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Have you heard about Josh Balz's departure from MIW?

Yeah I have. It's so sad but as long as he's happy, that's what's important.

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I don't really have an original idea to request, but I do have a prompt I would like to see written if that's okay! :)

Send me the prompt and I'll see if I can write it :)

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So I just literally started following you and i read that post about lack of inspiration, well I was wondering if you did Motionless In White?

Yes!! My first imagine on here was a Ricky one. They're one of my favorites

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Chilling With You A/N: I'm honestly having hardcore fall vibes right now and it's making me sooo happy. So I wrote a fluffy/cheesy Vic imagine and I'm loving it. This man will be the death of me. Anyways, as promised here's an imagine this weekend. Love y'all! ***** A chilly breeze rustled my curtains as the morning light streamed through and into my half closed eyes. I wrapped my blanket tighter around my body but continued to shiver. Why had I opened the window last night in the first place? Probably because the cool wind had felt amazing mixed with the warmth of my room. The weather had been chilly and cloudy these past few weeks, which felt perfect last night when I was cuddled under my blankets. When I woke up sprawled out the breeze nipped at any exposed skin, which didn't feel as good as it did last night. The clock said that it was only ten. Not too late, but I still wanted sleep. My eyes had just closed and I was almost totally back in a peaceful sleep when my door busted open. "Ride and shine, gorgeous!" Vic sang in an overly excited voice. I let out a dramatic sigh as he began picking up things around my room and straightened it. "Why is everything so messy, [Y/N]?" "Why are you here, Vic? I'm tired," I mumbled peeking at him through my blanket and half open eyelids. I smiled when he shivered and closed my window. He should be cold waking me up at this time. When he pulled the curtains back I could also see that the day was bright, but cloudy with a slight wind that rustled and shook brightly colored leaves off of their branches. "Don't be so mean. We made plans. Actually, I made plans for us. Come on! You need to get up," he said excitedly. Vic started digging through my drawers and throwing a sweater and a pair of jeans at me. "Get dressed, do your makeup, whatever. We gotta go." He sounded urgent. Just to piss him off I curled up deeper under my blankets. "[Y/N]!" Vic yanked my protection from the chill in my room from me. "I'm up!" I whined rubbing my bare shoulders. Note to self: stop sleeping in tank tops. Vic laughed as I hurriedly put the [F/C] sweater he had thrown at me on. Still sitting in bed, I pulled off my pajama pants and shimmied into my jeans. "I can dress myself you know. I'm just putting this on now because I'm freezing." That was a lie. This was my favorite sweater. "I know. Let's just go," Vic whined pulling my go-to shoes out of the closet and setting them out for me. I laughed at his disappointed look when I walked into the bathroom to brush my teeth and do my makeup. Vic let out a frustrated groan and flopped face first into my pillows. Truth be told, I felt kind of sorry for him. I did my makeup as quick as I could with it still looking good and picked out a beanie and scarf to complete my outfit. By the time I was done getting ready, Vic had fallen asleep and was snoring softly. A sly smile came across my lips as an idea popped into my head. "Wake the fuck up!" I yelled jumping on top of his sleeping form. Vic jumped up, ruining my landing and causing me to fall off the bed onto the cold floor. "Oww," I whined rubbing my sore butt. Vic laughed so hard he rolled off the bed on top of me. "Owwww." "That's payback for taking so long," he smiled pressing a gentle kiss to my lips. "Ready to go now?" I returned the kiss, but pushed him off of me, jumped up, and bolted towards the door. "Race you!" Vic sped after me as I maneuvered through my apartment and out to his car. I beat him by a millisecond, yet still managed to get buckled after him. "Are you going to tell me where we're going yet?" I questioned turning up my heater. Vic just smiled and turned the radio up to an obnoxiously loud volume. I sighed at his secretive act and stared out the window. He drove us down winding streets lined with colorful trees for awhile before pulling into a small coffee shop I'd never been to before. "Mike told me about this place last week. He said that Alysha had said something about so he brought her here and it has the best coffee on the west coast," Vic said as he shut off the car. We walked inside and my nose was immediately flooded with the scent of different coffee flavors and baked goods. The air was warm and the sound of soft music and whispers made the atmosphere peaceful. "This is so perfect," I whispered not wanting to disrupt the calmness inside. "It is," Vic replied softly taking my hand in his. "Find us a seat. I know the perfect drink for you." I giggled as his sweetness. I was so lucky to have him to call mine. I chose a table for two next to the window in the corner of the café. It had a pretty view of the outside where we could watch the wind play tug of war with the trees' leaves. Vic returned a few minutes later holding two cups with steam escaping through their holes and two small plates with sugary muffins resting on top of them. He handed me a cup and plate as he took the seat across from me. "Thank you," I smiled at him sweetly. I took a sip of my caffeinated drink and I swear to God I was drinking liquid heaven. "This is amazing," I gushed. "They actually call it a heaven," Vic told me. "It's named appropriately." The two of us sat there in a peaceful silence before I decided to break it. "I'm honestly really happy you got me out of bed," I told him. "Chilling with you is my favorite thing to do." "Mine too," Vic whispered leaning across the table and kissing me.

