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[barbathoes]

I want to squish Thoma's man tiddies please TwT

[barbathoes]

YOOOOO I CAN SEE THIS TWO BITCHES SANDWICHING Y/N HOLYSHIT.

So like here me out. I am a simp, for any Genshin characters . And like if you give me a picture of these two flirty motherfuckers I would say they're the same.

-Just imagine, bringing Thoma with you along with Ayaka(Can'tforgetmyqueen) to Liyue as you want Ayaka to explore along with Thoma, while you we're walking infront of the two leading them to different stores and shops, a familiar Harbinger snatches your waist and pulls you closer to his side with a chuckle and smirk, "Ojou-chan, who's your new friends?" He asks, giving a friendly smile at Ayaka and a stare at Thoma.

-You explain that they are from Inazuma, explaining Ayaka is a high profiled person being the daughter of the Kamisato Clan and from the Tri-Commission along with Thoma, Of course Thoma didn't like getting eyed out by the orange haired boy, who is also so close to you with an arm around your waist.

-You, of course introduce him as well to the two, Thoma almost getting into a defensive position when he heard "His a fatui harbinger". Oh how the air got a tad bit heavy when the two boys we're practically staring daggers at each other, if you looked closely they might have a lighting between the them.

-You shimmied out of Tartaglia's grip and went to Ayaka's side putting a hand on her shoulder, since she's quite fond of you and you're friends anyways. "How about you two talk to each other, you're practically looking at a mirror" You joked and giggled, since you have known the two for quite awhile, and wanting them to be well acquainted.

-And the lemon and orange haired boys just looked at each other and tried to talk it out, Tartaglia starting the conversation, it ended well in the long run. The two became practically twins in your time in Liyue.

-Two weeks has already passed since they first meet, Tartaglia and Thoma is now teaming up on teasing you, Oh how now you regret making them meet each other, Ayaka could only giggle at the sight when you we're all walking back after a meal at Xiangling's restaurant, which Ayaka really enjoyed since she had learned a new recipe and also getting a new friend.

-You waited for Ayaka to enter her room in the inn before going to yours, before you could even enter, you have been pulled into the lemon and orange haired boy's room, the door locking behind after, you we're now sandwiched between the two, Thoma infront, Tartaglia at the back, their hands all over your body.

-"Ojou-chan~ We have agreed upon sharing you" Tartaglia whispered to you, making you shiver at his statement, while holding either of their hands, "Tho, we want to know if you're ok with this?" Thoma continued, putting your comfort first than theirs, You nodded as you pulled Tartaglia's head to your neck while giving Thoma a kiss.

-The two smirked with content before Tartaglia started trailed kisses on your shoulder down to your back, whilst his hand was dangerously hovering in your inner thigh, whilst Thoma is slowly lifting your dress up.

-You softly moan as Tartaglia's hand went into your shorts and panties, giving you a small bruise on your back as well, making you moan softly at his action, they both hummed in content before slowly navigating you back to their bed.

-Expect to not walk properly after that.

I just love the two uwu, might continue it if you ask nicely :3

[barbathoes]

FUCK, I was too caught up simping for him on his birthday (Ｔ▽Ｔ), Happy belated birthday, Ajax this is for you. ♡

-You would send him a letter a month earlier since sometimes it would take a bit of time to get to him, that letter would contain how he should go back home on his birthday, of course it would be signed by his little brother, hehe his family was in on it.

-So there he was, tired from the travel though the thought of his family waiting for him is what motivated him to go back, the Fatui gave him some gifts of course, though it won't defeat his beloved family. He opens the door and was greeted by a sword, He blocked it of course he was about to yell before he saw you, pulling those party poppers on his face with a big shit-eating grin on your face, "Happy Birthday, Ajax" you said before moving away, to let him see how decorated it was, lots of food on the table, gifts stacked up just for him and his family on the side with balloons and other party stuff.

