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bangchan-mytruelove · 2 years ago

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An Alpha A Bit Different

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Pairing; Omega!Bang Chan x Alpha!Male!Reader

Themes; Omegaverse AU • Fluff • Smut • Angst • Enemies to Lovers(not really) •

General Content Warning; expected stereotypical behavior (for omega and alpha alike), mentions of past trauma, reader has a hard time eating, plot slightly based off of "connected", reader is younger (born in the 02) and taller than chan (about 5 inches/12cm), mention of anxiety attack, reader can't look at his own reflection, reader and chan are really insecure, reader has good parents (shockingly), mentions of hyunlix being canon, minsung mutual pining, harrassment.

Word Count; 2.1k

Summary; Having everything that happened come at him with full force had Chan incredibly embarrassed, especially when he realized he kept (M/n)'s jacket in his room, practically covering it with his scent. This led the omega to lock himself in his room, and (M/n) just so happen to hear him working on a new song that he can't seem to stop repeating.

Chapter 5; Connected

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Damn was Jisung right.

A few hours later, while (M/n) was getting stuff ready to cook dinner since Changbin had come back a while ago, Chan walked out of his room all the way to the kitchen with his head down, his ears impossibly red, stopping near him with his jacket in hand.

That same jacket he gave to him the day before at the mall.

(M/n) did notice his jacket right next to Chan's pillow when they were laying in bed, having Chan's nose pressed against his scent glands, relaxing in his arms as he felt his scent.

And now that (M/n)'s jacket was practically dripping with Chan's scent he was extremely embarrassed about handing it back.

With a smile on his face, (M/n) grabbed the jacket from Chan's hand. He opened his mouth to say something, but then Chan had turned around and left the kitchen as fast as he could, heading to his room and locking himself inside.

(M/n) was able to hear Jisung snickering behind and he shook his head side to side, "Hannie, could you make sure nothing burns while I leave this in my room?"

Of course, Jisung whined at him like a little kid at the request, but he did it anyway, standing where (M/n) was as the alpha stepped out of the kitchen and toward his bedroom. Before walking in, (M/n)'s ears picked up a noise coming from Chan's room, without not wanting to interrupt, (M/n) opened his door and entered the room, closing the door behind him.

He rested his back against it as soon as he did, his nose itching to bring his jacket up to it. And he did it.

With shaky hands, (M/n) lifted his jacket up to his face and took a deep breath, pressing the clothing hard on his nose. The shivers that ran through his body made his legs weak, causing him to slide down to the floor, his body shaking and his heart pounding in his chest. But it wasn't arousal what he was feeling.

Even if life partners weren't a big thing anymore, they still existed. People finding the person they were destined to be with... yeah, Gen Z didn't like that, at all. Being bound to someone you know nothing about just because the universe said you're made for each other? Nope, don't like that, that's manipulative.

So yeah, a lot of people view this "soulmate" thing as something bad, having been said that those who are destined to be together will feel an immense attraction, an attraction that is hard to resist. (M/n) believed in life partners, having a soulmate sounded nice, but at the same time, it felt like a curse.

Lowering the jacket to simply press it against his chest, (M/n) released a deep sigh, feeling like he was laying on a cloud, his stomach fuzzy with butterflies, and he couldn't help but wonder by his both reacted this way just now, when he had been smelling Chan's scent since he moved in. It may have been because of the pheromones.

Or the single fact that there still was a bit of his scent mixing with Chan's and that's what made him weak, but he also knew that he was way too interested in Chan, and it hasn't even been a full week since he moved in with them, so of course, (M/n) wasn't in love with him... surely not.

Standing up with -still- shaky legs, (M/n) took a few steps toward the bathroom so he could put the jacket in the laundry basket to wash it some other day, but something in the back of his mind told him to place the jacket on his bed, and that's what he did, without a doubt. Rushing out of his room, (M/n) stopped before fully closing the door as he walked out.

His ears picked up a sound. The melodic sound of Chan singing.

Slowly as to not make any sound, (M/n) approached his room, hearing his voice in the quiet of his room.

"All that I want is you..." (M/n) held his breath, paying close attention to the lyrics he sang, "Even if I'm a fool... Why do I fall for you?" Chan's voice was followed by sounds of mouse clicking, and (M/n) was about to leave, to let him work on his music, but Chan added another line, "No turning back once we're connected."

Taking a step away from the door, (M/n) decided to go back to the kitchen now, Jisung was probably freaking out about not burning dinner anyway, and he left, replaying the lyrics in his head, those now stuck in his mind.

Walking into the kitchen, Jisung looked at him and whined, "Finally! I was about to scream for you to hurry up," holding a chuckle, (M/n) apologized to the omega and took his place to keep cooking dinner.

All the while, his mind was still back with Chan's voice, and he couldn't help but repeat the lyrics to himself over and over again in a low tone of voice, and a good ten minutes later he was done cooking. (M/n) went to Changbin's room knocking on his door.

"Dinner's ready!" (M/n) heard the sound of Changbin rushing out of bed, followed by the door opening and a flash of a black shirt and red pants ran past him straight to the kitchen, where Jisung had been setting the kitchenware and utensils on the dining table after (M/n) told him to before walking out.

And now, the alpha found himself standing in front of Chan's room again. He released a deep breath he didn't even realize he was holding and knocked on the door, repeating.

"Dinner's ready, hyung!"

(M/n) waited for an answer but he only heard the sound of clicking, which let him know he was still awake, just maybe really focused on the song he was producing. He tried knocking again but nothing, so hesitantly, (M/n) opened the door.

Even though it wasn't the first time he was in Chan's room, but it was the second and both happened on the same day. His LEDs were turned on, the light changing from blue to purple to pink, it looked really pretty. (M/n) realized he was getting distracted by the lights, so he got closer to Chan, who was sitting on his deal with his headphones on, focused on the screen of his laptop, working on the music for the song, his stand mic next to him.

And seeing how concentrated he was, (M/n) knew he wasn't gonna hear him if he just called him again, so instead, he placed his hand on his shoulder gently, still startling him.

He lowered his headphones around his neck and turned his chair to see that (M/n) was standing behind him, looking at him with an apologetic look on his face.

"Sorry, I... didn't mean to scare you, hyung," Chan felt his face heating when he saw (M/n), whether it was because of his scent, his embarrassing behavior hours prior, or due to the song he had been working on, he didn't know, and he didn't want to know.

"I-it's okay, did... did you need anything?" He asked, clearing his throat.

(M/n) blinked a few times, his eyes observing Chan's face, enchanted by his glossy eyes and flushed cheeks, at that moment the idea of liking Chan didn't sound so surreal anymore.

"Oh, no, just uh... dinner is ready," he answered, and he swore he saw Chan's expression change into a disappointed one, but it left as quickly as it came, so he wasn't sure anymore.

"Sure, let me just save this real quick, I'll be there in a few," (M/n) nodded and took a step back, maintaining eye contact with Chan who was also doing it.

Something deep inside (M/n) prevented him to leave, and Chan just kept trying to ignore the little voice in his head that begged for the alpha to stay with him. It almost felt like they were drawn to each other somehow. Even so, (M/n) managed to snap out of it and turn around to leave, not noticing the longing look in Chan's eyes as he saw him leave the room, a frown on his face as soon as the door closed.

He didn't like the feeling in his chest, wanting- craving to be close to (M/n).

And having kept his distance when the alpha moved in didn't work, and for some reason, somehow, having slept all night next to (M/n) triggered his pre-heat, after years of not going through it.

At first, after breaking the bond, he became easily sick, and his heat cycles were irregular, coming as often as twice a month or one time every three months, until one day, they just stopped. The sickness and his heat just stopped appearing, as they were never there in the first place.

Medics had told him that not even heat-inducing pills could cure him, fix him, and he hated the thought of being seen as broken.

