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si tuviera el autoestima

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#PolishednPrissy

a talk on my favorite timeless beauty and fashion detailz

“realizing how in love i am with classic details and looks >>> i 💗 a good silk press, little black dress, french tip, arched eyebrow, kitten liner, jean and heel combo, pearl jewelry, denim and white tank top look it’s all so timelessly divaesque”

“i just wanna "grown lady" my wardrobe. like still hyper feminine and girly but it's time to change the silhouettes, lines, patterns, cuts, etc”

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hair

slick back buns

press and curl

bombshell curl sew in

curly updos with bangs

knotless box braids

curly messy buns (my fav)

roller sets

claw clips

beauty

orgasm blush

a simple kitten wing liner

clear lip gloss

turkish delight gloss

french tips

oyster girl lip glass

pink nails (plain, shimmer, pearlized, etc)

cat eyes

saint germain lipstick

thin arched brows

classic + russian lash sets

sheer pink overlays

nude lippies

silver shimmer eyeshadow

chocolate geode + gold deposit highlighter

smokey eyes

clothing & accessories

my louis neverfull

diamond studs and gold hoops

mid rise and low rise dark wash jeans

designer sandals

ribbed tank tops

corsets

nike air force ones in all white

knee high boots

little black dress

maxi dresses

pencil skirts

knitted tops

black pumps

fur coats/vests

gold jewelry

pearl details

denier stockings

pointelle tights

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I SWEAR I'D LOVE YOU IF I COULD

Mada Hayyas Parts of Me Never Left That House // Mitski A Pearl // Atonement (2007) dir. Joe Wright // Morrissey in an interview with David Thomas for SPIN // Renee Ahdieh The Wrath and the Dawn // pinterest // Bernhard Schlink The Reader (tr. Carol Brown Janeway) // The Front Bottoms Be Nice To Me // Miranda July It Chooses You // Euphoria (2019-) from And Salt the Earth Behind You dir. Sam Levinson // pinterest // pinterest // Silas Denver Melvin Grit // Fiona Apple Left Alone

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feeling pathetic in my new brandy melville yoga pants

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The It Girl Of Skins: Effy Stonem's Style

Effy Stonem is the poster girl for Skins. She's the it girl of the entire show, admired both in the world of the characters and in real life. Her eclectic style encompasses the mysterious vibe of the show and mirrors her personality simultaneously. It shows her sense of rebellion, her allure and her intelligence all at once, depicting the many elements that make up her character.

Through the use of layers, the complexities of Effy's character are showcased to the audience. Often, Effy wears tank tops, crop tops and off the shoulder jumpers paired with either mini skirts or cargo pants. She most commonly wears mini dresses with fishnets or patterned tights, highlighting the grunge aesthetic of the show. She also wears a lot of ripped clothing, including jumpers and jeans, and often wears a leather jacket which furthers the appearance of the overall aesthetic.

Her style is composed of a predominately dark colour palette, with hues of blue and black making the most common occurrence in her outfits. Using plaid and striped patterns, Effy creates unique but undeniably grunge outfits. Alongside these two patterns which frequently make appearance in her ensembles, she also wears checks (typically in the form of a checkered shirt) and has graphic designs on t-shirts and mini dresses.

She accessorizes her outfits creating an air of glamour to her style whilst still maintaining her rebellious allure and grunge vibe. She layers her jewellery, mixing pearl and chain necklaces together, and adorns her arms with lots of bracelets. In terms of footwear, she wears boots most commonly, once again highlighting the guarded and rebellious element of her personality.

Mystifying. Captivating. The embodiment of defiance and insubordination. Effy Stonem is a character that will undoubtedly withstand the test of time, and her role as a style icon will also.

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Beauty is Terror.

1. first elegy from the duine elegies, by rilke / 2 & 3. the secret history by donna tartt / 4. água viva by clarice lispector / 5. the brothers karamazov by dostoyevsky

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i am nothing better than a monster. touch the locket and the argentine of fondness will kill me.

franz kafka // evelyn waugh // miles j. johnston // franz kafka // clarice lispector // charles baudelaire // albert camus // skip liepke // susan sontag // @anouri

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bloodbetweenworlds ¹: disengage, detach & distance [15. 6. 24.]

"with your current circumstances, you mustn't fail to realize that nobody in your house cares for your words, woes, or well-being. when you realize that, your life will be easier to soar through..."

i hear the voices all the time and very often. they're so loud. telling me things i don't wish to hear. i slink and hunch over my genua, hair hanging over my shoes and the floor. 9 hours into my 17th birthday and being in the hospital waiting area at the same time definitely doesn't add any joy to the overrall experience.

"...as it should be for a girl of your beauty and caliber. beautiful deep, rich skin. the type that causes even the minds of the chastest of men to linger on sin. long, black, tightly kinked hair. ropes of entracing resistance. how does the gold coast produce a girl with an aura covered in ivory..."

my stomach is folding in on itself and holding me accountable for actions that weren't my own. it feels like if i were to rip open my abdomen to examine my epigastric region, its entirety would be purple. and not a bruised, black type of purple but a vibrant unnatural purple similar to the shade, #663399, often called Rebecca Purple. the color was rebecca alison meyer's favorite color. meyer passed away twelve hours into her sixth birthday from brain cancer. could my fate be similar?

"...you know my dear son is looking for a [REDACTED], i often think about you filling that [REDACTED], [REDACTED]. i need [REDACTED], you know. i can't imagine a better [REDACTED] for them... you know my [REDACTED]?"

and this is the part where i get sick to my stomach. because of the statement that i was just told. sicker than moments before, too out of sorts to function. unable to hold my body up, i crumble to the icy floor. i hear footsteps approach rapidly, and a yelling of words i can not comprehend.

my consciousness slips, and then i sleep.

"you wish to visit so much that your body forces you to. i see you, human. you can't help yourself."

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"is it better to speak or to die"

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me tbh

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Cute pink gifs 🎀

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What I need rn

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The Ghosts of Paolo and Francesca Appear to Dante and Virgil by Ary Scheffer, 1835