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Hey!! So I'm still here. I just haven't been writing because of reasons. I just cleared out my inbox because I honestly was not feeling any of the (three) requests that had been sitting in there for months. Requests are still open though. Feel free to send some in! In other news, I reached my first hundred so yay! I might do something sort of special if you all want to give me ideas on what you would like. I'm drawing blanks, loves. I'll try to post something this weekend. Until then, my darlings!

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Hi, could I get an imagine where you are with Oli Sykes and things are going really well and then you have to tell him that you are having his child and you think he's going to be mad but he ends up being really happy and excited but then he starts getting overprotective because he doesn't want you to be hurt. Thanks, love your blog btw.

It's up now, dear. Sorry it took such a long time.

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Take Care of You A/N: Like I said last night, I should start posting more often than I have been. I'm working on fixing my rules link and updating everything. I've even been working on a master list for my imagines. Also, I'm about to reach my first hundred so yay! ***** I stared at the stick that was sitting on the bathroom counter. It had there been for the past hour staring back at me with two pink lines. The information still had not sunk in and Oli would be home any minute now. There wad no way I could be pregnant. Oli and I were always so careful! We used protection and I always remembered to took my birth control. Neither of us ever thought that this could happen. How would I tell Oli about this? Our baby. There was no way he would stick around to take care of me and the baby. He's always so busy with touring and recording in the studio. Bring Me The Horizon was his life! He won't have the time for me and the baby. The two of us would just get in the way of his soaring music career. I sat next to the toilet and took as many deep breaths as possible. I felt like there was a fire burning in my throat. Like I was about to vomit. I don't know if it was nerves or my pregnancy, but all of a sudden I was leaning over the toilet and tasting my breakfast for the second time. "[Y/N]?" I heard my name after a few moments of this. I didn't want to spend nine months going through this every morning. I didn't think I could handle it. "Are you okay?" All of this, my worries about him leaving and the baby growing inside me, was just too much. I felt the burning behind my eyes and wanted to disappear. I curled up so maybe Oli wouldn't notice my tears. I just wanted him to stay for as long as I could keep him. And that wouldn't be much longer if he knew. "What's wrong, [Y/N]? You know you can always talk to me," he said bending down to wipe the tears from my face. His gentle touch made me cry even harder. I couldn't tell him. What would I do without him? The baby would need his father. "Oli," I managed to choke out before I broke down again. The confusion and worry mixing in his eyes hurt. I didn't want to do this to him. I took in a shaky breath and stood up. I picked up the test that could unravel our relationship in a short second and held it out to him. Oli looked down at my outstretched my hand. I did not expect him to smile. Especially so brightly. It seemed as if he had the sun inside him. I had never seen him this happy. "I'm going to be a dad," he said softly as the information sunk in. "I'm going to be a dad!" Oli said louder with more excitement. "I didn't expect you to be so happy. I was so worried you would leave me," I said smiling a little. "Why would you think that, my love?" Oli asked his sunny smile disappearing a little. "I just thought that the baby and I would get in the way of your music career. I mean, you have the whole world in front of you and I would just hold you back. That's not what you need," I explained softly. There was a moment of silence, but then Oli put his hand gently against my cheek. His smile was faint, but still there. "I'm always going to be with you," he said placing a kiss on my forehead. "Now would you like to celebrate?" I smiled brightly and nodded. The happiness I felt was unreal. Now, it felt like the sun was in me too. ***** Eight months into my pregnancy, and I was huge. I felt like an extra large duck or something as I waddled around. I would bumb into things and knock them over. I needed help getting up from the couch and peed every few minutes. Life was miserable. Luckily, Oli was there to help me out. He didn't mind making me the weird foods I requested and holding my hair back as I threw up. He had even postponed working on their new album to take care of me. I teared up at the thought of him, but that was probably just the hormones. At the moment, Oli was sprinting out of the car to get your door for you. He wouldn't let you do a thing. Make your own food: "You could break a plate or something and cut your hand, love!" Take a shower: "What if you slip and can't get up?" Or even walk outside by yourself: "I don't want you to get hurt or lost or something like that." "Let me get the groceries, dear," he said with a sweet kiss on my forehead. I sighed dramatically as he picked up the six bags and two gallons of milk by himself. "Oli, I can help. Stop putting everything on your own shoulders. Literally!" I said forcefully taking a gallon of milk and a bag away from him. At first, his eyes held a look of hurt, but understanding filled them a second later. I heard him exhale softly behind me as we were halfway up to our shared flat. He dropped the groceries he held and grabbed my wrist causing me to let go of the groceries I carried. Oli rested one hand in my oversized stomach and moved his other one from my wrist to my face. "[Y/N], I just worry about you. I want you and our child to stay safe and healthy. You concern me, my dear. And only because I love you so much," he explained as he kissed me sweetly. "I'm so excited that this baby is yours. We couldn't be better taken care of, Oli," I replied returning his gentle touches. "I love you too."