Chan always knew his scent was a turn off for pretty much every single alpha he felt interested in, and without his heat, his scent became even more bland and unattractive, and his body no longer reacted to any alpha's pheromones.

And then he met (M/n).

Ever since then, his pheromones, his scent, had been going haywire every second of the day, and he figured ignoring the alpha wasn't gonna work, so he stopped. But now, being so close to him made him want (M/n) more, more than he's ever desired someone, and it scared him if he was honest with himself.

His only worry currently was... How was he gonna endure his heat now, all alone? It'll be stronger than ever and he's never been a man to just hook up with any strangers, usually, those poor excuses of alphas couldn't even satisfy his high libido.

Well... he should head to the kitchen before he started thinking about sex.

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Dinner time was cheerful and full of laughter and (M/n) was finally able to eat a whole meal without feeling his stomach turning at the sight of food.

He and Chan were sitting across from each other, their bodies heating up whenever their legs bumped under the table, glancing away with flustered expression when either one caught the other staring.

And now, Changbin and Jisung were washing the dishes, keeping quiet, and hearing how (M/n) and Chan were happily laughing in the living room. Jisung frowned but he was still holding back a smile.

"Maybe it worked too well, Binnie hyung," Changbin nodded, also listening to their hyung laughing so openly with an alpha.

"Maybe it was just a matter of time, they kinda work well together," Jisung nodded as well, before coming up with another brilliant Jisung idea.

"How much you wanna bet they end up dating after Channie hyung's heat?" The beta only looked at him disappointed.

"I'm not gonna bet anything when is obvious that's gonna happen, Jisung-ah, my parents are the rich ones, not me," and in complete silence, a pouty Jisung and a nonchalant Changbin finished washing and drying the dishes.

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In the lonely darkness of his room, (M/n) let out a sigh, a soft look in his eyes whenever he thought about Chan, his mind freshly replaying the memory of his singing voice.

"All that I want is you..." He sang quietly, slowly, almost as if he was just saying the lyrics, his mind flashing with images of Chan's smile, his red cheeks, and warm, dreamy eyes, and that alone made his heart pound in his chest, "Even if I'm a fool..." Even if he knew he wouldn't have a chance with Chan, he just couldn't help but like him, "Why do I fall for you?"

How couldn't I fall for him, he thought, I had to be an idiot to not devote myself to him, such a wonderful man, he turned on his side, tracing his fingers on the bedsheets, mindlessly drawing random patterns.

"No turning back... once we're... connected," a shiver ran down his spine at the very inappropriate image that clouded his mind and he released an embarrassed groan, burying his face in his pillow, "Think gross things, think gross things, don't be a pervert me," he mumbled over and over again, until eventually, he fell asleep.

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bangchan-mytruelove · 2 years ago

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Wow!! Thank-you for the tag, Leon!!

are these good traits? bad traits? I have no idea, but is scarily accurate.

Again, I don't really know anyone, so im tagging whoever wants to do this because is really cute.

Hey, I found this test and I haven't seen it around so I thought, lets make a tag game ☺☺

Love Character Test

ngl, this is somehow accurate 😐

Tagging~; (no pressure tho ☺) @minkyungseokie, @flumphulous, @dvlboy, @ethanharli, @bangchan-mytruelove, @secretivemessenger and whoever wants to~!!

#tag game #love character test

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bangchan-mytruelove · 2 years ago

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An Alpha A Bit Different

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Pairing; Omega!Bang Chan x Alpha!Male!Reader

Themes; Omegaverse AU • Fluff • Smut • Angst • Enemies to Lovers(not really) •

Word Count; 3.9k

Summary; He enjoyed having fun with (M/n) last night, but now, Chan is left as a flustered mess. The day turned out weird- unexpected, and later, Chan realizes why he had been feeling flustered the whole day. He hadn't experienced that sensation in over five years and he was unsure whether he should be happy or concerned about it.

Chapter 4; Chan's Strange Behavior

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Frowning as he tried to shake off the heavy feeling on his body, Chan opened his eyes, realizing he fell asleep on the couch... with (M/n).

The omega freaked out internally when he saw his arm was wrapped around (M/n)'s shoulders, the male having a loose hold around his waist, their bodies so close to each other Chan was able to feel his warmth, and smell their scents mixing together, such a nice scent making him sigh as he felt suddenly relaxed.

But even so, he was feeling really flustered by how close he was to (M/n), and he got up from the couch as fast as could whilst trying to not wake up the alpha. Chan felt his face heating up, his heart beating faster, and he was even able to smell his own pheromones.

That's when he realized he had to calm down, quickly. And like that, he walked into the kitchen, deciding he was gonna make breakfast to distract himself. What was he gonna make? He wasn't too sure yet, he'll come up with something... how about pancakes?

While mixing the butter, Chan tried to act nonchalant about how strong his scent was when Jisung walked into the kitchen, covering his nose with his hand.

"Are you in heat?" Chan spluttered, flustered, and caught off-guard at Jisung's words, but he cleared his throat, quickly putting himself together.

"No, no, I'm just..." He trailed on, unsure of how to continue his response, "I'm good, don't worry."

And at that moment, right behind Jisung, came Changbin and both of them walked to the dining table in the kitchen, checking their phones and talking occasionally while they waited for Chan to be done with breakfast. But right before he was done, (M/n) woke up, squirming on the couch and already struggling to breathe. He stayed still for a few minutes, trying to calm down his heating up body, the smell of Chan's pheromones clouding his senses as he struggled to get a grip on himself, his body, and his emotions alike.

He stumbled while he attempted to stand up, his muscles tense from sleeping all night on the couch, and after successfully fixing his ideas, he headed to the kitchen.

As soon as he walked through the door he felt his mouth watering, and it wasn't exactly because of the smell of food. (M/n) was salivating at Chan's scent that, somehow, felt stronger in the kitchen, most likely because he had been in the room for over thirty minutes already and the window was closed. Chan's scent intensified when he look at (M/n) from over his shoulder.

(M/n) closed his eyes and tilted his head down, not wanting to let Chan stare into his lustful gaze, especially not after having such a fun time together last night.

He silently walked closer to the table, sitting next to Jisung, muttering a small 'good morning' to both males, who only looked at him with sympathy, knowing how much he was struggling right now, and soon, a plate full of pancakes was placed in front of him.

He gulped at the sight, unsure if he was gonna eat it all.

(M/n) felt his stomach turning at the thought of eating breakfast, his body was already used to eating only one meal a day, usually dinner, occasionally some lunch, but never breakfast. He didn't need it, his body just didn't work like that anymore. Even so, he ate a few bites slowly, realizing that no one in the room knew about his problems with food, well, he wouldn't call it problems, he grew up poor so his body adapted to function with one meal every day, and he felt fine, usually more than fine.

He wasn't bothered by it, but he hated how others would look at him, believing he was putting himself through a ridiculously strict diet to lose weight.

One out of the four males had already finished his plate, and yet, Jisung was still hungry, and when he glanced at (M/n)'s still full plate, he just thought the alpha was overwhelmed by the scents in the room, his senses not working well at the moment.

"Can I eat yours?" He asked with his mouth full of pancakes, looking like a squirrel, a sight that (M/n) always found endearing, and smiling at him, he handed Jisung his plate who happily receive the food.

Silence... Silence... And more silence...

Until Changbin decided to break it, "Should we go out today? It's Saturday, and we don't have classes," Jisung nodded a few times, swallowing the pieces of chewed pancakes in his mouth.

"Sure, it's been a while since we've gone out together," Jisung added, and (M/n) just quietly waited for Chan's response.

The male only shrugged, swallowing his last piece of the pancakes, nodding, "I just finished the song I was working on, so I'm free."

Already deciding they were gonna go out and have fun, everyone went to their own rooms to shower and change.

