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Urgent update my little brother is dying 😭

Today we took our little brother to the hospital because he suffers from an infection that affects his breathing and causes him pain. I hope that every living conscience will help us save our young son’s life and donate any amount you can.

Unfortunately, there is no treatment in the hospital for my little. Help us before it is too late.

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⏰ 🚨 attention please🙏🚨

Dear friends and compassionate supporters,

My name is Rakan Zaqout, and I am writing to you from Occupied Gaza, Palestine . As the eldest and only son in my family 👨‍👩‍👧‍👦, I am a preparatory student caught in the midst of the devastating war in Gaza. 🍉

I am reaching out to ask for your help in raising funds to save our lives as we face starvation during this desperate and urgent time💔

Before the war, we lived a peaceful life filled with love and happiness🕊. I had a deep love for birds and cherished a beautiful one of my own 🦜. I have always excelled in my studies at school 👨‍🎓

However,😥

My and my family life changed dramatically when Israeli military launched a sweeping war against Gaza. My home and our neighbourhood in the North have been destroyed along with our belongings and precious memories early in this crisis😣💔,Sadly, I also lost my bird😭

Forced to flee with nothing but the clothes on our backs, today, we find ourselves sheltering in a displacement camp lacking access to sanitation, medical supplies, food and drinkable water. I will not talk a lot about the dire and unbearable life we have to go through, as no word can express it fairly 🥺😣

We are supposed to be playing with other kids, coloring on pages, and going to school. We are supposed to hug our parents, not cry in fear from the bombings. We are meant to be held with love and peace, not buried under rubble and stone.😢💔

This genocide has been 10 months of hell and horror. We have reached a point where there is no hope left for us here in Gaza.

I refuse to succumb to despair, holding on to the belief that brighter days lie ahead 🖤🤍💚💖

Your compassionate aid would mean the world to me and my family.🥺🙏🍉✌

Please note, this GoFundMe page is for my mum, @emanzaqout, who has had her Tumblr account terminated three times for unknown reasons, despite being thoroughly vetted. We had meaningful interactions with many of you there.✔✔We have always found the Tumblr community to be incredibly supportive and helpful, so your continued support of our campaign until we reach our goal would be deeply appreciated.💪💕

The pervious blogs have been vetted

by @90-ghost here

by @dlxxv-vetted-donations here

by @northgazaupdates2 here

by @aces-and-angels here

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Just a reminder for all fanfic writers who want to be inclusive to their audiences to stray away from using stuff like “blushing” or “reddening of the cheeks”! It doesnt really apply to our darker sisters and can take a person out the story.

It helps to describe the feeling instead of the appearance (ie face getting hot instead of your face being caught in a flush)

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multiple ear piercings is the only answer

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𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚜𝚘 𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚣𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚊𝚝𝚌𝚑 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜, 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚟𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏. 𝙸 𝚊𝚍𝚖𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝, 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎, 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚟𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚍𝚐𝚊𝚏 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 ���𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚝. 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚢 𝚢𝚘𝚞, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚊 𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝 𝚋𝚒𝚛𝚝𝚑𝚍𝚊𝚢 ♡ | 𝟸𝟷𝟶𝟷𝟶𝟼

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Happy Jaebeom day 🖤

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𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚜𝚘 𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚣𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚊𝚝𝚌𝚑 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜, 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚟𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏. 𝙸 𝚊𝚍𝚖𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝, 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎, 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚟𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚍𝚐𝚊𝚏 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚝. 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚢 𝚢𝚘𝚞, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚊 𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝 𝚋𝚒𝚛𝚝𝚑𝚍𝚊𝚢 ♡ | 𝟸𝟷𝟶𝟷𝟶𝟼

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Merry (late) Christmas everyone!

I'm finally back! I'll finish most of my drafts within the next 2-3 days and then I'll upload a super cute oneshot I started writing a while ago!

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I'm so so sorry for not posting anything in the weekend, I've been busy and kinda moody so I just wrote a bit but didn't finish anything. I'll try to post tomorrow babiiies

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I think it's Nicole or Mary

what was your almost name? mine was sofia

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Rent help for Dec. 1st?

Hii! I’m Juna and I’m a 29 year old trans woman and I live with my only family, my mom Betty in her 60s. I recently had some serious dental trouble and it was .. expensive. Donations helped us pay the bills but we had to put much of our own $ into it as well and now paying rent for December is going to be … very hard. Not to mention there’s still 250$ of dentist bill leftover to pay. But we under-paid for november to help with the dentist payment too! My landlady was okay with it, but that means next months rent is 1200$ instead of 900 and that 900 was gonna be hard as is. We need like 550$ and that leaves … nothing for groceries/christmas, either. I’d like to be able to get my mom a set of pots or something to replace our rusty paint-chipped ancient ones from good will. But thats not quite as important as getting rent paid so, priorities! If you feel generous this holiday season and want to help a poor family of two have a less stressful & more cheerful holiday, you can donate a few bucks to paypal.me/justjuna or cash.me/$junabugs and make life for a small family a little less terrifying for the holidays. If you can’t donate, please please reblog! Really! Every one helps!♥

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TW// suicide, death, pills, drinking, alcohol, grieve

What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to  her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all  busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

but you killed everyone else around you too. 