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Do you do Ville Valo imagines? (Sorry I can't see your rules!! D: )

I would but I don't know who he is... I'm sorry, love!

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can you do a fluffy David Escimilla (cte) imagine where you go to warped to surprise him and he gets all excited and brings you out on stage and is like this is the love of my life. or something like that? I really enjoy your work. 😊 sorry if this is annoying.

I just finished it. Sorry about the wait. It's up now though.

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Surprise! A/N: I said today yesterday. Oops. ***** I stepped out of my cool, air conditioned car and into the hot summer sun. Even though I was wearing as little clothing possible, sweat immediately began to form on my skin and I could feel the beginnings of a sunburn. Walking up to the entrance of the venue almost killed me. It doesn't matter where it is, Warped Tour is always hot. It felt like I was being boiled alive in honey. Or something really sticky. The summer humidity plus the burning sun was a terrible combination. Once I was inside the venue gates I immediately went to look for a certain tent. There was no guarantee that David was going to be at his band's merch tent, but that was always the first place to look. The band's set was in an hour, so I was just hoping that they were hanging around somewhere. I prayed that it was a place I had access to because David and I had yet to become public with the fans. Luck was by my side today because I saw a familiar face sitting at the Crown the Empire merchandise tent. There was a crowd of fans gathered around the tent and I began to question whether or not I would be able to get close to David. I might as well try. I hid under the ridiculously big, black sunhat that I had decided to wear and walked up making sure my face wasn't visible. The crowd of giggling girls was dispersing. David had probably sent them away so he could go get ready for his set. I really needed to act fast. "Excuse me!" I called in a sweet voice. I had David's attention and he hadn't recognized me. "I was just wondering if you could sign something for me." David let out an almost inaudible sigh. I half expected him to completely ignore me, but I guess he couldn't because he had looked directly into my eyes. However, he didn't recognize me through my hat and sunglasses. It was a bright day out. I probably didn't look that strange. "I really would, but I need to get ready for my set and if I sign one thing for one fan-" David said trying to rush an explanation out to be polite. "Good thing I'm not a fan," I smiled brightly taking off my weird looking accessories. "[Y/N]!" The look of surprise that crossed over David's face made my heart excitedly skip a few beats. He picked me up and spun me around peppering kisses all over my face. "I haven't seen you in so long! I was just about to call you!" I laughed as he continued kissing my face all over. "I guess it's a good thing you didn't because that would have ruined my entire plan!" I giggled as his strong arms carried me all the way over to the stage. "David, the fans still think you're single. They don't know about us yet!" I hissed in his ear hiding my face. He just laughed and kissed the top of my head. My sigh fell silent against his chest and I let myself be carried around peacefully. When we were finally back stage, David set me down gently. "Look who's here!" The rest of Crown the Empire turned and looked at me. There was a chorus of "[Y/N]'s!" as I hugged everyone hello. It had been even longer since I'd seen them and I knew they liked me well enough, so the hugs weren't really awkward and unfamiliar like with strangers. "How the hell are you? We haven't seen you since the last century," Andy said stealing my hat and inspecting it. He put it on his head and turned to me as if to say "What do you think?" I jumped up and took it off his head. I actually did like my hat. It kept the sun off of me and, as ridiculous as it is, it looked really cute. The hat was one of the greatest things I had ever bought. We spent a good half hour joking around and catching up. I really had missed them. They were all good friends of mine and I was excited to see them, but not as excited as I was to see David. The band warmed up around me as I talked to David. It was hard to keep the conversation with him going because he kept doing stretches and jumping around. I was apart of it and could barely understand what he was saying. "I think we should go public. Like tell the fans," he said in between stretches. "I'm okay with that," I responded. I have never had an issue with telling the fans. David just wanted to keep me from getting hate on my social media. "Are you sure? Because what if the fans start like attacking you on the internet?" I love how concerned he was about me, but I could handle myself perfectly fine. "I'm sure. I can handle myself," David stopped and looked directly into my eyes. I know he cared about me, but it really upset me whenever he treated me like I could not handle myself. I kissed his lips gently. He smiled and pulled me in for another one. Whatever works for him. "Dave!" Andy shouted from the edge of the stage. David smiled, gave me one more kiss, and ran towards the stage and the screaming fans. I spent the first half of the show sitting backstage and just watching. A few times, David looked back and I jokingly head banged to the songs. I could see him smiling brightly as the show came to a close. Before they left the stage, though, David picked up his microphone. "[Y/N], come out here for a moment," he said happily. I slowly walked out from behind my safe area backstage and gave him a questioning look. I did my best not to look at the fans, but my eyes betrayed me and I could see the upset faces of a few girls who suddenly realized that David was taken now. "I want to introduce you all to my girlfriend, [Y/N]. I don't think I've ever met anyone who I love as much as I love her. She's the love of my life and I cant wait for you guys to all get to know her," he said kissing my cheek. I waved and smiled shyly. The fans digested fully what David had said and began screaming or cheering. I know that a few girls would not be happy with me. But I was happy for myself and that's what matters the most.

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Hey guys, so I know you're all probably expecting a new imagine soon, and I will have one. I've just had super shitty wifi so posting and checking my requests is an issue. I plan on getting at least one up today. Also, I have three requests in my inbox right now so please keep sending them in!!

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HEY THERE! Alright I don't know if you know twenty one pilots but if you do could you make something like you and Josh have a daughter and you guys are meeting her boyfriend and Josh get's really over-protective dad but then you get him to give the guy a chance I don't know just something fluffy. Love your blog.

It's up now :)