The first one done was (M/n), who leaned against the couch while he waited for the rest of the boys to get ready. Less than a minute later, Chan walked out, the few splashes of colour here and there really obvious with his all-black outfit, just like him, they were almost matching.

Chan stood next to him, checking his phone, and (M/n) glanced at him, realizing that his scent wasn't as strong now, and he felt the urge to comment on it, unable to stop himself.

"Is it too rude if I ask you why is your scent stronger today?" Chan almost jumped at (M/n)'s voice, glancing up to look at the male who was looking at him out of the corner of his eye.

Chan hesitated a few times and eventually, (M/n) looked away, taking his silence as a 'yes, it is rude'.

But it turns out he's just an overthinker, and he's used to assuming people's emotions for them, traits of his personality he wasn't proud of.

"When I feel nervous or embarrassed... my scent gets stronger, it's always been like that," (M/n) blinked and nodded, opening his mouth to say something, but Jisung and Changbin walked out at the same time, both of them wearing more colour than the oldest and youngest ever will.

"Of course, you two are only wearing black," Jisung said after looking at them, shaking his head with disappointment.

"There are plenty of colours in the world, and every single one was made into clothes, you should try those for once," Changbin said with a smirk, making everyone laugh at his sarcastic comment, "Well, let's go~!"

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Deciding on the go, the group of four went to the mall, specifically, the arcade. They wanted to play games and have fun.

However, upon leaving the apartment, (M/n) started noticing the lustful, possessive stares of alphas whenever Chan walked close enough to them. And he opted to walk behind the omega, working as some sort of shield while Chan stood behind Changbin and Jisung, happily talking about whatever they were talking about. He only heard the words, 'track', 'beat' and 'lyrics', so he assumed they were talking about music, whether it was producing a song or vibing to one, he didn't know, too busy making sure Chan was safe.

And it only got worse when they arrived at the shopping plaza. Pretty much every alpha in the nearby area was looking at Chan as if he was a piece of meat they could munch on, and once they reached the arcade they separated, but even so, (M/n) trailed Chan closely, unable to focus in any kind of game for glancing at the omega, clenching his fists and gritting his teeth whenever an alpha approached him.

He felt anger boiling in his veins whenever one of those damn alphas would openly flirt with him, giving him the hard-to-resist urge to punch them.

And (M/n) just wanted to mark Chan with his scent, making it so no other alpha would get close, wanting to let everyone know he was already taken.

He hated that. Because he was thinking the same way those alphas did.

(M/n) couldn't even imagine what Chan was thinking, what he was feeling at the moment. He probably really unsafe and uncomfortable. But Chan didn't let that ruin his fun.

Later, at some point in the day, Chan and (M/n) were waiting for Changbin and Jisung, the omega had to use the bathroom and he didn't know where it was, so Changbin went with him. Neither of them noticed the heavy stares and the whispering of a group of three alphas in close proximity.

They only noticed them once they were getting a little too close, their vibes putting (M/n) off, and of course, Chan felt worse, smelling the arousal in their pheromones, and instinctively, he took a step closer to (M/n), feeling comfort when he felt his scent, but those alpha's pheromones and the scent blockers on (M/n)'s neck were covering most of it.

Even so, he felt a little better when (M/n) extended his arm in front of him, shielding him with his body, and the three alphas in front of them laughed.

"A broken alpha with a broken omega, how poetic," the tallest one said, smiling down at him. The words broken alpha triggered a core memory of (M/n)'s, and he recognized the alphas in front of him.

His high school bullies.

"What are you gonna do, (M/n)? Play the good boy role and take care of that omega? I could ruin him, using him as a mere toy for our enjoyment," a deep growl resonated in (M/n)'s throat at the dude's words, and in unexpected action, he reached his hands up, pulling his scent blockers off, his scent now overwhelming theirs, and also making Chan let out a quiet moan as he gripped onto (M/n)'s jacket, squirming in place and whining.

"Fuck. Off. I won't repeat myself," the alphas gulped and looked at each other with frightened looks on their faces, and without saying another word they left.

(M/n) instantly turned around, holding Chan in his arms while he tried to lower the intensity of his pheromones, calming himself and letting out a sigh, making his scent to be more comforting and safe, and Chan calmed down as well.

All the prying eyes of passersby looked away the moment (M/n) stared at them, moving on with their days.

Shivers ran down his spine the moment he felt Chan's arms hold tightly onto him, snuggling against his neck. In a way that he couldn't explain, Chan felt safe with (M/n)'s arms wrapped around him, a small content smile stretching his lips as he was able to smell the alpha's scent on him, glad he was able to feel his scent without the blockers, and he was able to smell different hints that he couldn't before.

(M/n) looked down at Chan, his face tinted a light pink as he seemed to be radiating happiness, and (M/n) glanced away, feeling his whole body heating up, silently begging that Chan couldn't hear the rapid pounding of his heart in his chest.

But eventually, they had to break away from their embrace, and (M/n) just couldn't bare the disappointed expression on the omega's face when he did, so he biting his lip, he took off his jacket, placing it around Chan's shoulder, helping him pass his arms through the sleeves, finding endearing how it fit him loosely, looking longer on his shorter body.

Well, having his scent on Chan was gonna make him feel safe and it was gonna prevent any more alphas from getting closer to him, so it was a win-win in his book.

Walking closer to them were Changbin and Jisung, who witnessed how (M/n) had placed his jacket on Chan, helping him wear it correctly. They saw how the omega smiled at him, showing his beautiful dimples.

Stopping next to them, they stared at (M/n) curiously, "Did we miss something?"

(M/n) and Chan glanced at them briefly before looking at each other again, and (M/n) shook his head, turning around to start walking, "Not at all."

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The four of them decided to walk around a little longer until they stopped to get ice cream, and now they were heading back to the apartment, however, on their way, (M/n) spotted a pharmacy that he hadn't seen on the way to the mall, so he told the boys that he had to buy something and to wait for them.

Already in the register, (M/n) placed the two boxes of scent blockers and a box of suppressors. He had never in his life encountered an omega in heat, and now, he was living with two. He didn't know if they endured it alone at the apartment or out with a partner, so he decided to buy a box.

At least, he should be able to endure it enough to not jump on them like a starved man.

The thought of doing that to either Jisung or Chan made his skin crawl with disgust.

His attention was brought back to the man in front of him, and he handed him the exact amount of money while taking his small plastic bag, passing his hand through the loops and wrapping his fingers around the bag, holding onto the boxes inside.

He walked out and he saw how the three friends were standing on the other side of the street, waiting for him to come back.

After checking both sides, (M/n) crossed the street, and they resumed their walk back home.

Arriving at the apartment kind of late, the boys decided on ordering takeout, sitting on the couch that was able to fit the four of them comfortably, and they ate while enjoying a few episodes of the Netflix series, Wednesday. Before long deciding they were tired enough to head to bed and sleep for the rest of the night.

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The next day was Sunday, and (M/n) walked out of his room after securing his scent blockers back on.

But the instant he opened the door and took a step out of his room, he got hit by an aggressive wave of pheromones dripping with arousal. The feeling of wanting to dig his teeth into the omega's flesh got stronger the more he smelled them.

And clenching his fists, (M/n) furrowed his brow and ran back into his room, stumbling on his way to his bathroom, grabbing the suppressants from the cabinet, and downing two of them with tap water. He closed the bathroom door and stayed in the cold room, glad that the doors made nowadays were made to keep scents in and/or out, and now he wasn't able to smell those enticing pheromones anymore, at least, until the pills did their job at helping him control his instincts.

(M/n) took a few deep breaths, moving closer to the window in the bathroom and sighing as he felt his body cooling down, and eventually, he walked out of his room yet again. He took careful steps until the stood outside of the hallway, right where the living room started.

