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I wish I was loved I wish I was loveable I wish I was a first option

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it's part one of halloweekend and everyone is dressed up or hanging out with their friends and i'm sitting in my car thinking about ways to kill myself

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for a thinner winter❄️

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worst part about weight gain is that you can see it on ur face

double chin/round cheeks really screams "that's a fat bitch"

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my stupid boyfriend keeps buying me food and gets upset if im not eating like bro leave me alone i cant keep eating mcdonalds every night

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getting ptsd flashbacks to me binging like i was in a war

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༻✧༺ one binge away from flinging myself off a building

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let my bf see me without a shirt on the other night and im ready to die now im so fucking fat

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the uni life is thriving bc of living with strangers so youre too anxious to use the kitchen

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Is somebody gonna match my freak? (Double suicide)

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I literally feel dead in a living body

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being 170cm is such an awkward height like I'm not cute and short and I'm not tall. Even then I can't decide if I'd rather be taller or shorter. Fml.

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So jealous of the girls spending their teenage years having fun and not obsessing over their bodies

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I see my bf in a week for the first time in like 4 months and I've gained sm weight it's so over