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                   “i never asked you to choose, thomas. the fact that you                     had to tell me that without my prodding spoke for itself.” 

she understood very well what family meant to him, so much so that she never told him that  it  was  his brother that had shot her. it was a miracle  she  had stayed as long as she had there with him but it was clear as day that she didn’t belong there. her cocky attitude had been one of the reasons  that  she  had stuck around when abel had the gun at her or that’s what she told herself. the marie that had moved  to nyc over a year ago had been lost, replaced by the marie that actually tried to fit in... it’d taken her  so long to find herself after everything. 

                   “i shouldn’t feel so smug over the fact that i was right.” 

this sick, dark feeling pooled up in her stomach at thomas’s words: he looses me. abel had said that thomas would always forgive him and come back because they were brothers . . . she didn’t feel an ounce of victory in knowing that he chose her over his family. 

                    “well, the door’s open. come on or whatever, towels                       are in the hall closet. shower and clean yourself up.                       i’ll wait for takeout to get here.”

             "i didn’t say that– i love you but i cant pick between you               and my brother. that’s what i said.“ 

his voice sounded tired and small because even after all this time of being without her and being without his family, it was still true. thomas couldn’t choose between his family and marie, so he had chosen neither. for months now he hadn’t seen or spoken to either. the ‘family above all’ principle had really fucked him up, but there wasn’t anything he valued more. and yet marie had made him question that. and that had been the problem.

             "please, just– i’m sorry it took me this long. but i can’t be with              out you or them. i just can’t. abel understands that now… he              understands if i loose you, then he looses me…”

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when u wanna rp but dont wanna bother someone cause they might not want to rp

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REBLOG if you're thankful you discovered the Role-play side of Tumblr.

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     “ Oh god please tell me she���s alive. “

“Actually, Siobhan was in a car accident ”

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closed ;; revelatxr

         “I’m here looking for Thomas Teller. I was           supposed to stay outside but it’s  been  a           bit. Have you seen him?”

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closed ;; tellerbrothers

    It  had  been  months  since  Marie  had  seen or heard     anything about Thomas Teller or the sons of anarchy,     not since the big fight the two of them had. She moved     back  to  New  York and started up with her classes at     NYU, pushing the Teller family to the back of her mind.     What free time Marie had that could lead to her thinking     about  what  she once  had was put towards immersing     herself in whatever stage production was going on at the     time. 

    She had healed up rather well, actually. All that was left     of what had gone down months ago was just a bad scar     that she could cover up with makeup or clothing. There     was no reminders of Thomas in her apartment or in her     life. Except for that hurt in her heart that she had forced     down to try to forget. 

    Not wanting to cook anything that night (she was wiped     from taking over the job of both the stage manager and     the properties mistress for a show that a friend of hers     was directing) and so she had ordered Chinese take-out.     Hearing a knock at the door, Marie unlocked it and pulled     it open enough to see who was outside (and, as she found     out when she tried to close it, enough to have the person     stick their foot in the way to keep the door open). 

              “Thomas, go away. You made it clear that you                wanted your family’s approval over wanting to                think for yourself. Go back to Charming -- I’m                trying to move on with my life! I’m sick of being                reminded--” She shut her mouth as soon as she                realized she was letting it all come out which was                NOT what she needed right now.

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     just so everyone realizes: 

                I’m not here because life is hard and school is almost over. I’ll be back soon but this blog isn’t my top priority so I’m not going to be as active on here when I’m tired. I promise that I won’t leave again though and I’ll check everyday on here and check my ask and try to get starters out.

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    Like this if you want a STARTER

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Well, i’m hopping back off to my Emma Decody blog and will be back here later (possibly tomorrow if not later tonight)

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Oh thats amazing!! :D Congratulations!! *lots of hugs and love for you*

     thank you so much! wow, i forgot how hard it is to get roleplays going on here. well, i’m just so glad that people are glad for my return! if you would ever like to rp i would happily thread with you or, if you wanted to keep your anonymity, we could always roleplay over ask!

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       “Good news: you’re safe. Bad news:                   you’re in a high school.”

open ;

“Where am I?”

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        ❝ i won’t stop until you let me help clean             off the wound !! you got hurt on MY set             thanks to MY show while trying to help            ME. how about you suck it up and let,              me do my thing, okay ??  ❞

               ❝ for the last time, i said                no. can’t you just leave it                A L O N E ? ❞

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*falls over* i have been acknowledged by the amazing one idk how to deal :D but in all seriousness im super happy to see you back you're really friggin awesome

   now you’re just trying to flatter me. nah, but in all honesty I’ve missed this blog a lot. i’ve just been busy on my emma decody blog and with theatre things. but when i got the news that i got the job of my dreams at an acting camp in atlanta where i can audition in front of talent agents and people i realized that it’s time to bring marie back! 

but come here and hug me and love me, nonny!

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i missED YOU A LOT OMG YOU'RE BACK

        i missed you too, oh shaded gray one!

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   “ surprise, bitch. bet you thought you’d seen the last of me. “ 

                          yep, marie is bringing that meme back.

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         “ well everything is too quiet here . . . did someone die or something ?? “