-You handed him a narwhal plush, giving him a small kiss on the cheek before smiling, It's a well-deserved celebration and break for his efforts. You, Ajax and his family partied like it was the last day on Tevyat, He was very much touched.

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-It was already night time, The decorations was still up though the dishes we're now cleaned, confetti was all swept to the side, almost everyone was now asleep, Tartaglia was walking to his bedroom, which both of you share-

-He has been thinking of the 'other gift ' you got him when he was unwrapping presents, he could just sigh as his curiosity was killing him as he opened the door.

- Tartaglia was speechless to say the least, You on his bed, ribbon tied all over your body, barely covering your chest and body with a big red bow in the middle, your wrists tied up in a cute little bow

- "Happy Birthday, Ajax" You said with a giggle, your cheeks and ears we're burning and red, as you fon't know what he'll say next or if he even likes it.

-His neutral smile turned into a dark smirk as he sat beside you, his gloved hand trailing on you tummy to the ribbon that covering your wonderful chest from him, he leaned down to you, giving you a well deserved kiss as his hand went on your wrist, holding it down onto the plush pillow, leaning down on the ribbon and then biting it, slowly pulling the silk off your body, giving him full access to you

- "Thank you for the meal, Comrade" He said with a smirk as his head went down between your thighs.

-You'll be lucky if you ever get the chance to walk again after that night.

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Hope you like it uwu, Love this tangerine haired narwhal, he'll be close to my heart next to Barbathoe.

[barbathoes]

Spoilers for Tartaglia's story quest :3

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So like you made a promise to Teucer (Childe's brother) that you'll visit them in Snezhnaya as your promise to him. You went with Tartaglia of course, who would come alone in a new place? And when both of you entered Tartaglia's house they we're so excited to meet you since Childe would write them letters from time to time and he'll bring you up in it sometimes.

So they excitedly invited you in, almost forgetting Tartaglia- Lmao. Everything was so bright and happy, You help them cook food, making dishes from Liyue and Mondstadt that they haven't tried yet, very much a chaotic happy household.

Alas, it's time to go, Teucer was quite a bit upset that you'll be leaving soon along with his brother, so before you go, seeing him all down wasn't really very pleasant to see when going, You made a pinky promise of coming back and visiting once in awhile. That made him happy of course.

So there, You visited them from time to time alongside Tartaglia of course, he would ask you if you want to come to Snezhnaya with him if ever he has the chance to do so. His family was very welcoming with you, and considered you apart of it already.

When they knew that you and Childe started to date, his older siblings would start calling you sister in law, while teasing the shit out of Childe.

I could also see how they'll ruin Tartaglia's moment when his about to propose to you, (Of course it was almost 3 to 4 years of dating and visiting them) Where in Teucer excitedly went to you while you made food, pulling on your apron as he said "My big brother said he would like to ask you for your hand in marriage", Tartaglia was chasing him when he heard the last words, oh how red and defeated he looks after being late for a few seconds. Of course you said yes, laughing most of the time at how he looked and how almost his household broke the house when you said yes.

Just a wholesome family moment with Tartaglia wwwwwww

[barbathoes]

Venti is that annoying short friend/lover who gets away with shit because he knows how to play the cards right, want some hugs from u? Puppy eyes and a cheeky smile as he puts his face on your chest while "hugging" you.

Sorry I love my username too much ehe.

[barbathoes]

I’ve seen a lot of posts on my dash tonight about users who are threatening suicide, with other Tumblr members posting in effort to try to get ahold of them. I think you all should see this:

IF THERE IS EVER A TUMBLR USER WHO HAS POSTED A GOOD-BYE MESSAGE, SUICIDE NOTE, VIDEO, OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT, PLEASE FOLLOW THIS POST.

1. Scroll to the top of your dashboard.

2. See the circular question mark icon at the top? It’s the third one over from your home symbol. Click on that, and a screen similar to the one in the picture will come up.

