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Hello, everyone!! My name is Lux and I’m a mentally-ill nonbinary person who desperately needs some help here…

A quick rundown of things:

A lot has been going on in my life and I’ve finally kind of reached my breaking point today. For starters, I woke up this morning to a flat tire!! Plus my A/C doesn’t work in my car, and I really need to get that fixed since lately the days where I live have been consistently hitting about 100 degrees + humidity which means the inside of my car is consistently 100+ degrees and I really can’t be dealing with that. I’ve been riding with my windows down for a few months, but now that it’s the rainy season, I can’t be doing that as often and because it’s so hot my windows fog up and it’s really just a bad situation all around and very dangerous for me to drive in. 8) Anyway… I work as a dog bather which, despite what you may believe, is a pretty physically demanding job!! So I come home almost every night with back pain and pain in my bad knee. My mental illnesses also honestly prevent me from juggling more than one job! I’ve tried, believe me. I suffer from BPD, depression, and anxiety along with chronic stomach problems and a bad knee that I can only fix with surgery which I also cannot afford, but it’s not entirely debilitating yet. The chronic stomach problems means I sometimes have to call out of work which leads to a shortage of monthly funds… I get a maximum of 25 hours a week and that just isn’t enough to cover my expenses each month, considering two entire weeks paychecks have to go to my car insurance and my phone bill every month!! It leaves me about $250-300 every month and just under half of that goes to gas. So for a month, I have about $150 to play around with for groceries and other misc. expenses and that just… Is Not Enough to try and save ANYTHING. I’m trying to save up enough to move to Orlando to go back to school so I can get a job that ISN’T so physically demanding and I can’t do that while living off of $150 a month. 

SO! IN ORDER TO HELP SUPPLEMENT MY INCOME FROM MY JOB AND HELP ME NOT BE IMPOVERISHED SO I CAN SAVE MONEY TO MOVE…

I’m opening commissions!!!!! – for more examples go [ HERE ] Prices include BLACK AND WHITE INKS:  

- for FLAT COLOR add $10 USD to the base price! - for CELL SHADING (as seen in the bottom two examples) add $20 USD to the base price! - for an ADDITIONAL CHARACTER add $15 USD to the base price!

HEADSHOTS: $20 USD

WAIST UP: $30 USD

FULL BODY: $40 USD

I’m willing to draw almost anything including couples, ship art, otps, fanart, original characters, and non-humans (like aliens). However, I will not draw:

furries (anthro like some ears and a tail are fine but I can’t draw full furries)

guro (mild blood/bruises/amputation/etc. is fine but disembowling is not)

pedophilia/lolicon

incest

full-on sex/etc.

I prefer visual references over written ones, but if you don’t have a visual reference, written is also fine as long as it’s descriptive enough! :)

I WILL BE TAKING PAYMENTS VIA GOOGLE WALLET AND I WILL EMAIL YOU AN INVOICE – I need to link my PayPal with my current bank account before I can start taking payments through there!!

Slots will be limited to 5 for right now:

first come, first serve!

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IF YOU’RE INTERESTED IN A COMMISSION EMAIL ME AT: cmcnamee95@gmail.com IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS OR CONCERNS, FEEL FREE TO SHOOT ME AN ASK OR AN EMAIL!!

AND EVEN IF YOU CAN’T COMMISSION ME, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE REBLOG THIS POST!!! THANK YOU!!!!!!

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Feelin’ like a failure every day

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Do you ever just wanna pull a Luke Skywalker and disappear to an island in the middle of nowhere and dramatically stare at the ocean for awhile

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Hi just let me put this here

Kinda wanna drop everything and run away LMAO can I feasibly do that??? Before my mind explodes from pressure

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Hi Gloodz

bye Gloodz

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I’ve been in the mood to play animal crossing lately 💖💖

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✨😍✨ Here’s the whole artwork for Victuri! 

This will be available for Komiket on Feb 25 AAAND *drumroll* I’m going to have a table for #yoiconph2017 on Mar 26! 🌟basically I’m going to do more YOI stuff in the coming days lol 😅 so yeah, hope you like it~~ 

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In less than 12 hours

we’ll have new YOI visual content, new facts, and new feels

In just over 12 hours

we may also have a new season

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video

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not to be fake deep but admitting you fucked up and saying you’re sorry is 100000000x more rewarding than defending flawed views or thoughtless if unintentionally so actions, 10/10 would recommend, it’s not losing face it’s earning respect

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I think my favorite cr1tikal exclamation of surprise is “you’ve gotta be putting my groceries away”

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The Force Awakens #1 variant cover by Phil Noto

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I wanna see pictures of your lowest moment from 2013 go

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rb this post w/ ur sign and ur overwatch main

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The oldest Demo for “What’s the Use of Feeling (Blue)?”

I was so over the moon and so intimidated to write a song for the legendary Patti LuPone, words cannot describe! From here Aivi & Surasshu brought such an incredible otherworldly quality to this song… they helped me compose it at it’s earliest stages. It’s so odd to me now to hear this prototype version with ukulele!

Please you must listen to the final here as well!!! https://soundcloud.com/aivisura/steven-universe-whats-the-use-of-feeling-blue

Thank you so much for watching!

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Please stop boycotting “A Dog’s Purpose”. That video of “animal abuse” was posted by TMZ. TMZ, who is just about tabloids and is known to be problematic. As a trainer, the person working with the dog was doing what he could. He stayed by her side, at her level, and spoke to her and reassuringly touched her sides. This video was ALSO made by PETA, an organization that is notoriously awful. They have stolen animals from people’s homes and euthanized them several times. They also edited the video to skip right from footage off the dog being nervous about the water right to her being IN the water, implying they just threw her in. They didn’t. She’s a German shepherd, she isn’t a water dog ad would naturally be nervous. The minute she showed any sign of struggled, they removed her and cared for her. This is a trained animal and trained workers who know how to make entertainment without hurting the doggy cast. Don’t boycott this film because of a literal tabloid.