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“There are some people you’ll never see again. At least, not in the same way.”

— Iain Thomas

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my advice for not going insane? try to do something every weekend. go to events, you’ll love events. and not like just hang out with ur friends or go clubbing , no, make a day out of going to some local market by yourself or attend some strange convention event you’ve never heard of. i cannot stress the importance of doing random events on a friday night or saturday or a sunday at r pm for mentally ill people especially if you’re depressed and have been searching for an anchor 2 tether yourself to. attend some events now

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“Darling, you deserve it all. You deserve love and peace and magic and joy dancing in your eyes. You deserve hearty, deep-belly laughter and the right to let those tears fall and water the soil. You deserve freedom and goodness and company and days of bliss and quiet too. You deserve you happy and healed and content and open. So keep going, darling. Keep going.”

— Unknown

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rasputin didnt become a fucked up sex wizard until he was like 30. your life doesn't end at 25 <3

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Doubting all i am and all i will be.

once again i realize that i’m the problem. the way i’m wired is a problem. i’m a defect , a failure, a easily replaceable person , a messed up kid who thought she was doing the right thing. so in conclusion i’ve decided. i am no longer going to use a mirror and be myself. lately i have found whenever i am ‘ myself ‘ i get odd looks , lectures , and uncomfortable smiles. to them i will always be the same useless child i’ve always been. not anymore, now , now i’m going throw out the mirrors i look into , and instead replace them with a million canvases. so i can a paint a new version of whoever i need to be with whoever i’m with. i will carve , break , repaint , and shatter everything that i am to let everyone around me be happy with this new , and improved version of myself that they want. it’ll hurt , but it hurts more to be alone. 

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hello! i’m kinda new to tumblr so if anyone sees this i hope you have a wonderful day! also don’t forget to eat you enemies if they dare to disrespect you , or your boundaries. now get out there and do your worst :))

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i’m not  a big fan of being alive , but i like feeling alive. idk how they are similar yet not but i think it’s the way the vibes differ.

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Netflix and chill . . .  nah 

watching shrek and sex! now that’s piques my interest ;) 

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i look up into thaw heavens , blinded by its glory. the. i see a wondrous image , a divine rat of highest order. staring at my mere mortal existence , scoffing , while eating doritos , and knows what i am thinking. “i want to become like them. a feral God who claims a throne wherever i go. either i shall dethrone this king or become the king himself.” beady eyed , they are laughing at my stupidity. but until then i shall await my fated destiny , wether it be life or death i won’t rest ‘til that dream is achieved.

this is ab @Pukicho.

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Ah yes, the celebrities of Tumblr:

 • Vaguely Eldritch Pink Goop

 • The Dream Person (that has a tiny pan and a huge dog)

 • Knockoff Kid’s Toy That Threatens Everyone

 • Jeff Who Is Funny No Matter What He Says

 • Firefox

 • OSHA

 • A Famous And Respected Author For Some Fucking Reason

 • The Young Version Of The Mentor Of A Movie Adaptation Of A Doctor Seuss Book

 • A depressed skeleton from a very meta indie RPG