And there, laying on the couch was Chan. He was sideways and his torso was against the backrest, not fully laying down on the couch. He was curled on himself, his body trembling as he let out soft whines.

(M/n) glanced toward the kitchen, and he saw a sticky note on the fridge. He walked in and took it, reading what was written on it.

'I have a group project, I'll be back later,

Binnie >.<'

And right under it, Jisung added something else. 'I went out to buy suppressants for Chan hyung, he's in pre-heat so be careful (M/n), I'll be back asap'.

Well, that explains-

His thoughts were interrupted when he felt a pair of arms wrapping around him from behind. (M/n) swallowed, knowing that Chan was just overwhelmed by his pre-heat and he didn't actually want to be close to him, to an alpha, so he didn't let his cute, needy act distract him, even if he heard Chan release small sounds of content and nuzzling his back, finding his scent comforting, like he did the previous day.

But soon, Chan's hands started touching his abdomen over his shirt, and (M/n) knew he had to put some distance between them.

Holding his hands and pulling the away from his body, (M/n) spun around, keeping Chan at an arm's distance.

"Hyung, you don't want this... you don't want me, is just the pheromones," Chan only looked at him with a dazed look in his eyes, his lips slightly parted and his cheeks flushed. He looked adorably cute, and even if he wanted to hug him and have Chan cuddling with him, the sight of his mating bite was enough to control himself.

And making him remember that Chan, that gorgeous omega, was already taken.

"Why don't you call your partner...?" He added hesitantly while signaling to his neck, referring to Chan's bite, who only let out a bitter chuckle.

"That bastard marked me, telling me I was everything to him, and then he left me when I found out he was seeing Jisung behind my back," he responded with a tone of voice that intended to sound angry, but it seemed to have the opposite effect, his voice trembling while he wrapped his arms around himself, rubbing his skin in a way of feeling some sort of comfort.

That really broke (M/n)'s heart, but before he could open his mouth to say anything, both of them heard the fumbling sound of keys outside the apartment before the front door opened. A frantic Jisung walked in, stumbling around the living room until he found Chan standing in the kitchen with (M/n).

"Hyung, I got you your suppressants-" Jisung stopped talking when Chan growled at him, clinging onto (M/n), catching both males off-guard.

Chan wasn't sure what he was doing, his mind foggy, and having an alpha close to him wasn't helping, the same alpha that protected him the day before from that group of alphas, and right now he wasn't really thinking logically, but he didn't want another omega close to his alpha.

He was sure that the moment he calms down he'll be regretting behaving that way toward Jisung, but this, all of this, was caused by the broken bond he has and he now has to live like that for the rest of his life after swearing he wasn't gonna fall for another alpha ever again.

Not because of his stupid omega instincts, he wanted to fall in love with someone genuine, someone who made him feel like himself, comfortable in his own skin. Someone who would love him for his personality instead of his pheromones.

"Hyung?" Jisung called him and (M/n) tried to back away, but Chan didn't let him go, and he sighed in defeat.

"I'm sorry, Jisung, I didn't know he'll be like this when I woke up," Jisung only smiled at him, realizing how (M/n) seemed to be assuming the responsibility for Chan's irregular heat cycle.

"Is not your fault, I should've told you before I left, but now," he took a step forward and then one to the side, placing the small plastic bag on the dining table, "You have to give those to him and take him to bed, he gets sleepy once the effect kicks in," and just like that, he walked out of the kitchen.

(M/n) was glad now, glad that Chan wasn't squeezing his middle anymore, putting pressure on his ribs and making him struggle to breathe. He was still holding onto him, his face on his neck, nuzzling on him and groaning when he wasn't able to press his nose on his scent glands. And (M/n) almost freaked out when Chan tried to take them off.

"Okay! Hyung, you need to take these," he exclaimed, gently pushing him away, and turning around so his back was facing the door, reaching his hand to grab the bag with suppressors.

"I don't wanna~," he said with a pout that melted (M/n)'s heart, "I want (M/n) right now," taking a deep breath and instantly regretting it when all he smelled was Chan's arousal, he ended up thinking if a solution that would help everyone.

Taking a step forward, he decided to "negotiate" with Chan.

"How about you take these and then, we can... cuddle in your room? If you want..." He started, soon doubting his words once he realized how dumb that idea was, of course, that only lasted until he saw stars shining in Chan's eyes.

"I will! But," he said taking a wobbly step forward, lifting his hands up to (M/n)'s neck, "You have to take these off," he gently rubbed the scent blockers. And not seeing another way out, (M/n) agreed.

"Fine, but only one," he saw how Chan crossed his arms in front of him, his cheeks inflating with a pout on his lips.

"Both or no deal," damn, so he's still somehow able to process stuff and make sense of them. Sighing again, (M/n) nodded.

"Alright, you win, now drink these," Chan nodded and grabbed the bag, taking the box of omega suppressors and looking at (M/n) he got him a glass of water, soon handing it to him.

Chan only took one since these were the only ones that worked for him over a year ago, and they were one of the strongest brands.

(M/n) took the box and Chan's hand before walking them to the omega's room.

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He would've never guessed just how clingy and touchy Chan really is, but he did now after having to endure Chan's pheromones while the medicine took effect in his body, and after an hour where Chan wrapped his limbs around his body and sniffed his neck every few minutes, he ended up falling asleep, and somehow, (M/n) was able to pry himself away from him, and Chan instinctively hugged the pillow with his scent, a small smile on his lips.

(M/n) walked out of his room, longingly staring at Chan while he slept for a few seconds before closing the door and heading to the living room where Jisung was sitting on the couch, looking at his phone, but he got distracted when he felt the alpha's scent, omega pheromones all over him.

"I'm surprised you were able to hold yourself back, being so close to an omega in pre-heat," he shrugged and sat down on the couch, Jisung lifted his legs and placed them over (M/n)'s lap, who started tapping a random rhythm on them.

"I took my suppressors too and I would never force an omega, anyone, to do anything they don't want," Jisung smiled at him and wiggled his legs on his lap as a way to show him he understood.

"Tomorrow he's gonna be so embarrassed though~," he said in a sing-song voice, and laughed when he saw (M/n)'s confused expression, "Channie hyung usually gets really affectionate when he's in his pre-heat, normally it wouldn't be bothersome, after all, we've known each other for years so Binnie and I are used to that kind of behavior, but he was clingy possessive with you and he's gonna be really, 'really' flustered about it tomorrow, or later when he wakes up."

And Jisung was right about that.

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bangchan-mytruelove · 2 years ago

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is it okay for trans men/ afab non-binary people to read your work?

Of course, I kind of consider myself masc-presenting non-binary ☺

#•bangchan-mytruelove chatting•

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bangchan-mytruelove · 2 years ago

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u only write top reader!!!! i think this is my first time seeing someone only write top reader. lowkey refreshing.. i dont like bottom/sub reader much:/ btw i love ur fics sm theyre so good<3

could i request a smut with bottom!sub!chan, top!dom!reader where reader ties chan's wrists to the bed and blindfolds him so hes extra sensitive plssss

bonus points for a kink for marking (like hickies) or chest play

sry if its a lot my brainrot is horrible, just do whatever ur comfortable w/!! anything is amazing lmao

I-... I tried, okay 😔

|Bang Chan x Top!Male!Reader|

|A New Play|

•Smut•

Content Warning; sensory deprivation (bondage & blindfold), nipple play, marking kink, nicknames (baby boy, puppy, darling), mentions of a safeword.

Word Count; 1.5k

(M/n) was sitting on Chan's bed, resting against the headboard, just chilling in his partner's room. Surprisingly, with nothing much to do for the day, Chan was finally taking a break from working on music and was enjoying his time playing some games.

