of them owe us shit
#i don't think any of them wrote their 'statements' themselves#as they shouldn't have!!#literally nothing i'd want to do less in their situation#just fucked up all around#rip liam
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The 1d fandom was supposed to come back together because they randomly dropped a new pic or a song or tour dates. It was supposed to be us all getting together to share the joy and recapture that feeling we had so long ago.
it wasn't supposed to be like this. It wasn't supposed to be full of grief and broken hearts.
There were supposed to be so many happy tears not floods and floods of sad ones.
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and i guess i had this whimsical idea of all the boys sitting on a porch as old men reminiscing about the good old days in the biggest boy band in the world as five terrible dancers with a whole lot of heart, but life is cruel and just doesn’t work out that way sometimes, and it fucking hurts
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When it suddenly crashes on you that it is real and not just a nightmare, and the dam of tears breaks 💔
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as someone who is never on tumblr anymore i just wanted to say that this was the first place i ran to last night when i read the news. but i was in such a shock that i had no idea what to say, so i just read everyone's posts while trying to process. and still today i have no idea what to say. i still can't believe it. so i just wanted to send all my love to you guys, please take care of yourselves and each other. i love you 🤍
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Harry’s tribute to Liam via his Instagram. 🤍 (17 October 2024)
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The boys' statement over Liam's passing via 1D's instagram - 17.10
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