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Sarah Fathima Mohammed, from "nocturnes in the rain"

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Am I redy

Have you ever spent months calmly preparing for one day, you give you everything (or so you think), but as the days approach, an eerie feeling creeps up to you. Discouraging you, making you question every move you make and telling you to back down. I am somewhat going through what ws mentioned above and have no clue how to proceed. I felt ready, but not anymore. I do not want to do this anymore, I cannot do this anymore.

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Good men

Men in love are truly something else.

I dont know how to explain this. I will just note down a few instances that will help you understand what I mean.

Men holding the woman's hand softly, gently, lovingly, reassuringly.

Men not letting go of that one warm hug.

Offering food from their own share, making sure she is not hungry.

Men playing with her hair

Men observing intently and gazing at her eyes.

Spoiling her and validating her silly reasons to be spoiled.

Taking note of what she likes and the little catchphrases she uses without her noticing.

Most importantly- men being vulnerable. When the world scared them to be unworthy of love and forced them to never share a thing that they feel.

Brave are the men who broke their shell and shared that one traumatic incident, gave love a chance, did not push her away, who decided to never let her go no matter what and melted into her arms

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Overwhelmed

Days go by and so do I What's that feeling in my eye A sting so sharp It broke my heart Not what I expect But this is what I get

That lonesome feeling Returns at the blue I want some healing Nostalgia and its hues

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Bye sweater weather, hi picnic weather

With summers here, I am getting out of my winter sleep. I am feeling more active but alas my lazy ass has forgotten how to maintain a good schedule and brain gone haywire what is going on

I wanna wear pretty dresses and go out but I am stuck in my room studying aaa

This is the perfect "going out to a picnic with my boyfriend, eat waffles, bake cake, kiss in the sun and paint flowers" kind of weather but oh well!

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love it when my cats make that one face when i scratch their chins. the -ﻌ- one you know what i mean.

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darling by Alex Dimitrov

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two little birds

they loved each other a more than normal love and different than a complicated one. far apart yet always close

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i dont know but having him by my side is a relief

i dont know if things will go great or not but i am glad that i met you

may be i wont ever show how much i think of future how much i am scared of it but this hope still keeps me going towards you

definitely love is not everything but you taught me so many things

at last it will always be a thankyou for everything

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he said he cannot

4 in the night cozy, calm and quiet. From the fan above the head the air was gentle and light. All that's needed for a sweet goodnight. We were cuddling each other living our best time but suddenly the things flliped. He said he was numb, numb to everything that surrounds the the world but liked me. But confessed something deep. Too deep for me to process the very hour. All I could say was its okay, we are not responsible for this. It all happens and will happen. Things are inevitable. He was blaming himself again and again. Tearing my heart every time I heard him blaming himself. Strange but true this is how I react to grave and weird situations especially when things are just not in your hand. This was the one of them. I hugged him tight let him cry. Wanted him to take everything out of his mind. I hope i did a good job being a shoulder for the first time. May be now i get it why its so hard to console someone. Slowly but steadily i am losing this power of mine. He was vulnerable with so much going inside his head. May be he was trying but he couldn't. And all I could do was hug him kiss him and caress him softly so soft the all his pain melts away. He said I was too perfect too nice for someone like him. I argued I complained I threatened him, dare he says something like that again. He would never know if it was not him it was none. May be I failed in protecting him. May be I never tried protecting him. May be I never defended him the way someone else could. And everyone deserves the best so why not him. Before saying he was scared, his hands were shaking with his teary eyes. Glad that the lights were off. He said the simple the words the brutal they are. Beating around the bush i was unable to get what he wanted to say. Repeatedly all he could say was its he who is the problem not me and I insisted its never I, Me and Mine it is and it was always Us or We. Finally collecting his courage he spoke crying but gently simple but brutal words, All he could say was he cannot love.

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myyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy forever love who wont go away

SUGA: ROAD TO D-DAY (cr. jung-koook)

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the one who says its not you its me,

the one who says he likes me but is hurt that cannot love me

I peer through this mist looking for you

But the fog of my love hides all that is true

Whispers on the wind calling out for me

Wondering, Wondering, Who it could be

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let me stay,

because that is all i really want

let me stay,

dancing like fae among flowers

lost to the breeze

and summer sun-showers

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How to write the passage of time

Time is a crucial element in writing that shapes the narrative. From linear progression, to flashbacks and foreshadowing, it gives you complete control of how your story unfolds.

Here are some tips to describe the passage of time to make your narratives more compelling.

Use the natural world

Describe the changing seasons

Show plant growth and death

Visualise the ebb and flow of tides

Describe the decomposition of flora and fauna

Describe the ways that landscapes change on long journeys

Use the weather to illustrate time jumps

Illustrate the affect that shifting shadows have on a location

Use heavenly bodies like stars, the rise and set of the sun, and phases of the moon

Describe physical activities

Show family gatherings and how they change over the years

Describe the process of finishing a creative pursuit

Create repetitive activities and routines

Have a character engage in an activity, like gardening, that visually changes

Have your characters learn a new skill

Write a change in location that requires a journey to get from point A to point B

Use your setting's seasonal celebrations to illustrate a time shift for individual characters and their world

Use sound

Describe the ticking of clocks

Have your characters' voice change with their age

Illustrate changing musical styles

Have your characters improve an audible skill like singing, swordplay, or learning a musical instrument

Show a character's conversational style changing as they grow

Use the sounds of nature, like leaves becoming brittle as they crunch underfoot, or rain turning into storms

Use silence to illustrate it getting late

Describe objects

Have food left out go mouldy

Illustrate buildings and settings being overtaken by nature

Show the lifecycle of a family heirloom

Describe textiles fading and degrading over time

Describe the freshness of paint; is it wet and glistening, or cracked and dry?

Illustrate technological change and advancement

Describe the repairs in a beloved object

Show a common object like a pencil to describe how it changes with use

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nice vacation good people around happy to have everyone in my life uff its okay to live a life regret free but is it good ..what next scares me a lot a lot hope things get better soon

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why do i still cry listening to blue and grey

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will go on doing a 21 one challenge from today eating healthy to being healthy