They were completely silent, not a single sound coming from the room and the whole dorm. Hyunjin had gone out to buy more art supplies, while Jisung and Changbin went to the agency. Jisung wanted to work on a song while Changbin went to exercise, leaving Chan and (M/n) alone.

Blinking a few times, (M/n) looked up from his phone, his attention now fully on Chan who had just called his name.

"Yeah, darling?" He asked, observing the shy smile that grew on Chan's face at the cute name. He shifted around on his chair until he was facing the (h/c)-haired male, fiddling with his fingers.

"I wanna try something... new," the tone of his voice was enough indication for (M/n) to know what he meant. He couldn't contain the smirk from growing on his face, now interested in what Chan wanted, setting his phone down, he leaned forward closer to him, his side pressing against the table on the right side of the bed.

"Well, what do you wanna try?" Without uttering a word but with an obvious blush, Chan stood up from the chair and walked toward his drawer, taking something out while (M/n) kept his eyes locked on his frame, silently waiting for him to turn around.

When he did, (M/n)'s eyebrows shot up. Chan was holding a red rope and a black blindfold. With an amused look in his eyes, (M/n) leaned back, holding himself with his hands on the bed.

"You wanna use those on me, or want me to use them on you?" (M/n)'s flirtatious teasing made Chan flustered, squirming in place and trying to maintain eye contact with him.

"I want... you to use them on... me," he answered in a whisper, shyly looking down.

(M/n) stood up from the bed and stood in front of Chan, lifting his head with his thumb and index finger placed on his chin, "You remember your safeword?" Chan nodded with a dazed look in his eyes, his sight locked staring at (M/n)'s lips, who leaned down and gave him a small kiss, "Good boy, now..." His hands slowly took the rope and blindfold from Chan's hands, stroking his hips gently with his free hand, "Get on the bed, sweetie."

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Gentle kisses and feather-like touches were left on Chan's body, electing gasps and soft whines out of him, his beautiful lips swollen from all their kissing.

Backing away slightly to admire the male under him, his fingers caressed his wrists, tied together fully trusting that Chan would not lower them, he was more of an obedient type when it came to bedroom activities, not a big fan of being a brat. (M/n)'s fingertips touched his skin, all the way down to his shoulders, gracing his skin and up to hold his face.

He smiled when he saw Chan's body trembling, the silk blindfold over his eyes making it impossible for him to know where (M/n) would touch him, making him more sensitive, his senses on high alert as he tried -but failed- to guess what his boyfriend would do.

Leaning closer to him, (M/n) pressed his lips on Chan's, a muffled whimper escaping him. He squirmed on the bed, letting out soft moans against (M/n)'s mouth, squirming on the bed and bucking his hips up, in an attempt to get some kind of friction. And that desire was, somehow, granted to him.

(M/n)'s hands had moved down his chest, his index finger and thumb gently pinching his left nipple while his free hand reached down his abdomen, further down his navel, his touch a simple grace on his wet tip. Humming, (M/n) broke their kiss, looking down briefly to see just how much pre-cum was oozing out of Chan's slit.

He was left amused when he saw a small puddle forming on his lower abdomen, and he couldn't hold back a chuckle.

"Well, looks like someone is eager, hm?" Chan whined and squirmed on the bed, his arms moving but he didn't attempt to lower them, "Tell me, puppy, what do you want?"

Teasingly, (M/n) had moved his hand further down between Chan's legs, and his wet fingers were now pressing on his twitching hole, swirling it around, enjoying the whimper his boyfriend released at his touch.

"I want y-you... to fuck me..." He said in a whisper, loud enough for (M/n) to hear him, but he wanted to tease him a little bit more, a flustered Chan was always a delightful sight after all.

"Hmm? Sorry, beautiful, I didn't hear you," leaning down again, (M/n) placed a few kisses and gentle bites on Chan's chest, making his way up his neck, his fingers pressing a little bit harder which earned him a louder whimper from Chan.

"Please, (M/n)... fuck me, I need you," damn, how can I resist such an erotic voice.

"There's no way I can say no to you, baby boy," releasing Chan's perky nipple, (M/n) reached for the lube bottle hidden behind a bunch of stuff on his bedside table, he opened it and squirted some on his fingers and Chan's puckered entrance.

Carefully, (M/n) pushed a finger inside him, slowly moving it around to not cause Chan any pain, maybe only a small discomfort. Letting out a short whine, Chan spread his legs further apart, slightly lifting them off the bed, feeling only a little bit embarrassed by his action, but also quite disappointed that he couldn't see (M/n)'s expression right now.

Within a few minutes, Chan was already impatiently squirming, feeling a knot in his lower abdomen as he try to hold in his orgasm. (M/n) had been teasing his prostate since the moment he reached it, muttering it'll help him loosen up and relax quicker, a dumb excuse to simply watch him writhe under him. (M/n) could see how he desperately wanted to lower his arms and take his blindfold off, but Chan was too good to do that.

Even if he knew he wouldn't be punished, he didn't like disobeying orders, especially if those came from (M/n).

Finally deciding Chan had enough teasing, (M/n) pulled his fingers out, lowering his boxer shorts enough to take his cock out, pumping it a few times, smearing the remaining lube on his fingers on it to ease the penetration.

Holding Chan's thighs and bending down, (M/n)'s warm breath hit his neck, his lips gracing the shell of his ear.

"You ready, darling?" Whining softly, Chan nodded, pressing his knees against (M/n)'s sides.

"Yes~," he said in a whisper.

Pushing his cock inside him slowly, (M/n) groaned as Chan clenched around him, throwing his head back and releasing a loud, high-pitched moan that almost made the (h/c)-haired male lose control over himself.

"Fuck- move, please, move..." He whimpered, his legs now wrapping themselves around (M/n)'s hips and holding his body close, making his cock push all the way inside Chan's body. The male under him arched his back off the bed, his mouth opened wide and his body quivered on the bed.

The feeling of something warm and wet on his abdomen was enough to let (M/n) know that Chan came.

He was really sensitive that day, and he was sure it was because of the blindfold and the restraint keeping his wrists tied together.

Chan's hands gripped the pillow under his head, his breath ragged and uneven, "Why are you... so big~?" He muttered while trying to regain his breathing, "Your cock feels so good, (M/n)~, I... need more of you," Chan's mind was foggy, his body tingling at how sensitive he felt, and he lowered his arms, gently holding (M/n)'s after touching him a little bit, his covered eyes making it a little hard for him to know where he was exactly, but he managed.

Leaning up, Chan kissed (M/n), pulling apart a few seconds later.

"Give me all of you, love," (M/n) took a deep breath at Chan's words, slowly but surely thrusting in and out of his body, making him moan against his lips.

The sight was too much for (M/n), seeing Chan with his mouth open, his swollen and shiny plump red lips, releasing the most erotic moans and whines made him groan with need. Holding Chan's wrists, (M/n) pinned his arms above his head, reaching down for his neck, sucking on his skin and leaving purple marks on his beautiful neck, down to his collarbones and chest, where he took his nipple in his mouth and played around with it, swirling his tongue and nibbling on the perky bud.

Chan's moans grew louder with each second, (M/n) relentless thrusts and mouth were the cause, his mind was numb, his eyes filling with tears that started to slide down the sides of his face.

One thing was clear tho...

Chan wouldn't mind doing this again.

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bangchan-mytruelove · 2 years ago

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I can't believe I'm posting this on my main 🥶🥶

Bang Chan x Gender-Neutral!Reader [Fluff]

2nd Person POV. Short chapter.

Think about Chan laughing like this.

Hopefully, I didn't made anyone uncomfortable or made them hate me for writing this 😬

Chan was laying on his bed, his pillow propped up against the headboard to make it easier to look at his phone.

It was pretty late at night, but couldn't sleep, even though he had already decided he will go to bed early and rest, his mind was simply too active for that. His free hand was absentmindedly playing with your hair, assuming you were fast asleep. But in reality, you were too entertained by the small noises his stomach was making, and slowly, your hands began moving up from resting on his hips.