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Should I make a masterlist? I don't have that many works yet and most of them are requests/asks so idk yet

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Your weekly apology post for being so terrible at keeping up with the requests 😭 have some Jaebeom

I just have many essays and presentations because of the online classes so I start writing something and stop and continue it gradually 😭

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Reblog or your mom will die in 928 seconds.

I love my mom.

I am risking nothing

I AM SORRY FOLLOWERS, I LOVE MY MOMMY

Will not risk.

sorry followers :(

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Hiii! Can we have something on boyfriend JB? Thanks :)

Boyfriend Jaebeom

Pairing: boyfriend! Jaebeom x reader

A/N: HIII I'VE BEEN WANTING TO WRITE ABOUT JB FOR A WHILE NOW BECAUSE HE'S THE LOML ❣️💖💓💗❣️💓💖 I hope you don't mind I did it like that,,, I've been kinda caught up in a writer's block today

• You two met at a club probably through one of his offshore friends or in a bookstore while you were searching for poetry books.

• You wanted a specific book but the kind lady at the register told you Jaebeom had just bought the final available copy so all you could do was to smile politely at him and the lady and go back to look for another book.

•Some time later Jaebeom appeared and he handed you the book that you actually wanted to read. "I'll get a copy when they restock it, don't worry about it" he said smiling and he had you blushing.

• when you started reading the book you noticed a post it with a phone number on it and the name "Def" written on it.

• You weren't sure if you should call or not because there was a chance it wasn't that guy from the bookstore but you decided to take a chance since those books were always checked in the register in case of a return. (DON'T TALK TO STRANGERS KIDS)

• You texted the number in order to feed your curiosity but make this whole thing less awkward sending him a simple "Hey is this Def?" waiting for his answer which came pretty quickly "Yes and you are?".

•After that you two started talking for about a week before he finally asked you out and when he did you were all hyped and smiley because the feels were there.

• When the date night came you were sooo anxious but when you met him it felt unreal, he was much more handsome than how you remembered him.

•After that date many ones followed. It took him forever to ask you to be his significant other and when he did you guys were hanging out in a cat café and you almost dropped your beverage. But you said yes because you were head over heels for this man and you couldn't hold back!

• He's the best boyfriend ever, always making sure you're healthy and happy with him and always expressing his love with songs, poems, letters. He'd probably gift you books with highlighted parts that reminded you of him or small notes of random thoughts on the side, you'd arrange reading dates where you'd read books or talk about them. And that's pretty much when he confessed his love to you, underlying it in a book before he actually said it to you some seconds later. Because he did love you a lot.

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Anything domestic with Mark Tuan?🤍

Sundays at home

Thank you for your request!

Pairing: Domestic!Mark x Reader

Words:

Sundays were always fun days since you could spend them with your boyfriend Mark. On Sundays, you both enjoyed staying home, doing things together. This Sunday wasn't different from the other ones. You and Mark decided to cook together, something you rarely did since you had no time.

You spent almost all morning long trying to find something easy to cook since neither of you had experience with the kitchen.

You decided to make homemade pizza because you had made it many times with your mother in the past.

You put on your apron and gave one to Mark as well. You had already called your mom to ask for her devine recipe and it was laying on the counter all ready to be used.

Mark was reading the recipe carefully as he started gathering the ingredients. You turned on the oven at 180°C so that it can get heated while you prepared the pizza.

"Hey where is the flour?" Mark asked looking for the flour in the cupboards not noticing that you were holding it in your hands ready to add it first in the bowl.

"Baby I have noo idea" you said trying not to laugh as you poured it in the bowl. He was about to leave the kitchen when he realized you had already used the amount of flour written on the piece of paper.

"Heyyy" he whined and came next to you, dipping his finger in the white ingredient and spread some on your nose and cheeks.

You widened your eyes in shock before repeating what he had just done. Of course he wouldn't let it slip like that so he went on starting a whole food war or maybe flour war since you literally begged him not to throw you an egg because it would get too messy.

After all of the flour ended up on the floor -and on you two- you stopped fighting and laughing and you took a seat trying to calm down.

"How about we order some pizza? I prefer eating it than making it." He said chuckling.

"I'll agree with you" you left a sigh looking at the mess in the kitchen. "But you'll help me clean up okayyy??" You asked looking in his eyes with a puppy like look.

"I will princess, but after we eat." He placed the order and you had to wait for a little bit