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Overprotective ***** I rolled over and looked at my sleeping husband. He was so cute whenever he was asleep. He just looked so... peaceful. And that was hard to see in him most days. He had a sixteen year old daughter and his career always took a toll on him. "Good morning, my love," I whispered giving him a peck on his nose. Josh groaned and rolled over. I giggled at his laziness. No matter how old we got I always felt like we were just falling in love. It was nine in the morning and I knew Josh would soon be up, but it felt like he would sleep the day away. I began to make breakfast hoping that the scent of coffee, French toast, and bacon might stir him and my daughter, [Y/D/N], awake. Besides, I enjoyed cooking for them and I knew they liked it when I made breakfast. It's always a good way to start the day. Not soon after I started cooking, Josh stumbled into the kitchen. "Where's my coffee?" He mumbled rubbing away the sleep from his eyes. He most definitely was not a morning person. "Good morning," I chirped sarcastically. He groaned as he got a cup out from the cabinet. I poked him trying to get a response. He poured a cup of the dark drink and took a burning sip. "Morning," he finally replied kissing my cheek. He went to kiss my other cheek, but I turned my head so he got my lips instead. I smiled as he spun my body away from the stove and into his in a sexy manner. "Joshua Dun!" I giggled as he kissed me again and again. "Ugh. You two are so gross! Get a room," [Y/D/N] said walking into the kitchen and grabbing a banana. "My house. This is my room," Josh said teasingly. "Put that down your mother is making breakfast," he scolded taking the banana from her. [Y/D/N] rolled her brown eyes at him. "I'm not going to eat a pig that was slaughtered for us to eat," she said in the sassy manner that she inherited from my side of the family. "You aren't going to eat a banana that was gruesomely picked to be eaten. You will eat what I cook and that's that," I replied flicking the spatula at her for effect. Again with her eye rolling. She pulled out her phone and started texting someone. I could hear her fingernails tapping the screen. "It's too early for you to be on your phone," Josh said taking it out of her hands. She protested with a high pitched 'Hey!' as he scrolled through her messages. "Who's Jesse?" [Y/D/N] turned bright red and reached for her phone. "Give it back! It's none of your business," she shrieked. I could see fear filling in her eyes. "Dear, give it back. [Y/D/N], I don't want to see it in your hands until after breakfast," I said sternly. Josh handed it back giving her a look. "I think it is my business if you expect to go see him tonight. We're going to meet this boy when he comes by to pick you up tonight." [Y/D/N] turned a rosy pink and nodded. "Yes sir," she mumbled. He handed her the banana as a way of making peace. That's one of the things I love about Josh. He could be our daughter's best friend, but also her overprotective and rigid father. ***** "I'm not going to like him," Josh griped as we sat on the couch together. [Y/D/N] was