You moved them really, really slowly so Chan wouldn't notice, and thankfully, he was too engrossed on his phone, reading tweets from STAYs using his fan account, lurking around, hidden in plain sight.

Using that to your advantage, you slipped your fingers under his hoodie, touching his bare skin, and that made Chan look down at you. He didn't notice or felt anything that could prove you were, in fact, not asleep, so he just assumed you were simply moving on your sleep, after all, he knew you had a habit of touching his abdomen just to feel his warmth, and he wouldn't be surprised if that habit transferred to you being asleep as well.

But your fingers weren't only touching his skin, you were lifting his hoodie as well, and soon, your eyes looked up at his, a smirk showing on your face. And well, as soon you started leaving kisses on his skin, Chan couldn't help but let his mind wander to a single thing that could happen with this action of yours.

Like that, Chan placed his phone down and kept his eyes looking at you, giving you his undivided attention. The lower your kisses went, the more his breath picked up, feeling your hands moving from his abdomen to hold onto his waist, shifting your weight around, placing your knees on the bed in between his legs.

Letting out a soft gasp, Chan moved his hand away from your hair, reaching the hem of his hoodie.

But right before he could take it off, you couldn't hold back the wide smile on your face, making eye contact with him right before blowing raspberries on his tummy.

Instantly, Chan's loud, bright laugh filled the room, squirming on the bed and kicking his legs around as he placed his hands on your shoulders, but because of his laughing, he couldn't push you away to stop. You just watched him with bright eyes and continued blowing on his tummy, seeing how tears were gathering in his brown eyes due to his laughter.

You giggled and slowly came to a stop when he started having trouble breathing turning red from laughter and lack of air.

Chan covered his tummy with his hands, still releasing overjoyed giggles and flinching whenever you moved an inch, thinking you were gonna torture him again.

"W-why...?" He asked in between chuckles, gaining his breathing back. You shrugged and lay on the bed next to him.

"I wanted to hear your laugh," you said while looking into his warm brown eyes.

Chan smiled fondly at you and moved his body so he could lay on top of you, hugging you tightly and keeping you as close to his body as he could.

"I love you so much~," he said in a whisper in your ear, soon placing tons and tons of kisses on every inch of your face, and now Chan was the one enjoying the sound of your laugh.

Don't get used to me writing about kpop idols, this was something that I thought would be cute and wanted people to read it.

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bangchan-mytruelove · 2 years ago

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Wow~! This is my first time being tagged in anything, I'm so happy 🥰🥰

A face reveal-ish???

I don't know who to tag, because I don't know anyone so I'll just tell you this, if you want to do this, you can 😁!!

New picrew chain idea: yourself vs what you looked like as a kid

Free for anyone to join in

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bangchan-mytruelove · 2 years ago

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Here's the chapter I posted the other day by mistake 😬

An Alpha A Bit Different

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Pairing; Omega!Bang Chan x Alpha!Male!Reader

Themes; Omegaverse AU • Fluff • Smut • Angst • Enemies to Lovers(not really) •

Word Count; 2.4k

Summary; After an unexpected day, (M/n) finds out a small fraction of why Chan seems so wary about alphas, and having caught sight of that in the crook of his neck didn't help him. Even so, the rest of the day seemed to be going fine, seeing how he and Chan end up having a nice time together.

Chapter 3; The Start Of Something New

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Two days have passed and (M/n) is still thinking about Chan, unable to talk to him without feeling like he's unconvincing the omega and making him feel unsafe, so he had been keeping his distance for now. The day seemed like it was gonna like any other, but he always manages to jinx everything.

Somehow, that day at University, a lot of omegas seemed to be getting close to (M/n), maybe a little too close for comfort. More than once he graced his neck with his fingertips, feeling his scent blockers still in place, so he was confused as to why, all of the sudden, there seemed to be a surge of omegas interested in him.

An a certain, squirrel-looking best friend of his, found it funny to tease him about it. Playfully pushing and poking him, like a teenager teasing his friend about his crush.

"Damn, (M/n), you have omegas for days, man~!" He joked, knowing that of course, (M/n) would never do such a thing, watching with a wide, content smile how the (h/c) haired chuckled at his words.

But the smiles and laughs were cut short soon enough.

(M/n) didn't bother checking if the omega that pushed Jisung away was a male or a female, but hearing them calling Jisung a "worthless and useless omega" was enough to make (M/n) push everyone off of him, rushing to his best friend that started having an anxiety attack.

Holding his gently, (M/n) took Jisung further away, walking to a more secluded hallway, helping him sit on the floor and kneeling in front of him, "It's okay, it's okay, hyung, I'm here with you," he gently said, tilting his head down enough to make eye contact with him, "Look at me, Hannie."

Jisung looked at (M/n) who was showing him a reassuring smile, and he tried to smile back while gasping for air.

"Alright, Hannie, I need you to breath with me, okay?" Jisung nodded a few times, attentively looking at (M/n), "Great, take a deep breath," he took a deep breath as a demonstration, his arm lifting up as well, "And let it out," he released his breath while lowering his arm, Jisung imitated him with difficulty, "Okay, a few more times, come on."

(M/n) kept helping Jisung even his breath, and after a handful of times, the male seemed to have calmed a little by now, smiling at him, (M/n) sat by his side, now proceeding to tell him the same old story from his childhood that always made Jisung laugh, and it worked perfectly. In no time, Jisung was feeling better, but you had different classes now and his body was still trembling.

So taking off his sweatshirt, (M/n) helped Jisung put it on, the alpha feeling his heart warm at the sight of Jisung snuggling on it, his scent comforting him like it always did.

Standing up from the floor, (M/n) accompanied Jisung to his class, not really caring that he was running late to his lecture.

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This time, during lunch break, he was in the same café as usual, but Changbin was there now as well.

(M/n) had been wondering stuff all day, pretty much since he woke up that morning, even before that, back when he first met Chan. He had been holding back a few times from saying anything, wanting to ask both males that seemed so close to the omega, but he didn't.

Even so, both Changbin and Jisung realized he wanted to say something.

"Just say it," Changbin said taking a sip of his iced americano. (M/n) sighed and proceeded to look down at the table, a half-eaten bagel on a plate, his empty water glass, observing the design on the plate.

"It's about... Chan," he said his name hesitantly, he was unsure whether he should add -ssi to his name or not, they weren't close so calling him 'hyung' may be a stretch, maybe 'sunbae' could fit, even if he already graduated, he went to the same university as him so-

His internal monologue was interrupted when he realized how Changbin and Jisung were looking at each other, unaware of his internal battle and busier silently debating whether (M/n) should know about it. And ultimately, Jisung grabbed his bubble tea, nonchalantly responding.

"Chan hyung and I got played by the same alpha," after processing those words, (M/n) looked at his best friend with wide eyes.

"For real?" Jisung nodded.

"Something happened when Chan confronted him about it, and he doesn't trust alphas anymore," (M/n) gritted his teeth, clenching his fists as he wondered who could be such an asshole to play with the heart of such wonderful people? Even if Chan doesn't seem to like him, Jisung had told him plenty of stories about the omega, and (M/n) only found him impressive and someone to look up to.

"Fucking dickhead," he muttered to himself but both males sitting across from him heard him and they chuckled.

"Well, Felix beat the shit out of him for us," Changbin and Jisung laughed, bickering with one another about how he looked once Felix was done with him.

And (M/n) was left surprised again, "Hyunjin's boyfriend? That Felix?" Changbin nodded, seemingly proud of the angel-looking blond.

"He may not seem like it, but he's an alpha, and, has a black belt in taekwondo," with that information, he told himself to make sure he never makes the male angry or he'll for sure get fucked up by Felix.