3. Where you can type in questions, the box with the magnifying glass at the top, type in the word “suicide.”

4. Click on the first link that shows up. It should say, “Pass the URL of the blog on to us.”

5. Type in the user’s URL and tell Tumblr admin that the user is contemplating suicide and has posted a message indicating that they are going through with it or will be attempting. Hit send! Tumblr administration will perform a number of actions to contact the user and take the necessary steps to prevent the suicide.

TUMBLR: THIS COULD SAVE A USER’S LIFE. PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE SUICIDE THREATS.

Reblog this to keep other users aware. Suicide isn’t a joke, and neither is someone’s life. If you didn’t know this, someone else may not, either. Pass it on.

[barbathoes]

I'm sorry but I can't- i'm to much a simp for the twins qwq THEIR TOO FUCKIN HOT I CAN'T STOP

trese sfw and nsfw headcanons: crispin, basilio, maliksi, tapia, dominic (sexy aswang)

a/n: me after making this

sfw

crispin

actually not that bad of a boyfriend, doesnt forget that he’s in a relationship with you and really makes an effort to show it

takes you on both luxurious and simple dates, depending on both of your moods

tries to cook for you, but either he only knows one (1) meal to cook or none at all

likes cuddling with you, he’s the big spoon of course

knows how to play the guitar?? actually sings to you sweet harana songs that makes you blush every time

“guy in charge of the bbq during parties” energy along with hank and tapia

likes watching movies with you, either at home or in theatres

likes holding your hands a lot, and loves giving kisses!

basilio

chaotic bf vibe

hogs the bed!! you go to sleep all cuddled up then the next morning he’s almost falling off the bed while you dont move from your side bc he keeps kicking you!

sometimes forgets about you tbh, the type to lose you at the mall

just gets so distracted with “important stuff i need to check out” but it’s just the new and cool toys and gadgets

he is the designated driver, so you get to ask him to drive you around everywhere (especially when doing errands)

asks for a ps4/ps5 for christmas

the type to hover over you when you’re in bed just to scare the absolute living shit out of you, pranks you a lot

puts up the christmas tree by september, drags you along to go carolling

but is a big softie, loves when you give him kisses and back rubs!

maliksi

looks like he could kill you, is actually a cinnamon roll

so whipped for you, but also kinda scared

he is the type to join the twins’ shenanigans, but one glare from you and he stops messing around

“stands behind you all shy and tries to be small even though he’s Big” energy

definitely the type to spoil you and bring you on fancy trips

takes a lot of alcohol for him to get drunk, so he almost always is the designated driver

when you’re both stuck in traffic you would ask jokingly if he could just transform as a tikbalang to get through traffic--he seriously considers it

“i was joking babe--”

“i see your point though”

tapia

absolute malewife energy

very very cute, always brings you pasalubong/food whenever he comes home, maybe some snacks for you to eat after dinner

either makes you breakfast in the morning or you make breakfast for the both of you, he would just hug you from behind and thank you for it

a really domestic life with him, a family man!

goes grocery shopping with you

has many nieces and nephews, so family reunions are always a huge filipino fiesta

the type to babysit all of his nieces and nephews at the beach but oh my god there’s so many and DONT GO OUT TOO FAR pls

but it was rewarding, might bring up marriage and kids soon

ACAB except for Him

dominic

less trashy edward cullen vibes

probably drinks a lot, but doesnt get drunk

possessive!

the type to bring you to clubs to show you off, but will get angry at anyone who looks at you

really soft and protective towards you, even when you show him pictures of ugly aswangs on google and say “thats u”

doesn’t know how to cook, also the type to have ppl prepare his food for him

nibbles on your bottom lip whenever he kisses you!