in her bedroom getting ready for Jesse to come get her. She had just been down here in a panicky state telling us not to embarrass her or anything like that. I laughed and told her not to worry to which she replied with an eye roll. "Give him a chance," I said playing with his fingers. "My parents didn't think they would like you. And I acted exactly how [Y/D/N] is acting right now," I continued sweetly. Josh groaned and rubbed his eyes. "I know. I just want to make sure my [Y/D/N] is safe. Besides, she's just a little girl. She's too young to be dating," he whined. He got this pouty look on his face and I laughed, kissing his lips. "I was this age when we first started dating. And my parents thought the exact same thing. They didn't want me to grow up," I said cupping his face. Josh was about to respond, but just then the doorbell rang. I could hear [Y/D/N] come running down the stairs before I even got up off the couch. She came into the living room and gave both of us a wide eyed look. "Please behave," she begged before opening up the door. "Hi Jesse," she said sweetly as she hugged him. "How come he immediately gets the sweet [Y/D/N]?" Josh whispered in my ear. I laughed and punched his arm. [Y/D/N] invited Jesse to sit down and took the last empty seat. Jesse was a cute kid. I could see why [Y/D/N] wanted to go out with him so bad. He reminded me of Josh when we were young. "Hello Mr. Dun. Ma'am," Jesse greeted us. I smiled at his manners. He was doing very good. [Y/D/N] probably prepped him for meeting us. Josh didn't let his stoic look change, but I knew he was glad the boy had manners. "Jesse," he greeted him sternly. "We haven't heard much about you. "Please," Josh paused for a little effect, "enlighten us." The poor boy looked a little nervous. I jumped in by putting my hand on Josh's knee. "Oh don't mind him," I said trying to lighten the mood. Between the kids' nerves and Josh's 'I need to be the only male in [Y/D/N]'s life' attitude the air was more thick with tension than you would've thought possible. "He's just grumpy," I said smiling at Jesse hoping to help him lighten up. Josh huffed and put his hand on my shoulder. This was his way of showing dominance. "So tell us, Jesse, where do you plan on taking [Y/D/N] tonight?" Josh asked him. "Well, I was thinking on taking her for a bite to eat and then going to watch the fireworks over the lake," he replied trying to be cool. His voice cracked a little, which was what gave him away. "That sounds lovely," I said in a motherly tone. "You two should be on your way then. Have fun, darling," I say as I stood up. I kissed her cheek as she walked out the door. "It was nice to meet you both," Jesse said shaking mine and Josh's hands. "Bye, Mom! Bye, Dad!" [Y/D/N] called as Jesse led her to his car. "Be home by eleven!" Josh yelled. There was an "Okay" from [Y/D/N] and a "Yes sir" from Jesse as the car started and they drove off. I sighed and fell into Josh. "That wasn't so bad, was it?" I asked looking up at him. Josh wrapped his arms around me and kissed my lips. "He doesn't seem like a bad kid." "She'll be fine," I whispered. "I know."