Lee Felix really causes whiplash to anyone he meets.

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Walking out of campus once the day was over, Changbin and Jisung told (M/n) they had a group project with some classmates and they'll be meeting up in the public library. Without much thought, (M/n) nodded at them, taking the apartment key that Jisung handed him since he still needed to get a copy of it.

He watched as they left him alone to walk back to the apartment by himself.

He was so distracted on his way, that only when he was walking up the stairs he realized that Changbin and Jisung are cursing different years, so why...? Maybe joint classes...? I shouldn't doubt them, he thought to himself.

Sighing, (M/n) opened the front door, his body shivering when he felt Chan's scent. Why do I feel so attracted to his scent? Something about the coffee smell, mixing with mint chocolate and the strange combination it created with the leather makes me fucking-

Refusing to finish that train of thought, (M/n) looked up and he was met with Chan, who was just walked out of his room after taking a shower... completely shirtless, the towel around his neck covering his chest and catching the water droplets that dripped from his hair, and that's when (M/n) realized how muscular he was.

He couldn't help but swallow hard at the sight.

"Where are Binnie and Hannie?" Snapping back to reality, (M/n) opened his mouth to respond and he briefly looked down.

"Uh, they..." Looking up, he saw how Chan raised an eyebrow at him, patiently waiting for him to finish his answer, "They had a group project, or that's what they told me..." His voice got quiet the longer he spoke, Chan's gaze was intense and it made him even more insecure and submissive than he already is.

He wouldn't wanna know how intense his gaze would be if Chan was actually trying to intimidate him, and if he was an alpha? The thought made (M/n) shudder, avoiding staring in Chan's direction, still awkwardly standing by the door.

Of course, Chan felt the tension in the air, and the way (M/n) was seemingly stuck in place. Chan knew he got good at looking intimidating and scaring even more dominant alphas, but something about seeing (M/n) submissive because of him bothered him a bit, so relaxing his body a little, Chan called him.

"(M/n)," the alpha lifted his head to look at him, and (M/n) felt his heart warm when he saw Chan showing him a gentle smile, a pair of charming dimples showing up on either side of his mouth, "Would you like to watch a movie with me while we wait for the boys?"

(M/n) saw the opportunity to get to know Chan better, served in a golden tray, he couldn't help but nod enthusiastically, the bright light in his eyes making Chan chuckle.

"Okay, I'll go get some snacks ready, you can go change if you want," taking his boots off incredibly quickly, (M/n) rushed in the direction to his room.

On his way, he turned his head towards the kitchen, the one he had to walk past to get to the hallway where the rooms were, and he looked at Chan while he grabbed snacks from the top cabinet, his towel sliding just enough to let (M/n) see... a mating bite.

It was almost completely faded, the mark a light pink color almost imperceptible, but the light in the kitchen hit on it in a way that made it quite easy to spot.

The sight of that mark should've made (M/n) feel disappointed that such a beautiful omega was already taken, even so, he couldn't help but feel angry, whether because he was jealous or because he was thinking of that alpha that betrayed both Chan's and Jisung's trust, he didn't know for sure.

He just knew he had the instinctual urge to sink his teeth over that mark that seemed to be making fun of him, as if mocking him for not meeting Chan before.

A low growl resonated in his chest, but he clenched his fists and left for his room without letting Chan ask him if he was okay.

The omega shivered and squirmed in place, lifting his hand to his mating bite, feeling it burn under his touch.

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Trying not to slam the door or his room when he walked in, (M/n) ran his hands through his hair, frustrated at these possessive instincts. He had no right no feel possessive over Chan, he wasn't a thing to claim as his, even so, his blood felt like it was boiling inside because of his anger.

He walked to his bathroom, taking a deep breath before reaching for the faucet and opening it, splashing his face and down his neck with cold water, trying to cool down his heated skin.

Taking another deep breath, (M/n) hesitated as he lifted his head to look at himself in the mirror, flinching almost in pain at the look he had in his eyes.

He felt like a predator and he didn't like that.

Opening the cabinet behind the mirror, and grabbed the box with his scent blockers, he was running low on them and he knew he had to buy more soon, preferably the next day. Thankfully, his parents gave him some money when he moved out and they promised to send him money every week.

(M/n) didn't like that, but he had to accept it, he still had to find a job to help his roommates with living expenses, and he didn't like the thought of being a freeloader.

He took off the wet patches on his neck and reached for the hand towel to dry all the water away from his skin, soon covering his scent glands again. He took a deep breath and walked out of the bathroom, deciding to change out of his jeans and into a comfy pair of black sweatpants, putting on a hoodie over his shirt, now feeling a little more relaxed than a few minutes ago.

Walking out of his room and into the living room, (M/n) saw Chan sitting on the couch, now wearing a hoodie as well, and a bunch of snacks and drinks on the coffee table, Netflix showing on the tv.

(M/n) sat next to him, and the air was a little awkward, but Chan decided to break it.

"Is there something you wanna watch?" (M/n) glanced at Chan before looking at the tv, maybe his mind was still a little foggy, but he couldn't concentrate on any movie on the screen.

"I'm... fine with anything, really," he answered truthfully.

Chan scrolled for a few seconds, and soon he chose an anime movie he hadn't yet watched, A Silent Voice.

Both of them were silently enjoying the movie, but Chan kept glancing at (M/n), noticing the scent blockers on his neck when he shifted around on the couch, trying to get more comfortable. And before he realized what he was doing, his hand lifted and touched it, making the alpha slightly jump at the sudden touch.

"Why do you use these? If it's not too personal to ask," he muttered in a whisper, his eyes fixated on the translucent patch.

(M/n) took a deep breath, wondering how to tell an omega, the most discriminated secondary gender in society, that he wished he wasn't an alpha, so he decided to be honest.

"People always told me I was different from other alphas, and I thought that was a good thing but... everyone says that I'm a broken alpha and nobody would want something useless like me..." He weakly responded, and Chan felt so identified with him. And referring to himself as something rather than someone brought back painful memories from years ago.

All those times when people judge him for having a bigger, more muscular body than other omegas, like Hyunjin, who was slim and gorgeous, or Jisung, who was just so cuddly and adorable, but him? The only time where he didn't care about what others may say about his physique, was whenever he was at home, knowing no one would judge him for having a may body, painfully remembering how he used to beg to have a more omega-like body. Slimmer, thinner... prettier.

But what was omega-like anyway?

"Well, they're the weirdos for licking possessive, manipulative, dishonest, and egocentric pieces of shit alphas," his serious tone of voice as he spoke made (M/n) laugh, caught off guard by Chan's words.

Chan was sure this was also the first time he's heard (M/n) laugh or seen him smiling. It was nice. He felt warm.

But (M/n) felt how Chan was looking at him with an amused look on his face, "Yeah, that's one way to say the world is fucked up," and now it was Chan's turn to laugh.

Soon, they found themselves enjoying each other's company, the movie now long forgotten as they talked and enjoyed their time together.

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Sneakily walking into the apartment a few hours later, Jisung and Changbin found an incredibly adorable sight.

(M/n) was asleep on Chan's shoulder, and the omega had his arm wrapped around his shoulders.

"I told you it was gonna work~!" Jisung whispered excitedly, celebrating with a silly dance his victory. Changbin only rolled his eyes, painfully aware that he just lost fifty bucks over a dumb bet.

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bangchan-mytruelove · 2 years ago

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An Alpha A Bit Different

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Pairing; Omega!Bang Chan x Alpha!Male!Reader

Themes; Omegaverse AU • Fluff • Smut • Angst • Enemies to Lovers(not really) •

Word Count; 1.6k

Summary; Moving in didn't give (M/n) the best impression, and he decides to spend the rest of the night in his room, falling asleep. The next morning, he's feeling conflicted when he's told that Chan may have taken care of him, covering his body while he slept. (M/n) was confused, unsure of how he should interpret Chan's behavior toward him, and also, finding it hard to not think about him.