tries to be gentlemanly by offering you his jacket but all it does is distract you with his body

and he knows it

nsfw under the cut

nsfw

crispin

let me just tell you, this guy FUCKS

not the kind of guy who likes being teased, so no unexpected nudes while he’s at work unless you want your back broken

the type to give punishments

pulls on your hair or grabs your chin to make you look at him

kinda likes it when you choke on his cock, likes feeling your throat

when he’s tired from work and frustrated, it’s face down ass up for you

gets drunk watching his cock disappear into your cunt and he tells you that

“god your pussy just sucks me in” “you miss me that much?”

starts cursing when he’s close, will wrap his arms around your waist and bring himself down to your back before whispering to you “im close” “im gonna cum soon baby”

kisses all over your back once he’s done! Cleans you up and helps you stand up (you’re straight up limping, cum running down your thighs)

and then he covers you both with the blanket and cuddles with you

basilio

A TEASE!

pussy drunk omg

groans into your cunt the moment he tastes you, and then he’s absolutely addicted to you

asks for quickies all the time, but not even quick sex but “please let me eat your pussy, i’ll make you cum quick i promise” “please i just wanna taste your cunt”

teases you by running his cock up and down your folds, making sure he’s all slicked up, pats your clit with the tip of his cock, laughing when you groan

“you’re so sensitive, are you gonna cum once i push my cock into your pussy?”

“no, basilio, i promise”

“you sure baby?”

every time he enters your pussy it feels like the first time, literally has to stop for a few seconds so that he wont cum so quickly

“fuuuuuck, i love this pussy so much”

gets so into it, his drool drops to your stomach

this guy likes to hit you with the mating press okay, he wants to see your fucked out face, eyes rolling to the back of your head, your mouth open with your tongue lolling out

likes to see what he does to you

subconsciously is thinking about fucking his kids into you

groans and kisses your neck when he cums, and there’s always so much of it that it flows out of your cunt even when he cums deep inside you

maliksi

Big Dick Energy, why else doesn’t he wear anything when shifting to tikbalang form

his third leg needs to breathe apparently

kinda scared at first bc his cock is big, and maybe Too big for you, scared he’s gonna rip you in half

gives soft kisses and lots of foreplay

eats pussy like he was in the hunger games for 3 months

likes you on top on him, so that you can control the pace and can easily get off him if you get hurt

tucks your hair behind your ears before pulling you down for a kiss

he is so mfing big, he can see the outline of his cock through your tummy

“you’re so big, maliksi...fuck”

you move slowly, but he can see how much you like it

presses down on your tummy bulge and feels the head of his cock, you both groan at the feeling

“am i deep in your pussy, baby?” “is this me right here?”

you nod frantically, “i can feel you in my tummy…”

you would have to beg him to go faster

in which he will plant his bed on the bed, wrap his arms around and jackhammer up into you

the only thing coming out of your mouth is his name and your “please” and curses

kisses you and whispers against your mouth, “im gonna cum baby, where do you want it?”

“inside please”

he moves to kiss your temple before reaching for your clit, making sure you come just seconds before he explodes into your tight cunt

you'd have to slowly entice him into fucking you in his tikbalang form

tapia

body worship

loud in bed?? maybe not super loud, but whimpers and groans

the first time you sucked his cock, he was already so close to busting a nut

likes you on top, likes seeing your tits bounce up and down

subby? Would like to be tied down

has a mommy kink??????

literally will beg for you to let him cum

“please please please let me cum… i’ve been good…” “please let me cum in your pussy mommy”

groans long and hard once he cums, holds your hips down against his because he gets so sensitive

literally baby making sex

dominic

another BDE and he knows it

might fuck you against the wall when you guys couldn’t make it to bed

also likes it missionary, your legs all the way up on his shoulders

“you’re so fucking pretty...you’re all mine right?” "say it baby"

possessive!dominic ayo

wants you naked while he’s fully dressed

just pulls his cock out of his pants and gets you to suck on it

slaps his cock against your face, likes it when your face is all wet with your drool and his precum

likes to see your pussy in full view, spreading your legs wide and smirking at you while you try your hardest to cover your blushing face

“why are you hiding, hmm? dont you wanna see how your tight cunt swallows my cock, baby?”

makes you cum by hitting your gspot and rubbing your clit at the same time

might bite your neck when he cums

you might have passed out atleast 4 times throughout the night because this man can and will go for multiple rounds

[barbathoes]

Mind filled with Cherry from Sk8 :3

SPOILERS FOR EP 9!

