bangchanloverrr

[bangchanloverrr]

vent? advice needed

I don't know how to put this into a few amount of words, but I've been feeling really shitty for a while now, and IDK what to do about it. I recently moved away from my home country and I went to a different school with different people, different system, different cultures, all that. I can't help but feel so lonely even though my classmates are really nice and try to include me in most stuff. I just feel like I'm better off dead, but I'm trying to force myself to snap out of that mindset.

What do I do? I don't want to relapse in SH and lose all of my progress.