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I saw your post and I was going to send something earlier but I thought you were busy. Anyways uh I was thinking maybe you could make something where you're with Ashley Purdy and Andy has a crush on you and they like fight over you and you break up with Ashley but not in a rude way maybe just you guys don't like/love each other anymore and something happens with Andy. Sorry that was so long.

Just posted it. And again, sorry I didn't have it done sooner. Enjoy!!

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It’s Okay

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I cuddled up close to Ashley as he flipped through the channels on the tour bus television. His arm was wrapped around me lovingly and I felt so peaceful in that moment. I never wanted to have to go back into the real world. You can call me cliché, but nothing is better than being close to the one you love.

The door opened and the rest of the band came in making a bunch of noise. My moment of peace was ruined and I groaned. Ashley’s stomach moved when he laughed, and I hit him playfully because he made me have to move from my comfortable position.

“You two are so gross,” Jinxx said rolling his eyes.

“I think they’re kind of cute,” CC defended us. I swear to God he was like a teenage girl sometimes.

“Nope. Definitely gross,” Andy agreed with Jinxx.

“Grosser than dog shit,” Jake agreed.

“That’s pretty descriptive,” I said standing up and stretching. “You’re all just jealous of our relationship,” I gave Ashley a peck on the lips. The guys gagged, but CC awed. At least someone was for us.

I heard a groan behind me as I walked to the kitchen area of the bus. I was just grabbing a water. The groan came from Andy. I had no idea what his issue was, but I think he hates me. I’ve done nothing but be nice to him but he leaves the room whenever I walk in, and if we get stuck in the same room he has to be a complete jackass to me.

“[Y/N], would you please wear pants around the bus,” he complained. I could hear a little bit of lust in his voice though. I think he’s just horny because he hasn’t gotten laid since he broke up with Juliet. And the shirt I was wearing, which was Ashley’s, did not cover my ass.

“I know. Her ass is great. Just thinking about it gets me off,” Ashley responded to Andy giving me a sexy smirk. Andy rolled his eyes and angrily got up and stomped to the other end of the bus.

“Hey, what’s your problem?” Ashley said in an angry tone as he followed Andy.

“Oh shit,” Jake said getting comfortable on the couch that Ashley and I had vacated.

“Wait. What? What the fuck is happening?” I questioned as I walked to where I could hear Andy and Ashley screaming at each other.

CC followed me as I made my way to the other end of the bus. “[Y/N],” he started as I followed Andy and Ashley’s booming voices. “I wouldn’t go back there. Please stop,” CC tried to warn me.

“What the hell do you mean you think you’re in love with her? She’s my girlfriend!” I could hear Ashley yelling. I peeked into the room from behind the doorway. Ashley was red in the face from all his anger, and Andy looked so ashamed. His blue eyes looked downward and his skin seemed so pale.

I stayed cowering behind the door as Ashley went off at him. “I mean, you can’t just come up one day and say you love her! She can’t love you back. [Y/N] is in love with me! We’ve been together for so long. And you’re one of my best friends. There is no way you two could work out as a couple,” Ashley spat at him. Andy just stood there with this wounded puppy look on his face. There were a few moments of silence before Ashley took a breath. He was going to go on and I could not watch.

I turned around and bumped into CC. I mumbled an apology and sprinted off the bus. I didn’t care that I was still only wearing Ashley’s shirt and my underwear. I just needed a moment of silence so I could think.

About a hour later I heard Jake, CC and Jinxx’s voices calling after me. I didn’t respond. I had not gone far. After walking around for a while I sat down in an empty park not far from the venue. But now that I thought about it, they probably wouldn’t look for me here. I got up and slowly started walking back to the bus. I would have to talk to Ashley about this sooner or later.

*****

It had been about a month since the whole “Andy is in love with me” fiasco. Ashley and I never really discussed it, which was okay with me, but Andy hasn’t been able to look at me since. He won’t speak to me or Ashley and the other guys are getting more and more uncomfortable.

At this moment, Ashley and I are sitting on the couch, but not cuddled together like we usually are. In fact, we hadn’t been all cuddly or even sexy with each other since that night. We still consider ourselves a couple, but we don’t do the couple things.

All of a sudden Ashley turns to me and clears his throat. I look up from my phone and smile. “We really need to talk,” he says sternly.