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Imagine, you got picked to be Adams opponent, Of course your a part of S as your skills for skateboarding almost matched up with Cherry and Joe, Cherry was so against even saying not to do it, but you assure you'll do well, So there you we're skating, already prepared to dodge his Love Hug but you didn't expect him to hit you with his board, you fell unconcious as Cherry literally zoomed through the course coming to aid you, before he slapped Adam straight in the face before finishing his sentence, Just imagine him losing his shit and composure as he scoops you up bridal style cursing the living hell out of Adam before going into the car.

Just imagine him so fucking livid to the point where everyone is quiet as they haven't seen Cherry lost his composure before. I love Cherrytomuch. Fuckadamihatedhim

[barbathoes]

Hehe, feel my wrath owo

astronomy

Genre: angst

Hajime iwaizumi x reader

Warning: cancer, y/n death

Synopsis: when you get diagnosed with cancer, you wanted to spend what little time you had left completing your bucket list with iwaizumi.

a/n: blame @tendousfingerbandagess for this idea. I was just listening to conan gray's new song 'astronomy' then prompted this idea. I want to share my pain with you all hehehe! Let's get started.

"we found that you have acute lymphocytic leukemia…" were the first and only words you heard from the doctor before blood suddenly rushed to your ears.

You were rushed to the hospital by your boyfriend, Iwaizumi, when your very high fever kept coming back every few hours. Hajime sat next to you as the doctor broke the news to you, trying to comfort you by running his thumb over your clenched knuckle. He hoped to ease you into the harsh reality that was brought upon you but you couldn't feel anything then. All you felt was the piercing cold. You didn't know if it was a symptom of your new diagnosis or because of the news itself.

"w-well, can you still treat it?" Iwaizumi asked for you, squeezing your hand to attempt and bring you back into this conversation.

"we can but it'll be painful-"

"what if I don't want to be treated?" you suddenly chimed in. that caused Hajime to turn to you with a shocked expression. No. You have to get treated. He can't lose you.

"w-what are you saying, (y/n)? Y-you can't be serious." Iwaizumi let out a humorless chuckle, praying that you would laugh along and reassure him that you were kidding. But you didn't do that. You sat straight in the uncomfortable chair, waiting for the doctor's response.

"Well, though it is not ideal, we can delay putting you on the transplant list but that will lessen your chances to survive. Chemo therapy is also on the table." the doctor replied professionally, his clipboard opened on your file to take note of your wishes.

"I want to delay both as of now. I-I just need time to think…" your voice cracked. You wanted to be strong. To show your boyfriend that you could handle it and that you'll be okay. But from the looks of your face, how you trembled beside him, iwaizumi knew that it was the exact opposite of what you were trying to portray. The doctor nodded his head before he left you alone with a confused and distraught Iwa.

"why?" Iwa's voice was barely above whisper as his glassy eyes looked into yours in sorrow. He wanted you to live. He already planned his future with you. How you would have two kids running around the small house you two would purchase to accommodate your family. But now, he wasn't so sure if that same dream of his will come to life. The only thing he could do now was pray that you'll survive and live through this.

"I want to live my life, haj," you replied. You shot him a sad grin before you took a deep breath and spoke once more. "I want to live my life to the fullest before I grow weak and have to sit in a hospital room and wait impatiently for the small chance that I'll find a donor or see any big progresses." you let out a watery laugh. Damn, this was harder than it looks. "I want to live my last stronger moments with you." tears ran down your cheeks at the end of your little speech. You looked back to see iwaizumi's tears flowing down just like yours did.