Chapter 2; Our New Roommate, (M/n)

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Being dragged pretty much against his will, (M/n)'s brain heard words but didn't process them as he would usually do, he was way too nervous and uncomfortable, "This is gonna be so much fun! We'll have sleepovers every night, we can watch movies together while cuddling, we can have gaming sessions, we'll throw the sickest parties ever-!" Jisung's excited rambling didn't stop until they walked in through the door.

"No parties, Jisung," they heard a sweet voice say, the same voice that (M/n) had been thinking about pretty much every night. Chan's voice.

Looking up from the floor, (M/n) was met with Chan's curious stare but watching him roll his eyes with a deep sigh.

"I'll be in my room," he muttered as he turned around and left the living room. Well, that really stung.

(M/n) was used to being rejected, especially by omegas and other alphas, after a few years he didn't mind it anymore, but somehow, having Chan reject him without saying a single word to him made his alpha shy away, whining in submission. He had no idea why he reacted like that, but the bitter taste of knowing Chan would never like him made him want to leave and go back to his parents' house.

Jisung didn't seem to realize Chan's actions, and if he did, he decided to simply ignore it and he dragged (M/n) further in. He smelled Chan's scent mixing with Jisung's, and Changbin's really subtle scent, and he would've had a hard time in that place if it wasn't because, with Jisung sticking right on his side, his scent felt stronger, covering most of Chan's omega scent, enough for his brain to function properly again.

Almost tripping over his own two feet, (M/n) followed Jisung who soon stopped walking, standing in front of a closed door, "Well, here's your new room!" Jisung announced as he proceeded to open the door to the only vacant room in the apartment, "That's Changbin's room, and this one is mine," he added, gesturing toward the door across from his and to the one next to it.

Walking in, (M/n) gave a glance at the room. The bed was in the furthest corner from the door, neatly made with white sheets and no comforter. A bedside table next to the bed, a door to an ensuite bathroom at the foot of the bed, and on the opposite wall an empty desk and a drawer next to it. The room was plain and it kinda made sense to him since Hyunjin had moved out about a month ago.

"Make yourself at home~!" Was all Jisung said before he left the room, closing the door behind him. (M/n) placed his few bags on top of the bed, getting stuff out to start arranging his things. He decided to start with the bathroom.

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Once he was done putting everything in its place, and noticing he only needed half of the drawer to put his clothes in, he took off his boots and lay on the bed, his nose picking up the smell of lavender and making him scrunch his nose at it. He's not much of a fan of lavender-scented things.

And while he looked at the ceiling, his stomach growled. (M/n) frowned and closed his eyes, not really feeling like walking out and facing Chan's disapproving stare, after all, he could go a day -a few actually- without eating. So after plugging in his phone to charge he lay on his side, facing the wall, not bothering to turn off the room light and he closed his eyes, soon falling asleep.

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Chan finished cooking dinner, and he walked into the living room, kind of expecting to see his three roommates playing video games on the tv, but only Changbin and Jisung were there, and at that moment, he realized he hasn't seen (M/n) since he came with Jisung earlier in the day.

Standing there with his hands on his hips, he looked over his shoulder, seeing that there was light coming from under the door of (M/n)'s room and he walked over, deciding on maybe just being nice to the alpha, after all, he is Jisung's best friend and he's heard plenty of things from the male.

He knocked on the door hesitantly, and after getting no response, he sighed, "Dinner's ready," still nothing and Chan kinda got worried when he thought something may have happened to (M/n), and in his mind, he excused his worrying as not wanting to have Bin and Hannie angry at him for not checking on their new roommate, "I'm coming in," he muttered loud enough for the male to hear him and still, no response.

Chan opened the door and peeked inside.

He saw (M/n) on his bed, still dressed and he sighed annoyed, thinking that he might've been ignoring him, so he walked closer to him. Standing close enough, Chan was able to smell his scent, his body shivering at being in close proximity to an alpha. Chan hated so much that his body reacted that way simply because he stood close to an alpha, there wasn't a day where he cursed his omega instincts to wanting to be taken care of by the alpha partner he was destined to have.

He didn't use to hate his secondary gender, but a lot of stuff happened to him when he was still a teenager, struggling to relieve the sexual urges he felt with every heat he went through.

Shaking his shoulders as his head got clouded by bad memories, he took one more step and leaned his body enough to see that (M/n) had fallen asleep. Something about seeing the male curled up in his himself made Chan's beat faster, the urge to keep (M/n) comfortable and warm took over him, so gritting his teeth and ignoring how his heart seemed to be beating in his ears, Chan walked to the drawer and took out a duvet from the bottom drawer.

Walking back to the bed, he gently covered (M/n)'s body with it, and his hand sweetly moved his hair out of his face, seeing him snuggling further into the duvet, a small smile on his lips as the frown disappeared from his face. Chan had to bite his tongue to get himself to move instead of getting in bed with the alpha, wanting to feel his warmth on his body. Letting out a deep sigh, he turned around, heading to the door and turning the light off before closing the door behind him.

When he walked back into the living room, Jisung looked at him over the back of the couch, "And (M/n)?" Something about Jisung knowing where he was made Chan's face feel warm, and he headed to the kitchen to avoid any kind of teasing from his younger roommates.

"He's asleep," he stopped at the door to the kitchen and looked at both males, still sitting on the couch, looking at them with unreadable expressions on their faces, "Dinner's ready, come on or it'll get cold."

That night, Chan definitely spend a while wondering why he did that for (M/n), and he knew it wasn't just to be nice, after all, (M/n) is an alpha... but he felt like that didn't really matter in this situation. Conflicted with himself and his actions, Chan stayed awake all night, working on a new song that could -maybe- help him express his feelings and insecurities a little bit better.

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The next morning, thanks to his internal clock, (M/n) woke up early. Although he most likely woke up because he was practically starving at this point, even so, he knew he wouldn't be able to digest anything until later in the day so he'll have to spend his day with an empty, rumbling stomach until he could eat something and not feel sick.

And in the internal debate about food, he realized something, not only did he fall asleep without changing into more comfortable clothes... he was also covered with a duvet. His first guess was that Jisung did it and pretty much convinced, he stood up, grabbed a change of clothes, and headed to his bathroom for a quick shower, taking the scent blockers that were already falling off on their own and their effect was probably gone by now.

He dressed in his usual style. Black. From head to toe, not a single hint of color on his clothes, only if it wasn't because of the design in his t-shirt. He put on a sweatshirt over and tightly tied his Dr.Martens before walking out with his phone in hand.

Hesitantly walking into the kitchen, (M/n) started looking for something he could eat later on the campus, but he saw a few containers labeled as Chan's, so he closed the fridge and decided on just drinking (hot choco/coffee/tea).

Holding the steaming mug in his hand, he leaned against the counter and saw how a sleepy Jisung walked in, rubbing his eyes and yawning, "Did you put a duvet on me last night?"

Jisung blinked a few times and (M/n) waited until his brain processed the question.

"Nope, but Chan went to your room last night and told Bin and me that you were asleep, maybe he did it," well, Jisung had no idea the conflict (M/n) felt at his words. Despite really disliking his presence, Chan did that for him?

Maybe it didn't mean anything for the omega, but damn, did it make (M/n) flustered knowing that he did that even if there was no need to.

(M/n) stood there, drinking from his mug occasionally while Jisung stuffed his cheeks with some food he got from the fridge, soon being accompanied by Changbin, and after washing everything and putting it all back in its place, they left together for university.

The alpha trailed behind them, wondering why he was still thinking about Chan and asking himself how he could get the omega to like him, even if only as a friend...

Well, for now.

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