“Okay. What’s on your mind?” I ask sweetly. I brace myself for whatever he’s about to say and hope it’s nothing too terrible.

Ashley looked at me then looked down. He seemed nervous and kind of jittery. What’s wrong with him today?

“[Y/N], I don’t think that we should be together anymore. Like I don’t know… I still really want to be your friend. I just don’t want us to be identified as boyfriend and girlfriend. Just friends,” he finally blurted out. He looked like he expected me to get angry and start screaming. Or overly emotional and start bawling.

I didn’t do either. The thing is, I was kind of relieved he said it. I had been thinking about this for awhile, but I didn’t say anything. I just didn’t feel any kind of romantic feelings for Ashley anymore.

“It’s okay,” I finally told him. That is all I really could say. There wasn’t anything left to say.

“You’re okay with this?”

“I’m okay with this.”

*****

{Andy’s POV}

No one had seen or heard from [Y/N] in six months. That’s how long it has been since her an Ashley broke up. It had been seven since she found out I was in love with her. Ashley and her both said that their break up was mutual, but I blame myself for part of it.

The earlier fact about her being gone for six months is what made her sudden appearance back stage so surprising. She looked tired and a little worn. However, she was still absolutely gorgeous. When she saw that I had noticed her she gave me the tiniest of smiles and a wave.

I couldn’t help it, but my face broke into the biggest smile. She came back! But what if she came back for Ashley? That was probably it. But I was so glad to see her I didn’t care. The rest of the concert went by in a blur. I couldn’t get the thought of [Y/N] out of my mind.

As soon as we thanked the fans for coming out we ran off stage. The guys all hugged [Y/N], but Ashley held her the longest. It was kind of nice to see them together again, but I still felt a longing in my chest.

Finally, I was able to embrace her. I squeezed her tight and smelled her sweet perfume. “Where have you been?” I asked her when I stepped away.

“I traveled the world!” [Y/N] said excitedly. “It’s something I always wanted to do. So I did it.”

I laughed at how enthusiastic she was about it. It was cute, actually. “It’s great to see you again,” I responded to her happily.

“Let’s go get some drinks,” she said brightly. “We have so much to catch up on,” she said to all of us.

Later, we were all sitting at a table in a random bar discussing how life had been for us these past few months. [Y/N] had so many stories to tell us. I barely drank anything because I wanted to remember each word she said.

The two of us stayed there almost all night. At least until closing. The guys had all either gone back to the bus or found a girl and gone home with her. There were not very many people left and the music was playing a little quieter.

“So I’ve been thinking a lot about you,” she said to no one in particular. But I knew she was talking to me. She twirled the straw in her drink and her painted nails drummed softly on the table to the beat of the music. “Do you still love me?”

I nearly choked after registering her words. I was hoping that she wouldn’t bring that up. “If I’m being honest with myself, I do still love you. And there isn’t anyway I can take that back now. I blame myself for your and Ashley’s break up. If you had never found out about my feelings then you two would still be together and,” I was rambling and couldn’t stop, but [Y/N] did. She gently pulled my face close to hers and connected her lips to mine.

I felt the next words catch in my throat. Our lips stayed together for a few minutes and there was no battle for dominance or anything. We just stayed together in a sweet, gentle kiss. But it was so full of passion. And all I could think about was how this is how love is supposed to be.

I pulled away first because a thought struck me: How was Ashley going to react? She looked at me with a small pouty look on her face. Her lips were a little swollen and her eyes had this cute puppy dog look in them.

“What about Ashley?” I asked softly.

“Don’t worry. He’s alright with this,” she says kissing me again. “It’s okay,” she says in between kisses.

“Okay,” I smiled pressing my lips against hers.

[bandsandwrittenwords-blog]

Um hey just wondering if you got my requests? I sent in a couple.

Oh yes I have!! I'm sorry. I'm working on them right now. I will hopefully have one or two up today. Truly sorry about the wait!!

[bandsandwrittenwords-blog]

Hey just hoping maybe you could write an Imagine. Could it maybe be something where you are the little sibling of Jack Barakat and you are a good singer so Alex takes you on stage. He kisses you in the moment and Jack goes all over-protective brother. Sorry if that's a sucky ask.

It's up!! I hope you like it.