Iwaizumi brought your hand up to his quivering lips and placed a soft kiss on them. "then I'll help you. I'll help you live your life to the fullest." he placed another kiss on your knuckle, a sign of a promise he was willing to do anything to keep.

"okay, I'm done!" you called Iwa. You placed your pen down and waited for him to pop out from your shared bedroom.

Iwaizumi smiled and sat next to you on the couch, reaching a hand out to take the slip of paper from you. You gave it to him willingly. "have a road trip around Japan, adopt a puppy, try delicacies in each city we visit, bungee jumping, and star gazing. Wow, it looks like we have a lot of things to do~" he said, wrapping his arm around you and bringing you closer as his eyes skimmed through the list once more.

You nodded your head in agreement. Iwaizumi explained to his team that he wouldn't be there as often because of your diagnosis. They all agreed that your health came first and that they'll be fine hearing his critiques on their forms and diet from home. Just like that, he already sacrificed so much for your sake. He now asked you to write down a small little bucket list you could do together before you decide to settle down and get better. He promised to help you live your life to the fullest after all.

"When do you think is the best time to start working on this?" he asked, waving the list in his hand. You shrugged. You didn't want to rush him into finishing this and risk burning your boyfriend out. This was his time to relax and have fun beside you. "We should get packing then!" he took both of your hands and pulled you up from your seat, causing a giggle to bubble up from your throat. You tilted your head when his words sank into your brain. Pack? Right now?

"You want me to pack? Right now?" you asked skeptically. Iwa chuckled before leaning in and pressing a quick kiss on your soft lips.

"because we're going on that road-trip tomorrow, you idiot." Hajime watched your eyes lit up with glee before you skipped into your bedroom and packed your shared luggage.

Even in the devastating predicament you were in, you didn't stop being so positive and happy. That was one of the things he loved about you.

"We drive through the woods

Rich neighborhoods to watch

We joked as we looked

That they were too good for us

Cause socially speaking we were the same

With runaway fathers and mothers who drank

A tale old as time

Young love don't last for life"

You sat in the passenger seat of Hajime's car, a blanket keeping you comfortable while Conan Gray's astronomy blaring through the speakers. Iwaizumi couldn't help but bop his head behind the wheel while you sang along.

"damn, your voice sounds amazing." he complimented, causing your cheeks to feel hot. Iwaizumi chuckled before he turned and parked in the wide parking lot of the animal shelter.

"wait! Are we getting the puppy now?!" you squealed excitedly. Iwaizumi clicked his seatbelt off and hummed in confirmation. You never got out of the car that quickly before.

Fortunately, this was only the beginning.

For the next few days, you traveled around Japan with your new puppy, iwaizumi named (y/n) Jr., went bungee jumping together, and tried delicacies in each town. you had the time of your life.

But fun had to end.

On the last day of your third week, you started to feel waves on waves of fatigue wash over you. You just wanted to rest with Iwaizumi but you felt like giving in was only admitting that you can't handle it anymore.

So you forced yourself to get up.

It was hard to hide things from iwaizumi. He was always perceptive, especially now. He was there to help you live.

He needed you to live. Because he knew that he wasn't anyone without you.

"you okay? We can rest today if you want." he asked worriedly, walking over and assisting you to a seat. He went into the kitchen to fetch you a glass of water.

"no, I'm fine." you replied, trying to reduce your shaking as you take the glass and chugged the water. You could only hope that your headache will subside soon. "do you have anything planned for today?" you asked, feigning cheerfulness. Iwaizumi glanced back at you worriedly before he sighed, flashing you a small smile.

"well, we have stargazing on your list so I was planning to do just that." Iwa sat next to you and stretched his arm over your shoulder. You giggled before you closed your eyes and nuzzled into him, wishing to store the last bit of your energy that you felt was seeping out at a rapid pace.

Iwaizumi could hope that it wasn't what he suspected. That you were just having an off-day. That you were okay, just like the last few weeks.

But that was all he could do. All he could do was hope.

The night air was colder than usual.

You pulled your thick cardigan closer to your chest and squeezed iwa's hand, hoping that his warmth would seep into you. Hajime looked back at you worriedly. "you okay? Dammit, we should've stayed home-"

"i'm fine, haji, it's just colder than usual." you lied, nudging him, telling him to keep walking.

You felt like you used up all of your energy climbing up the small hill where a picnic blanket was set-up on the very top, a small stereo playing Astronomy softly. You couldn't help but gasp in surprise. Maybe that wasn't a good idea, the lack of air in your lungs already making you dizzy. The gasp hid the shallowness of your breath from your already anxious boyfriend who helped you get settled on the blanket under the stars.

"just... Sit tight." iwaizumi took a deep breath before he stood in front of you, made a fist and pretended he was holding a mic as he sang along to Conan's soft voice.

"We've traveled the seas

We've ridden the stars

We've seen everything

From Saturn to Mars

As much as it seems

Like you own my heart

It's astronomy

We're two worlds apart"

He took your hand and pulled you up on your shaking feet. he got down on one knee then took out a velvet box. Your hands flew to your mouth. This can't be happening.

"(y/n), it might look like we don't have time but i know you can fight back and win. I can wait until then. So (y/n) (l/n), will you marry me?" he muttered to keep his voice from cracking. Your smile reached from ear to ear, nodding your head rapidly at a loss of words. Iwaizumi slipped the ring onto your finger and was about to pull you close into a hug when the unthinkable happened.

Your feet buckled under you, unable to support your weight anymore. Your breath was ragged and loud. You tried to suck in air to no avail. What was going on?

Your ears ring while black dots start to spread through your vision. The last thing you remembered was your now fiance's blurry figure in front of you, desperately trying to bring you back to him.

Cold. The cold just seeps into you, suffocates you until-

You woke up to the blinding lights of the hospital. Your tired eyes moved to observe the room. You felt someone squeezed your hand. You turned to see a sleepy iwaizumi slouched in one of those uncomfortable hospital chairs, his hand gripping yours tightly. Hajime jolted awake the second you squeezed his hand back.

"(y/n)!" he exclaimed in relief, bringing his head down and kissing the ring on your finger repeatedly. Little droplets littered your hand. Iwaizumi was crying. "i-i thought i lost you... You wouldn't wake up for days a-and-" he sobbed. You pulled him into your chest, letting him nuzzle into your weak figure.

That small reassurance that you still had that small fight left in you helped iwaizumi sleep that night.

It was only the beginning of hell for you.

For the next few weeks, iwaizumi couldn't do anything but watch as your once strong figure rapidly grew weaker by the day. He had no idea had to stop it.

He needed a miracle.

He picked up his phone, dialed a certain number and waited for them to answer. If iwaizumi needed a miracle, this was the guy to call.

Another week went by, you were looking out your window in boredom when your hospital room door opened. thinking it was another nurse, you used all your strength to crane your neck to look at the person who entered. Your eyes lit up when you saw Iwaizumi enter with the Argentina setter, Oikawa.

"tooru!" you cheerfully yelled. Oikawa immediately rushed toward you. The man was about to pounce on you but iwa came to the rescue just in time and pulled the setter away from your bed.

"what are you doing here?" you asked, wiping away the stray happy tears that accumulated in the corners of your eyes.

"simple!" oikawa said as he skipped back to the door and opened it to reveal matsukawa and hanamaki with an officiant. "i decided to provide a little bit of a miracle." You turned to iwaizumi who glowed pink beside you. Was this really happening?

Your little "ceremony" flew by too quickly for your liking. You wished you could just cherish this moment forever. How all of the former members of the volleyball team came in and gave their congratulations and told little anecdotes they remember about the early stages of your relationship, like the time hajime almost beaten up oikawa for flirting with you in high school or how iwaizumi accidentally hit you with his spike when he was staring a second too long.

The noise slowly died down to the beeps of your heart monitor connected to you. Iwaizumi sat beside you and kissed your hand once more. "we're officially married now." he whispered, not wanting to break the soft ambience of the room.

"yeah..." you leaned back weakly in your bed. A wave of fatigue suddenly hit you. Maybe it was because of the eventful day you've had.

"You gotta live through this if you want to enjoy our honeymoon." he joked, causing you to let you a soft giggle.

"i love you, haj."

"i love you too, baby..."

"We have a code blue!"

Iwaizumi shot out of his seat to be met by a slew of nurses bursting into your room. His eyes snapped toward your limp figure. No. Nonono. This cannot be happening. You were okay. You were laughing along with everyone. You were joking around. You promised to live, to be strong.

Why? Why did you let go now?

"sir, Please step outside of the room." a nurse said to him, hauling the trainer out the door and into the hallway. Iwaizumi dropped into one of the empty seats outside, burying his head in his hands. He prayed to every god he could think of, to spare your life.

But unfortunately, his prayers weren't answered.

When the doctor came out of your room with a somber look on his face. He already knew what happened. His tears silently flowed down his cheeks as his brain blocked out the doctor's voice, ringing growing louder and louder.

There was only one festering thought in his mind now and it was growing bigger the longer he stayed in that hallway. It kept nipping at him when he went back into the room to see your now lifeless body.

You were gone and he will never see you wake up again.

It all moved like a blur to hajime. Your family was as equally as distraught as he was. They offered their support to which Iwaizumi refused to take. At night he would imagine that you would come bursting into the room and cuddle with you and every time, he would feel tears prick his eyes when he would remember that it didn’t work like that.

The funeral wasn’t any better. Iwaizumi would acknowledge the typical condolence message here and there. He went out of his way to make his eulogy speech a bit more personal for your grieving family members and friends. He couldn’t stop his sobs when he watched as your casket got lowered into your final resting place. The pain felt unbearable.

He stood in front of your new and clean tombstone, tears pricking the corners of his eyes as he held (y/n) jr. In his other hand. He let out a shaky smile, the smile he usually reserved for you. He was going to miss you.

"don't worry love, we'll meet again." he whispered hoping you would hear him one last time. It was going to be hard to move on but he’s going to do everything in his power to pull himself back up and come to terms with reality and maybe to keep your memory alive.

And that's all! This was a real whirlwind and I didn't really anticipate it being this long! Hope you guys enjoyed this! Thanks for @tetsunormous for getting mad at me for spamming and beta reading! Requests are open so please don't be shy to leave anything in my inbox! Love you guys 💖💕❤️

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Can't sleep guh, but, either Bokuto or Kuroo would pick you up and carry you over their shoulder when their done with their daily after school practice, only if you're there watching them, and be like "Let's go home, Kitten/Baby owl" with a smile on Bokuto's face or A grin from Chick(uroo)en

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Wwwwwwwwww, This is inspired by a post on reddit a saw a few weeks ago so you might know it too :3, but imagine either Akaashi or Bokuto after a long day of training, you offer to shower together, there was no steamy stuff that happened but just you cleaning him up while massaging his tired muscles, and then you let him rest their head on your lap as you softly massage the shampoo on his head, he feels like crying at how you gentle and caring for him as you rinse him off. Guh jejeeieheushsbs aight goodnight just wanted to take it off my mind wwwwwwwww

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Kenma just started to stream and you're the first one to watch his first stream since your supportive af, and he knew you we're the one watching since he hears himself in the other room, which made him quirk up a small smile as he played.

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binged the whole game got the good ending time for memes lmao

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we’ll carry on!

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i love Kel so much,,,